The ProMise of 2012 (Part 2): DAY 236

By Heaven’s Journey to Life

The FORCE – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog – Heaven’s Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 – suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Now that we have opened up a few Dimensions regarding the Mind/Consciousness relationship to 2012, we’re through Self-Forgiveness and Self Commitments, going to explore more Dimensions, walk Deeper into the Dimensions that we established in the previous post – with particularly having a look at why/how it is that we’d celebrate ‘Death’ so, commit/align our minds/lives to a Death / an End ‘preparation’; but would not put in the effort for/as the creation/establishing/manifestation of a New Life/Living for All on Earth, in and as Equality and Oneness Here and why/how such a Point is/has never been Considered within and as the Minds/Consciousness of human beings/humanity as a whole.

So, before we start, let’s have a look at the sound, physical and energy Symbolism within the Word “Promise” – which is what the Nature of the relationship to 2012 exist as, which is also the same as with Religions/Spirituality – the “promise” of the hereafter/afterlife/end.

So, with looking at the heading, Pro-Mise, with Pro – representing Professional and Mise – representing a settlement/agreement, which if one relate ‘Promise’ to actual practical-reality terms/contexts, should be a statement that is made, professionally, professionally – meaning, that self in fact has the backing, the knowledge and information, the actual ‘life experience / physical reference’ for making a particular settlement/agreement to in fact be trustworthy/real. However, with having a look at the Nature of what ‘Promise’ has become, it completely contradicts such a reference of Promise to actual, physical reality. Human beings claiming that they’re “professionals” regarding the afterlife, hereafter, end-times etc., however – none of them have actually been in the hereafter/afterlife, have never actually directly communicated with the physical, and everything/all existent within this physical existence, and so have no Direct Access, Direct Experience, Direct Reference / knowledge and information, or any Direct Living regarding the dimensions of the hereafter, afterlife and end time and the connection between ‘Heaven and Earth’. So in this – the ‘Promise’ of the hereafter/afterlife/end times and any context given to such ‘Promises’ is not/cannot be trustworthy, if the human beings have had no Direct Crossreference in the relationship between Heaven and Earth, being able to Directly Explore the afterlife/hereafter, and the physical existence and communicate Directly with all beings involved, and be able to see their history within existence and how we all got to where we are now, both on Earth and in the ‘Heavens’.

So, I would really suggest that one invest in and investigate the Interviews available on EQAFE and the material in the Desteni Forums, where through the Portal – one have Direct Communication with beings here and in the hereafter, physical and interdimensional that in fact speak/show the REALITY of what is going on in existence. And, we don’t “make Promises” – we speak REALITY. And, it’s interesting, because of this – because we speak REALITY and the foundation of change/existential change being existent in taking SELF-Responsibility, human beings would rather opt for HOPE and Promises, than seeing-Direct what is in fact really going on and taking self-responsibility for what is Here.

So, if one have a look at the Nature of Promises even further – it exist within a “grey area”, from the perspective of – when making a “Promise”, one tend to believe that one in a way have a power, have a control over/of the outflow of events within one’s life. That a “Promise” is made within a sense of “empowerment”, as in “I can promise this / that” – that whatever the context / point is that one is ‘Promising’, one is in control over/of the situation/relationship/ ‘promise’. When, in fact – what is not seen, realised and understood is the extent to which our Minds, our Lives is interconnected, interdependent on other human’s lives, how our daily events unfold, the World System’s relationship to humanity as a whole, and there is No Way one can in fact self honestly say that one is Control / a position of Empowerment in relation to one’s Life/living in/as this Physical Existence. However – some human beings tend to derive this delusion of control/empowerment through ‘Promise’, as though ‘making a Promise’ gives one that authority; when in fact – it does not. I mean, one can even look at one’s relationship to one’s own Mind: one have no authority, power / control in one’s relationship to the Mind at all, thoughts come automatically, behaviours are automated, internal conversations and reactions are automated – everything in one’s Mind is not directed, in awareness, by Self in any way whatsoever – and one can in the Interview Series the Quantum Mind available on EQAFE educate oneself with the extent to which Consciousness in fact have authority, power and control over/of ‘who self is’ in/as one’s awareness in the Conscious/Subconscious Mind and the extent to which Consciousness exist within its relationship to the Physical Body.

So, for most part – “Promise” has become a statement/relationship that relates more to one’s Ego, than it having any context to reality in any way whatsoever. “Promise” creates more a HOPE, than a certainty pertaining to actual Reality outcomes. So, why is it that we’d rather hold onto Hope and Promise, than Certainty and Reality?

If one have a look at “Promises”, it has been changed / come to stand more in the context of having a look at the word Professional, and what we’ve come to term as ‘Professional’ when having a look at the relationship to Promises being made in terms of Prophecies and Predictions within the context of the hereafter/afterlife/end times. So, let’s look at the sound, physical and energy symbolism within this context:


Profess – which is what Prophets/Prophecies/Predictions do, they ‘Profess / make claims based on Knowledge, Information and Energy Experience only’, because no-one consider asking/communicating/referencing the physical/what is here in/as this physical existence, for example

ION – which is the relationship between I as Consciousness, in the O – continuation/infinity of /as the primary relationship N – between Consciousness and the Physical Body

AL – representing the ALL, including All of Humanity.

So, ‘Professional’ – has become more defined in the context / starting point of Consciousness, of having “Knowledge and Information and substantiating that knowledge and information to be real through the Energy Experience one have to/towards knowledge and information” and the extent to which human beings would trust knowledge and information and the energy experience they have within that, than actual, real physical contexts/evidence. And so, within this “professional” self-definition within the context of Prophets/Prophecies and Predictions – it’s all primarily based on individual’s Knowledge and Information in their Minds, and how this knowledge and information relate to particular Personalities in the Mind, and how such Personalities evoke particular-specific Energy Experiences within the Mind, for Consciousness. So, a “Promise’s” only benefit – is the ENERGY the human being would experience in the Mind, than it in any way actually pertaining to REALITY. Because the prophets/prophecies and predictions, only exist as Knowledge and Information in the Minds of human beings, because the prophets/prophecies and predictions have in no way been done with referencing REALITY, the Physical – communicating directly with what is here, have in no way been done with referencing the hereafter/afterlife, in being able to directly enter/interact with the interdimensional existence to for self see what is really going on.

So, I would suggest – considering one’s relationship to the word “Promise”, and not to make “Promises” – but to always stand within the context of reality when making settlements/agreements with other human beings. From the perspective, of one would usually say “I promise to be there” – in that, one is making the statement that one has authority/control/power over/of the outcomes of reality/the future, when one in fact does not. So, when making agreements with other people, make a clear “Yes / No” Statement, in that – one take responsibility for one’s agreement with another human being/arrangement. And if/as one then do not make the arrangement/agreement, due to unforeseen circumstances – one can take responsibility for the contingencies in referencing them for not being able to make the arrangement/agreement. Because, what tends to happen when ‘trying to make Promises’, is that – one go into self-blame/victimization, and/or others will blame self because YOU made the Promise, trying/attempting to place yourself into a ‘God’-status in relation to reality, when one is really in fact only an ant in the Giant of/as this Existence. And when/as one make arrangements/agreements, always reference REALITY “can I self honestly do this / not at this time” and prepare the road before self to be able to tend to the arrangement/agreement so that it’s a definitive YES/NO.

Thus, with this relationship to 2012, Religions and Spiritualities and the Promises within Hope that is being made, exist NO Self-Responsibility – because what can be “blamed” is that something/someone else, and so the one’s that were in Hope are labelled to be the ‘victims’ of the Promise not materializing/manifesting.

The starting point of promise thus, is made in HOPE and not REALITY, what is HERE in fact. So, within this then – what is our relationship to HOPE, again having a look at the Question: So, why is it that we’d rather hold onto Hope and Promise, than Certainty and Reality? Because, this is what we do – even in ‘daily promises’ made, we lean on HOPE, instead critically assessing/analysing reality and what is here, what is this Energy/Experience of HOPE that is so obsessive/possessive that is completely Blind human beings’ Mind from/of the reality of what is here?

In the next post, we’ll explore more the relationship between Promise and Hope and its connection to/as 2012, Religions and Spirituality…

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The ProMise of 2012: DAY 235

by Heaven’s Journey to Life –

The FORCE – continuedThe Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog – Heaven’s Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 – suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

With December MARKing the nearing of a number of Prophecies that have filled many human beings’ Minds with the Promise of various damning / salvation Consequences – dependent on which prophecy one side with, which within this, in a way, also relates to the Polarity that we’ve been walking thus far, the friction and conflict relationships, the what one Stand For / what one Stand Against – so, in and from this Post: we’re going to explore/walk through the multi-dimensions of Consciousness in most human beings’ relationship to the Prophecies of 2012, and how such relationships are / have simply been furthering the human’s awareness into and as CON of CONsciousness, with still, no Attention being paid to ‘life on earth’ in/as this Physical Existence. So, before we start with walking this Process through within Self Forgiveness, and Self Commitments – let’s open up a few Dimensions:

It’s fascinating that the entire 2012 Industry has become an Religion in itself, or no different to Religions that occupy the Minds of Humanity, because – just as with Religions, there are different Prophecies existent with regards to 2012, and so Humanity is again grouped into different categories of beliefs/faiths/praises regarding which Prophet of prediction/prophecy suit their Minds/experiences. And so, as with Religions: many are waiting, and waiting, and waiting for either doom or salvation. However, the 2012 Religion has evolved the ‘old Religions’, from the perspective that – it’s no more “waiting for your doom / salvation” in heaven/hell/ascended dimensions: it’s now All going to happen RIGHT HERE in/as this physical existence. So, here is then also the connection of Spiritualities/Religion regarding ‘death’ / a death, from the perspective of ending up in heaven/hell/ascended dimensions or wherever it is one will be ‘going’ with the advent of all the different 2012 Prophecies.

So, what is then within this, being more ‘realistically’ challenged within human beings’ Minds/Consciousness – is ‘Death’ / ‘what happens after death’. Some Prophecies give human beings a control over/of a death, such as within the realms of Spirituality, through ascensions/shifts, and then with Religions through following specific rules/laws/regulations of belief/faith/praise that will secure you a controlled position into and as Salvation; and obviously within this is existent the polarity of the bad/negative/evil/dark side of it all, that if one Do Not/Have Not followed in faith/belief the rules/laws/regulations of what will secure you a position/place in the Promise of a ‘better Afterlife’ / ‘shifting/ascending from this physical existence’: there will be Consequence, accordingly. So, instead of how it’s always been before – “waiting for one’s Death” to reach the afterlife/heaven/attaining ascension etc. it’s like “time has been compressed” and it’ll all happen right here, right now according to the days/times that’s been set by most Prophecies.

So, the question within this all is – Why would we so fervently change our lives for the prospect of ‘Death’ / ‘a Death’, especially when it Promise anything better than what we face in our Minds and in our Daily Lives as what ‘life on Earth’ in/as this Physical Existence has become? Because, this is what 2012 and the Prophecies within it essentially accentuate/emphasize, an End, a Death, which is within this – a very well dressed-up, deliberate Suicide, essentially – this process of how many human beings are preparing to leave, to end, to die, to go; to no more exist in the Minds, their lives, in/as what ‘life on earth’ has become. But it’s not viewed as a form of Suicide, because – it’s being induced by something/someone/unknown forces ‘unseen/invisible/Mighty/Powerful’ and one is ‘going to go to a better place’ than what is existent here within/as this Physical Existence. But, the starting point within this entire 2012 Religion, is in fact a leaving, an end, a death – people think/believe that their attention is existent within ‘going to some place better/more/advanced/evolved’, but what is chasing that want, need and desire is the prospect of leaving behind what ‘life on earth’ / ‘life in the mind’ is/has become.

Now, some questions exist within this all, which are the following: Can any human being, at this stage say, that they’ve in any way, physically, practically, contributed/dedicated their lives to do EVERYTHING possible with the resources available to them, to assist and support mankind, this physical existence, the animal kingdom? And, I mean, this is not just about praying, meditating, going to church, heightening vibrations/energy states of consciousness – I mean, actual, real physical-practical participation – really getting out there in the World to change the lives of Humanity? So, it’s interesting within this, then – that, what would such “requirements”, of only having to pray/read books/go to institutions/heighten vibrations/frequencies/meditating (which, by the way seem to only, predominantly, benefit the MONEY system than actual ‘life on earth’) say / reveal about the gods/beings/forces that have apparently placed such requirements of reaching a salvation/attainment, but there’s never anything practical, regarding Living In/as this World, taking Responsibility for what is Here, changing what is Here – all such practises do, is seclude/separate/lock the human being into and as the Mind/Consciousness, Internalizing themselves completely, separating themselves from the Physical/this Physical Existence – existing entirely in “two worlds”, the consequence of our living in this real, physical existence, and then living to/towards the prospect/promise of/as a “better hereafter/afterlife/ascension”.

So, many human beings are creating this absolute Hype regarding 2012, the end, a death – driven, motivated both by/through Fear and Excitement, and even those that do not ‘believe’, do Wonder – for moments, “what if” / “what would happen” / “who would I be” etc. So, here again – existent the Polarity, the Fear of Death, the Fear of our Minds, the Fear within our Lives, and then the Excitement to/towards the end / a death in the Future – the REALITY, being the Fear that we’re existent within, that relates to ‘what life on earth has become’ and the excitement the ILLUSION, as it relates to an alternate reality “somewhere out there”. So, all this 2012 Process is doing, is furthering human beings’ friction/conflict relationship between the Physical REALity and the CONsciousness/mInd Illusion, because human beings aren’t seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which all of this is in fact only happening in their mInds, seeing through the “I” of Consciousness, instead of with the Physical EYES, the REAL EYES with regards to what we’re accepting and allowing in our lives, humanity and this physical existence as a whole as our direct Responsibility to/as what ‘life on earth’ as become. And, even with us having TWO EYES (for most human beings) to SEE through, and even if one cannot physically see – one do SEE within self through the Eyes, the Physical Eyes of others when one hear about what’s going on in this world and the deterioration/extinction within and as it: that human beings will not use the REAL EYES, but will use the mInd’s “I” as Consciousness, and the Personalities within us that’s determined this “I” of/as Consciousness as the “who I am”; this One “I” that will only see One Point, through One Point, One Dimension as ENERGY and entirely miss the Multi-Dimensions of/as this Real, Physical Existence if/as human beings would only See and Hear through and as the Real Physical, in and as Equality and Oneness Here.

And so, in and as this One Point, One Dimension of/as Energy as Consciousness as the mInd as the “I” in separation from/of the equality and oneness with/as this Physical Existence: human beings’ awareness is easily Distracted into and as “tunnel vision” to see nothing else but through ENERGY/Consciousness, and completely miss what is in fact really going on in/as this Physical Existence – which such 2012 Prophecies illustrate. Because, not one being has even considered: Asking the Physical, everything that is here in/as this Physical Existence – what’s going to become of Humanity, what the future holds for this existence. That, human beings are so separate from their own Physicals, into and as Consciousness/Energy – that human beings haven’t even realised, that the Physical is Aware, can communicate, can express, can show, can teach – as is being walked through the Portal, in Interviews, especially – all available on EQAFE. Where, for example, at the moment – the Animal Kingdom are coming through, and communicating/showing/giving perspectives of the current existence of humanity, and our relationship to the Physical Existence, and the multi-dimensions of equality and oneness in/as the Physical that is/has been missed, ‘cause human beings are missing in/as their awareness, in/as their relationship to the Physical, this Physical Existence as a whole.

So, if any “doomsday” / “end times” are coming, it’s going to be directly and indirectly created/manifested by/through the Minds, the Consciousness of/as the human race, which is what we’re already, single-handedly doing, because while the majority of human beings’ attention is being diverted to/towards 2012 – the World System continue as is, its consequential relationship to humanity, this physical existence continue as is, the Elite remain in their positions of authority/control as is…and human beings would still, even though nothing will happen, justify, validate / excuse the reason/purpose for the Prophecies not materializing…EVERYTHING else, BUT taking Responsibility for/as what is HERE in and as this real, physical existence. So, this is another point that 2012 has in common with religions, spiritualities, movements – not taking Responsibility for self, self’s life/living, self’s relationship/position to humanity/this world system, to how we’re accepting and allowing ‘life on earth’ to continue existing as is, with no Change – but existing in/as the distraction, the preoccupation of what human beings can Imagine in/as the Quantum Reality of ENERGY as Consciousness, in/as separation from/of the Physical/this Physical Existence as a whole.

So, we’ve got Many more Dimensions to walk through, which we will continue in the Next Posts to come – here are but a few to consider, and we’ll furthermore explore/walk the dimensions of, for example – how/why human beings ‘live for Death’ so, but would not ‘Live/Change for LIFE, here on Earth in/as this Physical Existence’? Why/how are our Minds to preoccupied with Death and the Fear thereof, already from early on within our lives – instead of aligning ourselves/our lives to LIVE / change this world into/as an existence of LIFE? Why/how is it, that the World System/Consumerism System primarily makes its profit through exploiting the Fears of Death of human beings, why is the World System/Consumerism System not geared to ensuring LIFE/LIVING for all of humanity, equally as one?

And then finally, what is sound, energy and physical symbolism existent within/as the word ProMise and its alignment to/as Prophecies/Predictions for/as the Future?

…more to come in the next posts.

Is Meditation the Key to Enlightenment?

How I created my Meditation Experience – Day 237

This is a continuation to:

Is Meditation the Key to Enlightenment?


Life Review - The Buddha ExperienceI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge meditation within a negative emotional charge, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I’ve actually judged myself for the things that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to participate in my past, the things that I now see, realize and understand that had only benefited me within my own self interest delusional mind and through judging Meditation I distracted myself from facing the Practical correction because, so long as I judge, I still allowing my mind to be the directive principle instead of utilizing the Principle: Investigate all points and keep that which is best for all. Within that context, Breathing exercise as a self support tool can and should be utilized within a clear and directive starting point in assisting and supporting oneself to Bring oneself back to one’s own physical body, where one could, in breath, assess, check and investigate oneself until eventually, Breathing becomes one’s Directive Principle in any given moment.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to associate and connect Breathing with Meditation and since I’ve Judged meditation as wrong, I sabotaged and compromised myself in not gifting myself the opportunity to assist and support myself in any given moment, to simply Breathe, Be here, within and as my human physical body in alignment to the Movement that Life is.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to spiritualize Breathing and within that create an Experiences that would be aligned with the Spiritual Programs that I’ve created within and as myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear having Spiritual Experiences as it indicate that I accepted and allowed my mind to take over the moment. In this, I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it is useless to try and suppress that which exists within and as me and rather, if a Spiritual experience emerge from within and as me, it is cool, because then, I’m able to assist and support myself to release myself from the entity that I’ve created within and as myself through going to the draw board to investigate what I’ve not seen and sorted out within and as myself and accordingly, take self responsibility and correct the point within and as myself.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as inadequate when and as a Spiritual Experience emerge from within and as me, as if I have done something terribly wrong, not seeing, realizing and understanding that I should simply see it as it is, another window of opportunity to sort out that which was already existent within and as me. In this, I forgive myself that I’ve NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I react to the Spiritual Program that I’ve inserted and program myself, I create another experience, another entity and thus, only prolong my process instead of Quantified my process in walking through each and every point that reveal itself here, stand in stability and in self trust that I have all that I require for, to assist and support me to step out of mind experience and step into the Physical reality as an Expression of myself.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that I’ve judged the Spiritual Experience that I had created within and as myself, because I’ve defined myself as More than a spiritual person, utilizing the Knowledge and information that I have, to justify for myself, why I am MORE than another. Within this, I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to want, need and desire to define myself as MORE than a spiritual person and within that suppress that which I’ve program myself to exists as, while I was myself a spiritual person, not seeing, realizing and understanding that the Program still exists within and as me, till I, as the directive principle, take the responsibility and release myself from the systems and programs that I’ve inserted and stored within and as myself with practical Self Forgiveness Process, in taking self responsibility for my own acceptance and allowances and change myself, immediately, within and as Breath. 


I commit myself to assist and support myself in practicing my Breathing application as a directive principle through which I expand my application to align with the movement that Life exists within and as till in every step, in every moment, I am Here, in and as Breath.


I commit myself to assist and support myself to – when and as a Spiritual Experience is emerging from within and as me, to Stop, to Breathe and to see where I’m not aligned and clear within and as myself and in that, to investigate the source/core/origin of the Experience and accordingly, to take Self Responsibility and, correct my physical living application and change.


I commit myself to STOP the internal and external friction and conflict within and as myself, within the context of Spirituality as I now see, realize and understand that I have a process to walk, in writing, regarding my self definition and relationship with Spirituality as points opened up within this blog that I must take responsibility for and direct and accordingly correct within and as myself.

Is Meditation the Key to Enlightenment?

Recently I’ve been Practicing Breathing more consistently and specifically before and during setting my body to a rest. I found an interesting point – how my tendency or shall I say, my Automated tendency is to Spiritualize such moments. Let me explain.


I came to Desteni from a spiritual background where I used to meditate often to “Connect” with my guides and my spiritual Masters  through the belief that Meditation is the key to MY Enlightenment. Breathing and Meditating became a momentary escape from myself and the noises that went on in my mind. However, when I realized that none of my beliefs are in any way practical and aligned with the Principle of that which is best for all, I stopped meditating however, I haven’t sorted out yet my relationship with meditation as I’ve created it within and as myself through a process of Self Forgiveness.


Commonsensically, if one would look within and as oneself, one would see clearly that one’s starting point within meditation or any Spiritual practice for that matter is based on one’s self interest. For myself, my Self interest was to be prepared for 2012 Ascension day where I would transcend and go up to another dimension while the abuse, suffering, pain, war, etc. would continue on earth within the Self-Justification that these people need to learn their lesson and I shouldn’t concern myself with them as it is part of the greater plan.


What I haven’t realized about Meditation back then is that Meditation as a tool is not applicable since Life, Reality, is in Motion, it is always in a Movement and what worth does Meditation has if once one get up from one’s comfortable cushion, one steps back to one’s mind as backchat, internal conversations, reactions, emotions and feelings without even being aware of all of these.


What I also haven’t realized back then is that Mediation from a starting point of MY own Enlightenment while abuse, suffering, war, crime, starvation, etc. is still allowed in this world, isn’t acceptable within and as the principle of Equality and oneness and no matter how one would justify it for oneself, it is all that it is, a justification that one would use to not take responsibility for this world as a whole as one had protected one’s ass, sitting on a cushion with the sufficient funds that would allow one to take a momentary break from this reality and sit to meditate.


The last point I haven’t realized back then was that if the Guides and the Spiritual Masters were so Enlighten then why didn’t they come with a clear, direct and applicable solution for humanity as a whole? Why their messages are always within the same context, to elevate one’s Ego through utilizing good and positive words while the world is nothing but Positive?


Ok, so recently, and specifically after listening to the Atlanteans interviews:

The Atlanteans Guide to Physical Intimacy (Part 1) – Part 59

The Atlanteans Guide to Physical Intimacy (Part 2) – Part 60

I have started to be more diligent and specific before I set myself to sleep where I focus on Breathing, on my awareness to my physical body, clearing myself from the past day through looking at all the points that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to participate with as reactions, back chats, internal conversations, emotions and feelings, in separation of me. And accordingly, aligning myself, apply Self Forgiveness and give myself correction/instructions in how I would assist and support myself to correct my living application from Mind Participation to Physical Consideration.


Unlike meditation, my starting point wasn’t to reach a certain point of Enlightenment, that would make me feel special and more than within and as myself. My starting point is very clear – I see, realize and understand that so long as I had accepted and allowed myself to participate throughout the day, within my mind, I accepted and allowed myself to accumulate and generate Energy that my mind would use to recharge the Mind systems that would functions in the background and decide for me who I am in every moment. And so, once that is done, my body can fully Rest.  (Here, I suggest to study the Quantum Mind – Self Awareness)


In the first night, I’ve noticed that I still accepting and allowing myself to spiritualize these moments of simply Breathing, being here, practicing and expanding my awareness as Experiences started to kicks in within and as myself like for instance, I felt that my head was on the pillow while the rest of the body is floating – obviously that is not so as I was here, physically, on the bed and nothing floated. So I stopped, I breathed, I didn’t accept and allow myself to follow this experience because I know that this experience is based on Energy, Energy is programmable and I was the one who programmed this Experience a few years back when practicing Meditation. Another example was when I set down on my bed, still breathing and I felt as if I’m stepping out of my body, just for a tiny moment. I then stopped, Breathe because I realized that I’m in my body, equal and one and that the feeling of stepping out of the body is an Experience that I’ve programmed within and as myself, within and as the Desire to be MORE than who I really am.


It is very easy to fall into such experiences because it feels nice, it feels like we are More than who we really are but the fact of the matter is, that we are not. All that it is, in an Energetic Experience that do not have any practical foundation in becoming an Effective Human beings in this world that would direct, move themselves within each and every breath, through and as ONE principle – what is best for all Lives.


So, in my next blog to come, I will walk the Self Forgiveness Process to assist and support myself to delete the Spiritual association/connection that I’ve assigned to Breathing so that I could Breathe, as WHO I am HERE, within and as THIS physical reality as I see, realize and understand that so long as I accept and allow myself to exists within and as Mind Systems that had absolute control over me, through the Energy that I generate within any thought, reaction, emotions, feelings, etc. I would not Stand within and as Absolute physical Equality and Oneness and unless that is done, I won’t see the Physical Reality Directly, within all the Particles that forms the Relationships that Life Consists of and Exists as and therefor, won’t be able to stand in absolute self trust and stability in directing every thing that require to manifest a world that is best for all, in practical equal and one manner.

Lao Tzu in Modern Society

“To the mind that is still, the whole universe surrenders.”
– Lao Tzu

This practically implies — NO THOUGHT — NO MIND – The BODY of FLESH is the SELF — and life is born from the Physical as per the Gospel of Thomas

Bernard Poolman






“Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power. If you realize that you have enough, you are truly rich.”

– Lao Tzu

Having enough is to have what is best for all equally from birth to death. To be rich while others are poor by implication is evidence that one do not know yourself and have not mastered yourself. Why should those that have no self mastery have any say in how life on earth is lived?

Bernard Poolman



“The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.”
― Lao Tzu

This is the journey of self correction and to find the truth of what man became as the mind –thus–the journey is step by step – breath by breath –till it is done — nothing more can be done but what is done in one breath at a time — to keep walking till self is in fact one and equal as life and the illusion of consciousness is no more. where to begin is irrelevant as the step right here, the breath right here is the beginning of the Journey To Life.

Bernard Poolman



“Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know.”
― Lao Tzu

This is vital to realize — as to the consequence to words as the living of self in all relationships, and when this is not what is best as life as equal, it is causing consequence that is unnecessary, but those that speak do not know, and thus they speak, lots of absolute crap, till life itself is the crap. Make sure each word is worth living –not for yourself alone, but for all being throughout all time, then one is enlightened and will not stop till all see the light of equality and oneness as that which is best for all life always. The arrogant fools say that Lao here indicate one should be silent — how foolish –you are a word on a living word and if you are no word, you will not exist. Live Words as Worthy in this World! Speak only when you know your words result in what is Best for all Life always!

Bernard Poolman



“When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.”
― Lao Tzu

This is the KEY to self Change –first to let go –to let the Ego go –to stop — to end what you are, then –you may be able to birth yourself as life –this is complete death of the illusionary self, the cultivated self the learned self , the society self, the family self, the money self, the sex self, all must go in every way –and life might be, if one is true to what is best for all life always as equal to life –as naturally life, as Life Normal – the Living Breath breathing the Living Word on the Living World as the Dust made fleSh as the Self, where no mind exist as separated self interest seeking imaginary foolfillment.

Bernard Poolman



“The truth is not always beautiful, nor beautiful words the truth.”
― Lao Tzu

This is IMPORTANT to Grasp — the world as it exist NOW is the TRUTH of the INNER HUMAN as ONE — UNLESS we change who we are to be reflected as THIS WORLD as what is Best for ALL LIFE, the MESS will continue!! — There is NO BETTER LIFE HEREAFTER as HERE creates HEREAFTER –As Below so ABOVE!! the TRUTH HURTS!

Bernard Poolman



“Time is a created thing. To say ‘I don’t have time,’ is like saying, ‘I don’t want to.”
― Lao Tzu

This should solve it for all those that do not find time to change the world to what is best for all life.

Bernard Poolman



“Be content with what you have;
rejoice in the way things are.
When you realize there is nothing lacking,
the whole world belongs to you.”
― Lao Tzu

This must be understood in the time frame it was written –many thousands of years ago – before the age of self interest where inequality is justified. This implies that the earth provide enough for all equally and thus lack only exist because we treat each other unequal and therefore no one has a place in the world unless they have money to buy it– at the moment life is being stolen by clever words that is not alive as it is not equal to life — to be the living word one must live the words in ways that support all life equally breath by breath

Bernard Poolman



“Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.”
― Lao Tzu

Strange enough parents teach children to worry about what other people think and turn the children into prisoners of illusion

Bernard Poolman



“Stop thinking, and end your problems.”
― Lao Tzu

Yes –it has always been the solution, but nowadays thinking is glorified as CONsciousness and Energy and Feeling as part of a CONsumer system that devours all it can and refuse to give life to life

Bernard Poolman



“Do you have the patience to wait until your mud settles and the water is clear?”
― Lao Tzu

Self Forgiveness with Self Honesty is how one clear your water till it is crystal clear. Then even mudslinging will not be muddle your water and the self will reflect life clearly as what is best for all life always

Bernard Poolman

The Messiah is Coming to Save the World Or take our Money? – Day 225

If you haven’t yet watched – Derren Brown – Messiah – I really suggest you do so as this documentary will open up your minds in ways you couldn’t believe possible.


What I liked about this documentary is the Proven Evidence that one cannot deny, as Derren Brown takes us to a LIVE, groups meetings with Spiritual people, Religious people and all sorts of Believers and unbelievers and completely turns their lives up side down in a matter of minutes wherein, he would “convert” non-believers to believers and Believers to extensive believers through utilizing tricks, technics and skills.


Derren Brown himself claim that he had utilized the technics, tricks and “skills” that Gurus, Masters, Psychics etc. had written in their books, and that the fact of the matter is, that there is nothing magically or divine about what he does, to the contrarily.


What this documentary shows is how easily it is to alter and change one’s beliefs, how easily it is to trick one’s mind and how easily it is to install and program the human mind into and as a specific outcome without no awareness whatsoever of the humans themselves.


What was also fascinating was that he said to the cameras something like: “If someone would ask me how I am doing what I’m doing, I’ll tell them the truth, I’ll be honest with them and I’ll tell them that it is a trick; the problem is that no one is questioning me“.


Yes, this is indeed THE problem of human beings – no one is questioning one’s belief systems and simply accepting their beliefs as if it was the ultimate truth which they would follow ever so blindly without any physical cross referencing that they would form and walked for themselves.


So, Derren Brown could be the most appreciated Psychics in this world, the most Fabulous Dream Reader that exists, the Most powerful Channeller that was ever alive in this world and all of these attributes are confirmed with a rubber stamp by respectful beings in their filed of ‘expertise’. He could also make a fortune like all these people that validated the fake personality he presented to them but fortunately, Derren Brown is honest enough in seeing the deception, in seeing that any belief can be changed and altered in  a matter of seconds and that any belief cannot be real as all beliefs are programmable as he shown in his documentary.


It is a well known fact that the most “Respectable” gurus, master, spiritual teachers, psychics, churches  makes a fortune from our beliefs and if we change our beliefs, it would result in the reduce of their income. It is a well known fact that all of these above have something in common – Good and Positive messages that would lure one to pay more money to sustain and satisfied their desire for positivity in a world where there is nothing positive about it – we have daily wars, crime, starvation, diseases, terror, child abuse and so on.

It is also a known fact that nothing with these Positive messages had actually resulted with a significant change in bringing about a world that is best for all. It needs to be a known fact that all of these is part of the consumerism system to keeps human enslaved to their own minds with no way out in actually moving and directing themselves towards a change within themselves and within this world.


So – Derren Brown shows in a very simplistic way what Desteni is saying for more than 5 years now – we are Robotic Machines that are very easily programmable and therefor, we must take responsibility for what we programmed inside ourselves and change the program, in absolute self awareness and honesty. We must deconstruct every inch of our mind and change ourselves for once and for all so that we all can stand together and bring solutions that would result with practical best for all outcome – FOR ALL!!!


Thus, I would suggest to anyone who hold onto any form of belief to stop for a moment and start investigating where the belief came from, when did I start believing in what I believe? Can I cross reference my beliefs? Can my beliefs assist and support in bringing about a world that is best for all? Who benefit from me accepting and allowing my beliefs?


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Eckhart Tolle – Nirvana Is Already Here

Can Nirvana Stop World Hunger?
Life Review – The Buddha Experience
Life Review – When Breath is not your Own
Quantum Mind Self Awareness – STEP 1
At Desteni we expose reality as the brutality that it exist-as in order to exorcise the demons that reside within each one of us: our very own thoughts, feelings and emotions that keep us occupied in our minds while life and reality are being sucked dry the more we seek for our personal survival and happiness.
“I commit myself to CALL on Each to Face the EGO and WRITE YOURSELF to FREEDOM so that One MAY BE LIFE. Read the Blogs of those Walking the Journey to Life, and You WILL see How Much was taken for GRANTED.”- Bernard Poolman… for a dignified and common sensical Monetary System where Life is the only value that remains as real point of power that can only exist if given and received in Equality for ALL participants.
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For this, within us taking our lives through a process of self-support, we are becoming +1 to the support that this world requires in order to have a consistent and solid group of human beings that are willing to face the consequences of our past accumulation of self-abuse, and establish the necessary reforms to reconcile ourselves with the life that is holding ourselves here, as our physical body.
This is no sweet talk, this is an actual physical process that requires consistency, dilengce and dedication to become beings that are really worthy of living, beause we are worthing ourselves as life in order to actually live.
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The Video Tolle Doesn’t Want YOU to See

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The Video Tolle Doesn’t Want YOU to See


How to Raise Your Frequency – Video Response to Teal Scott Spiritual Catalyst