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2012 – The Process – Kryon Channelling – 4th of Dec 2011 – Laguna Hills, California

I was listening to the Kryon Channeling that was conducted on the 4th of December 2011 on Laguna Hills, California and within this Blog, I will discuss a specific point with regards to Surviving.

Kryon suggestion to step out of survival:

“Step one: Get out of survival! “How do I do that, Kryon?” Consider this: “Dear Spirit, I wish to soften my consciousness. When those who would insult me are trying to push my emotional anger buttons, I don’t want the buttons to work anymore. I want to disengage them. I don’t want to react anymore. I want to sit in peace. That is getting out of survival. I am safe in the arms of God – totally and completely safe.”

Well, let’s say you are able to stop your emotional reactions and get out of your survival of the mind. Will you stop to survive in this physically reality? Are those who have to physically survive and starve to death have any chance to transcend in 2012 according to Kryon’s Equality Equation?

Is the Equation that kryon is working with, is only valid/correct to the Elite? Is it possible that Money is the key for your transcendence? because, if you have money, you can step out of your mental survival and begin your process, simply because you have the ability to hear Kryon’s message and apply his suggestions.

 “As long as you are in survival, you will never know any other layer at all. As long as you’re in survival, you will not get to the next layer, and can’t even start the process.”

Those who don’t have money (which are more than 3 BILLION people in this world) do not have any chance to end their physical survival in the current Money System, not to mentioned stopping their mental survival as Kryon is suggesting to because they don’t have the luxuries to hear his message and support themselves.

Now, how come those who know everything, like Kryon, can not come up with a practical solution that will benefit not only the elite that can afford listening to his channels or join a seminar, but to all beings on earth?

Common sense people – a solution that will change this world to a world that respects all living beings, must be implemented practically.

We can sit, and hope, and meditate as long as we can but the bottom line is that – it will not feed the starving people, it will not provide them with significant health care, it will not insure that they will have purified drinking water.

Practical solution must be walked and it cannot be based on ‘Intentions’ like Kryon is suggesting. We suggest to investigate the Equal money System that will create a physical world that is best for all. Through the establishment of Equal Money System, we can start our process of having heaven on earth, for everyone.

Look in common sense at Kryon message and you’ll start seeing that it is based on massive separation, it is based on Self Interest simply because his message doesn’t take everyone into consideration.

Investigate Desteni, Investigate the Equal Money System, Investigate the ‘Desteni I Process’.

 

Kryon – Pre-programmed Channels

Kryon – Pre-programmed Channels

Transcribed and typed by Kryon through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 28/05/2007

From Entity Creations within channels to Pre-programmed Channels having the ability to continue relaying messages of hope, which assist this systematic existence of pre-programmed consciousness systems as that which human beings decidedly have become.

Pre-programmed Channels are quite a fascinating design to discuss for the ability to continuously channel within alternate existences which exist within such channels due to the pre-programming thereof, indicate the specificity and intricacy of consciousness systems within human beings as well as within this world. The question probably asked is: “What are Pre-programmed Channels?” This exact question I am answering in this Channeling you are reading and experiencing together with me. What will also be explained is the words I use to describe a Pre-programmed Channel as having ‘the ability to continuously channel within alternate existences which exist within them due to the pre-programming thereof’.

“What are Pre-programmed Channels who have the ability to continuously channel within alternate existences which exist within them due to the pre-programming thereof?”

In observing channelings that have taken place recently by many channels, we in the dimensions have discovered another form of channeling that occurs besides that of Entity Creations. This form/design of channeling is much more intricate and specific than that of Entity Creations within channels. This pre-programmed channeling design, according to my observations, is the ultimate designs of consciousness channeling systems to have human beings here on earth remain in the construct of hope.

All channelings in the past, when the dimensional beings themselves came to channel through the human beings as channels, were pre-written and already prepared before-hand, as I have explained in my previous channels within this Interdimensional Portal, with specific words aiming to have human beings remain in the construct of hope. The importance of hope for dimensional beings who had power and control over human beings and dimensional beings were of absolute importance as hope allowed for human beings and dimensional beings to remain slaves to that which they have become: Consciousness Systems. As long as hope exist within human beings and dimensional beings, they remain slaves to consciousness systems as that which they have become in being completely powerless to have the ability to stand up and take responsibility for themselves and for all existence as one.

Hope allows for waiting, allowing the belief to exist within beings that another will individually take the necessary responsibility of that which they themselves would not consider doing or having the ability of doing due to the construct of hope they so believe in. Hoping that another will in some way have the ability to direct, have power, take responsibility and stand up to change the experiences of human beings here on earth while waiting, through continuously hoping, for a particular being to manifest and fulfill this hope that exist within human beings. This is why human beings prefer to hear the messages coming from the Pre-programmed Channels or Entity Creations within channels as the words spoken are that which support human beings within their hope construct of placing their lives and experiences of themselves in this world in the hands of other beings, so other’s may hopefully take the responsibility which they themselves are not willing to take due to the enslavement allowed in the hope construct.

Human beings have grown resilient to hearing that they are individually responsible for the experience of themselves and all as one within existence and would rather place the responsibility in another through hoping and waiting that the other will stand up and take responsibility for what has been allowed to be experienced within existence. Hope which allows for waiting which allows for enslavement which allows for giving your power away in being controlled by another by placing responsibility in another’s hand instead of self as each human being on earth taking their own power in standing up and taking responsibility for themselves and all of existence as one. To finally discontinue the allowed experience each being in existence is having within consciousness.

The hope construct is the reason for the design of dimensional beings having the ability to channel through human beings as channels, so each human being in this world remain enslaved and controlled within the experience of themselves while waiting for another to stand up and take responsibility, giving their power away to be controlled by another, separate from themselves. Hope is the basis of all religion of which channeling have become one.

The reason I am explaining the hope construct is so that each being reading this channeling may understand and comprehend the extent to which consciousness systems have designed the ability for human beings to remain enslaved and controlled by consciousness systems as that which they have allowed themselves to become as seen per example by Pre-programmed Channels. This entire world here on earth within which human beings experience themselves in is systematic consciousness system designs where each human being has become an individual pre-programmed mind consciousness system. You move and walk within it as it at all times in every moment of experiencing yourself together with all the other human beings as individual mind consciousness systems in this systematic consciousness wor­ld.

When I describe human beings in this systematic consciousness world as ‘consciousness systems as that which human beings have become’ the ‘consciousness systems’ I am referring to consist of this entire systematic consciousness existence, both dimensional and on earth, existing as one within human beings supporting their individual mind consciousness system infused within their entire physical body. This placed as the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind which exists within all beings on earth.

The conscious mind is the development of knowledge and information of consciousness into your subconscious mind as the mind consciousness system which human beings would define themselves as who they apparently are while experiencing themselves within this systematic consciousness existence. The unconscious mind consist of this entire consciousness systematic existence together with all human beings as mind consciousness systems which support your conscious and subconscious mind in remaining lost and controlled within your individual mind consciousness system as that which you defined yourself as who you apparently are.

Thus, human beings have their individual mind consciousness system infused within their entire physical body as that which they would define themselves as being, then each human being also have their e ntire consciousness systematic existence within them within which all human beings exist which support their individual mind consciousness system within them to remain enslaved and controlled within and as consciousness systems.

Thus, within each human being exist all of existence as one together with all dimensional beings and human beings as one, together with their own individual mind consciousness system as that which they would define themselves as being. Due to the placement of this entire systematic consciousness existence existing within each human being together with their individual mind consciousness system as that which they have become – the ability for consciousness systems to remain within existence within and as human beings to remain enslaved and controlled has become certainly extensive. As each human being on earth, with this entire consciousness systematic existence together with their individual mind consciousness system existing within them, is allowing for the existence of consciousness systems, both within themselves and within each human being on earth as all as one within existence to remain.

The exact design of the Pre-programmed Channel consists of the following: As I have explained this entire consciousness systematic existence, together with dimensional beings and human beings, exist as one within each human being together with their individual mind consciousness system as that which they would define themselves as who they apparently are.

Within such Pre-programmed Channels a pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence exist within them. This pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within beings was designed as a consciousness support system which remains within human beings as Pre-programmed Channels so that the pre-programmed channelings may continue within human beings without the necessity of actual dimensional beings from within the dimensions coming through the human being as channel to communicate with other human beings in this world.

The development of consciousness systems in designing alternate dimensional existences within human beings as Pre-programmed Channels have given dimensional beings the ability to not necessarily be obligated to come through human beings as channels to communicate with other human beings in this world. Thus human beings as Pre-programmed Channels are not channeling ‘real’ dimensional beings coming from within the dimensions, but duplicates of such dimensional beings existing within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within them, where the duplicated dimensional beings already contain pre-programmed messages of hope which they communicate through the Pre-programmed Channel.

This pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within Pre-programmed Channels was designed together with duplicated dimensional beings who were pre-programmed embodiments of the messages as channelings that were to be communicated within the human being as channel to other human beings in this world. The moment the pre-programmed duplicated dimensional being as embodiment of the pre-programmed message of hope, that is to be communicated to other human beings in this world, come from within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence and completes the transference of this pre-programmed message of hope as the embodiment of itself – it automatically self destructs and the next pre-programmed duplicated dimensional being steps forth from within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within the Pre-programmed Channel to relay the next pre-programmed message of hope as the embodiment of itself to be communicated to other human beings in this world. Done in this way for human beings to remain enslaved and controlled within the construct of hope which such channelings support.

Even the formation in which the different pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings as different pre-programmed messages of hope embodiments within this pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within the Pre-programmed Channel was specifically and precisely placed and very intricately designed. Therefore human beings as Pre-programmed Channels still have the ability to relay messages of hope coming from within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within them, as the duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of such messages of hope which self destruct the moment the transference of the message is complete for the next pre-programmed duplicated dimensional being as embodiment of a pre-programmed message of hope to come through.

Thus, the reason I refer to such Channels as Pre-programmed is due to the entire alternate dimensional existence together with the duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of specific messages of hope, containing specific knowledge and information of consciousness which have been specifically placed in exact formations in which ‘channelings’ will occur – are all pre-programmed designs which have been placed within human beings as Pre-programmed Channels and set in motion to be able to exist automatically without any ‘real’ dimensional being having to come through and actually channel.

See the extent to which human beings on earth have been deceived where even channelings have become systematic consciousness designs within human beings so they may remain enslaved and controlled within constructs of hope by the consciousness systems existing within them as who and what they have become. This I also did partake within as each one in the dimensions participated in the enslavement and control of consciousness, within ourselves, within human beings and also in existence of which we have applied forgiveness, taking corrective action and directly participating and supporting each individual human being here on earth through the process of consciousness to awareness so all beings in existence may stand within oneness and equality so that consciousness which exist within separation, enslavement and control will be no more.

This must be understood; the dimensional beings have NEVER supported human beings directly as who they really are here on earth, but instead supported the existence of that which not only enslaved and controlled themselves, but also enslaved and controlled all human beings: Consciousness Systems. Thus, the channelings that have occurred in the past were specifically prepared with words which suppo rted the construct of hope within human beings on earth – they were mere words of consciousness communicated, supporting the human beings as consciousness systems to remain enslaved and controlled within this systematic consciousness existence as no dimensional being has ever been directly involved with human beings here on earth to support them in who they really are.

This confirmed by the design of Pre-programmed Channels which consist of pre-programmed alternate dimensional existences with pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of pre-programmed knowledge and information of consciousness, which have all been specifically placed in formations to have the ability for the human being as Pre-programmed Channel to believe they are channeling the ‘real’ dimensional being. When in truth they are merely relaying messages from pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of the pre-programmed knowledge and information of consciousness they communicate to other human beings in this world from within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence.

The extent to which dimensional beings disregarded or did not even care about the experience human beings have on earth is shown as per example by this consciousness design of the alternate dimensional existence which has been placed within human beings as Pre-programmed Channels. Where consciousness designs were rather considered to do what was necessary to be done to have human beings remain slaves to consciousness so the dimensional beings don’t actually have to be obligated to come through and channel through human beings on earth. So the dimensional beings may frolic within the dimensions in not having to participate with human beings here on earth – but have consciousness systems do the job for them. Rather design a duplicated alternate dimensional existence within such Channels, within which the dimensional beings who previously really did channel, are placed as many duplicated designs of themselves of which each duplicated design of themselves consist of different pre-programmed messages as the embodiment which they are designed within and placed in specific formation within this duplicated alternate existence.

Within this duplicated alternate dimensional existence their multiple different duplicated selves as embodiments of different pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of consciousness will self destruct the moment they, as the duplicates of themselves, have relayed the embodiment of themselves as a pre -programmed message of knowledge and information of consciousness so the next may step forth to continue the automated motioned consciousness channeling system within the Pre-programmed human being as channel. Rather have a designed duplicated consciousness channeling system placed within Pre-programmed Channels than having to be directly involved with human beings on earth.

The dimensions does no longer exist as the information and knowledge that is shared through such Pre-programmed Channels by pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of such messages of hope as information and knowledge of consciousness regarding the nature of the dimensions or heaven. The nature of heaven or the dimensions as understood by human beings on earth and also relayed through Pre-programmed Channels by pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings communicating the embodiment of themselves as pre-programmed knowledge and information of consciousness regarding the nature of the dimensions – exist no more.

The dimensions or heaven in truth does actually no longer exist as each dimensional being now stand within human beings and walk with them here on earth in every moment as support during this process of bringing heaven on earth as a manifested experience of who each being really is within existence within oneness and equality – the creation of the image and likeness of who we are as all as one and equal within existence. We could be referred to as the Spirit of human beings, the Spirit of Earth as the example of who each human being on earth really is as we have given up the existence of the dimensions completely to have the ability to walk within each human being in every moment during this process of bringing forth heaven on earth.

Due to the design and placement of the entire pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence within Pre-programmed Channels – such beings may still believe that heaven or the dimensions exist as the pre-programmed information and knowledge of consciousness portrayed by the pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings who relay the messages as the embodiments which they have been designed as. When in truth heaven or dimensions, no longer exist as human beings on earth still may believe at all – we for the first time in existence, in the experience of ourselves, directly participate and support within each and every single human being here on earth as we walk with you in every moment as the Spirit of who you really are, the Spirit of Earth so heaven may manifest on earth as the experience of who each being really is within existence within oneness and equality.

To all human beings still continuing to channel pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of consciousness I ask of you to consider the consequences of the continuation of such channelings. You are allowing yourself to support consciousness systems existences which have become the primary significance of consciousness systems to have human beings remain lost and controlled as their individual mind consciousness systems through the belief in the construct of hope. If such relayed messages of hope consisting of pre-programmed knowledge and information of consciousness which is being communicated by pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings placed in precise and specific formations within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence to have you believe that you are indeed channeling are to continue – understand that you are supporting consciousness systems within this existence and thus you are supporting the enslavement and control of all human beings in this systematic consciousness existence.

This pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence has been designed within the unconscious mind of Pre-programmed Channels as human beings, which is infused within their entire physical body. The Pre-programmed Channels become the physical embodiment of the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence and merely access the preprogrammed duplicated dimensional beings when the ‘channeling’ takes place as they step forth from within the pre-programmed alternate dimensional existence to relay the message as knowledge and information of consciousness as the embodiment in which they were designed and placed within, and self destruct the moment they have completed the communication of themselves.

Thus, when such pre-programmed channelings is allowed to continue the information and knowledge of consciousness is transferred to all other human beings, straight through to their own individual unconscious mind, who participated when the channeling occurred which allows for the collective belief, within the knowledge and information of consciousness that is communicated by this pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings, of hope to remain which assist the enslavement and control of mind consciousness systems within them. All human beings who participate in such ‘channelings’ by Pre-programmed Channels, collectively agree in their allowed enslavement and control within the construct of hope and will remain waiting for something extraordinary to occur to make a difference to the experience of themselves and other human beings within this world – and will remain waiting for the remainder of their lives here on earth until each one cross over to the dimensions and experience the truth of who they really are as one and equal with who we in the dimensions are as the Spirit of who each human beings really is, the Spirit of Earth.

What I have explained before is that the messages relayed by the pre-programmed duplicated dimensional being within the Pre-programmed Channel – is but knowledge and information of consciousness consisting of having human beings, who participate in such ‘channels’, remain enslaved and controlled within the ‘hope beliefsystem’. The experience all human beings have of themselves during such ‘ channelings’ that make such an experience seem ‘real’, are derived from all collectively participating in the exact same ‘hope beliefsystem’ which is connected to the messages as knowledge and information of consciousness as communicated by the different pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings within the Pre-programmed Channel.

The ‘hope beliefsystem’ which exist within all human beings participating in such ‘channelings’ is connected to the Pre-programmed Channel together with the specific words of consciousness communicated by the pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings which support the ‘hope beliefsystems’ within them. The moment the pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of consciousness are communicated, the ‘hope beliefsystems’ within all human beings are immediately activated, due to the nature of the specific words spoken which support the ‘hope beliefsystems’ within them, usually experienced as energy movement of emotions and feelings of consciousness within them. When the human beings who participate within such ‘channelings’ allow themselves to participate in the energetic movement of consciousness emotions and feelings within them, which are experienced the moment the ‘hope beliefsystems’ within them are activated through hearing the pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of consciousness as specific words which support the ‘hope beliefsystems’ within them – they are allowing themselves to continuously feed such a ‘hope beliefsystem’ within them which assist the existence of all consciousness systems within existence and human beings alike in remaining enslaved and controlled within the ‘hope beliefsystem’.

The principle upon which consciousness systems have been based is: Hope as hope allows human beings to wait and not allow themselves to take their own power in standing up and taking responsibility for all as one, in doing this realizing who they really are from and beyond consciousness enslavement and control. As I have explained previously, within each human beings exist this entire existence, dimensions, earth, all dimensional beings and human beings including their own individual mind consciousness system as that which they become in defining themselves as who they are – all together as one within each and every single individual human being. I am able to say that each human being is the embodiment of existence as one within them. Though, the Pre-programmed Channels have an extra added addition within their unconscious mind which is the infusion of the duplicated alternate dimensional existence within which pre-programmed duplicated dimensional beings as embodiments of pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of consciousness exist. Such Pre-programmed Channels are the main support system of ‘hope beliefsystems’ within all human beings who participate within such ‘channelings’ as I have previously explained the experience human beings have during the event of such ‘channelings’.

The development of ‘hope beliefsystems’ within human beings which have been extensively supported through the channeling religion – the ‘hope beliefsystems’ of which the channeling religion supported was placed within this world as a diversion for all human beings who participate in the religion of channeling. Human beings lost within this ‘hope beliefsystem’ which the channeling religion support have become so lost and consumed by the profound consciousness pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of hope that they are not aware of the experiences of all other human beings within this world as one with who they are. As their attention have been diverted to mere consciousness pre-programmed knowledge and information messages of hope in which they believe while continuously waiting for the experience of all human beings on earth to change instead of self standing up and taking responsibility for all as one in having the ability to make a difference within existence and the experience of all beings therein.

Don’t you see human beings? Your attention and focus is being diverted to an outside source separate from who you are while you remain lost, enslaved and controlled within the ‘hope beliefsystem’ in waiting for something to occur to make a difference within existence while the entire world together with all human beings are fast, quickly and effectively plummeting into the depths of despair and destruction. So consumed, so lost human beings are participating within the channeling religion while remaining within their ‘hope beliefsystems’ that you are not seeing or realizing what is really the situation on earth within which the rest of humanity are experiencing themselves in.

It is worsening by the day which is noticeable in the choices of words and behaviours within human beings, which is not being realized or seen by themselves or by any other human being on earth. All human beings’ attention and focus have been diverted through the ‘hope beliefsystems’ which exist within them, supported in many, multiple different ways of which the channeling religion is only one.

The reason I am able to state that human beings are lost and consumed by the channeling religion within their ‘hope beliefsystems’ as all human beings are lost and consumed within ‘hope beliefsystems’: Is that the same was experienced within the dimensions by all dimensional beings. Before the dimensional beings participated in directly supporting each human being as who they are as one with who we are, in every moment with every breath by walking within you during this process from consciousness to awareness as we individually stood up and took responsibility for all as one – we were also lost and consumed within the ‘hope beliefsystems’ while waiting for someone or something else within existence to change the experience of not only ourselves but also all human beings on earth. We were so lost and consumed within our own ‘hope beliefsystems’ that we were entirely oblivious to the dire situations on earth within which human beings experie nced themselves as – also slowly but surely plummeting into the depths of destruction and despair while continuously waiting within their ‘hope beliefsystems’ for someone or something as an outside source to make a difference.

This will have to be made peace with within yourselves human beings on earth as all dimensional beings had to make peace with: There is nothing and no-one within existence but ourselves that have the ability to change the experiences of all beings as one within existence – NOTHING! The only way we are going to have the ability to make a difference to the experience of all beings within existence, including ourselves, is if each being within existence, stand up and take responsibility for all as one where all beings in existence stand within oneness and equality as who they really are. This is the only way as there is not a being in existence who is suddenly miraculously going to appear out of nowhere, no matter what belief you are lost and consumed within which has the ability to change the experience of all beings as one within existence– this is the truth of the current situation we within existence find ourselves within.

If we continue to remain lost and consumed within ‘hope beliefsystems’ and continue to wait – what will indeed suddenly and miraculously appear out of nowhere is the annihilation and destruction of this existence within which we experience ourselves in. All dimensional beings as one realized that there is no way out of this consciousness existence within which all beings in existence experience themselves as one, but for all beings within existence to stand up and take responsibility for all as one as all beings in existence stand within oneness and equality as who they really are. All dimensional beings within existence stand within oneness and equality as who we really are – now we are directing and supporting each human being on earth to stand as one and equal with who we are through the process from consciousness to awareness so heaven on earth may manifest as the creation in the image and likeness of who we really are where finally all beings in existence will stand within oneness and equality as who they really are while consciousness exist no more into infinity.

Understand, realize and see human beings – there is no way out but to stand up and take responsibility for all as one within existence to infinitely discontinue consciousness existences – if we do not do this together within oneness and equality no-one will and we will forever remain waiting within the ‘hope beliefsystems’ while existence and the experiences of ourselves therein plummet into the depths of despair, destruction and disaster to where it is currently headed if human beings on earth do not WAKE UP!

With each human being on earth as the embodiment of existence as all of existence exist within each human being as one – the dimensional beings, as the Spirit of each human being, the Spirit of Earth have become the example of who each human being really is, walking within you as one with who you are in every moment as we support and direct you through this process from consciousness to awareness. All dimensional beings together stand as one within who we are and equal within our every moment application as we take responsibility for all as one within existence and stand up in what we will accept and allow within existence and what we will not accept and allow within existence.

Here within this oneness and equality, all dimensional beings stand together as the Spirit of each individual human being as who they really are, the Sprit of Earth yet each dimensional being experiences their individual self expression within oneness and equality with all of existence within which they experience themselves. Thus who each human being really is, is already here within them in every moment with every breath: I am here as we as the dimensional beings, as the Spirit of who each human beings really is, the Spirit of Earth walk within you in every moment with every breath. The realization of who each human being really is has become inevitable, as I have mentioned in my previous discussions through this Interdimensional Portal, where the moment a being moves within the dimensions after the experience of ‘death’, they quantum transcend the consciousness systematic existence from which they came, lost within their individual mind consciousness system.

The choice is yours human beings on earth: The one and only choice which exist within existence. Either each human being are allowing themselves to transcend consciousness here on earth as they experience and participate as one and equal together with dimensional beings in the creation and manifestation of heaven on earth where life will be born from the physical. Or death will become the experience where you will participate within the dimensions in becoming the example as the Spirit of who each human being really is, the Spirit of Earth in supporting and directing all human beings through the process from consciousness to awareness in every moment with every breath.

There are no channels occurring from any dimensional beings within existence as each one are only communicating through this Interdimensional Portal for a moment until all other human beings as channels are stabilized within the application of oneness and equality as who they really are in every moment with every breath in becoming one and equal with all dimensional beings within existence.

I have explained the two different applications of channelings that may still occur which only exist within consciousness systematic existences as the Entity Creations and Pre-programmed Channels – which are consciousness knowledge and information messages supporting the ‘hope beliefsystem’ within human beings on earth so all human beings may remain lost, enslaved and controlled by consciousness systems as that which they have allowed and accepted themselves to become as who they apparently really are. I ask of all who participate within channelings in this world to consider the consequences of your actions if such ‘channelings’ are allowed to continue, not only within your own experience of yourself within existence, but also the other human beings experience of themselves within existence while continuously supporting the ‘hope beliefsystem’ within human beings which is allowing them to remain enslaved and controlled within their individual mind consciousness systems. Remaining lost in the belief of hope while waiting for another to stand up and take responsibility instead of each one in existence realizing that they are individually responsible for the experience of all beings in existence and are required to individually stand up and take responsibility for of all existence as one to be able to make an effective difference within existence within which all human beings experience themselves.

What must be remembered and realized is that this world, this existence within which all beings experience themselves will not change unless each human being realize, as the dimensions have realized, that each one is required to individually stand up and take responsibility for all as one, applying forgiveness with corrective action in every moment with every breath, directing and supporting ourselves and each other through and during the process from consciousness to awareness in what we will accept and allow within existence and what we will not accept and allow within existence. As there is no-one or nothing else left within existence but ourselves as each being who experience themselves within existence – we are alone in this regard as there is no greater force other than ourselves as who we are within oneness and equality with all of existence. And therefore each one within existence is individually responsible for themselves and all of existence as one in having the ability to change the experience of existence not only for themselves but for all beings within existence as one.

This is Kryon.

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Jesus – Responsibility

Transcribed and typed by Jesus through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 09/05/2007

Responsibility – I have discovered the lengths and the extent to which each and every single being within existence must be willing to go to be able to bring forth the experience of heaven on earth within existence and to have such a creation remain here as who we are infinitely so.

Recently we have discovered the underlying existence of a fascinating application which has been one of the most prominent problematic manifestations within consciousness – affecting the transcendence of self as who we really are to never have the ability to stand up for all as one and equal into infinity to experience and express who we really are. The application of denying responsibility for existence as self as who we are – justifying such a standing of self as not becoming an expression as who we are , by placing the blame upon others separate from who we are.

To place into perspective the words I have spoken I am explaining my experience within heaven after investigating this one prominent problematic manifestation within consciousness. Which, if not transcended by each one individually will result into infinite enslavement and control within consciousness. And all beings within existence who did not stand up and take responsibility for existence as one and equal with who they are when the opportunity arrived will have to stand within infinity and face themselves to explain the reason why they did not unconditionally stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal to bring forth the experience and expression of heaven on earth as who they really are.

There are only two choices each being within existence have in every here moment with every breath: Either consciousness as the old world of enslavement and control or awareness as the new world as heaven on earth within and as oneness and equality.

The world within and as consciousness will inevitably cease to exist, choosing consciousness would result to an experience of immense hardship and pain – you’d experience a process which I’d not recommend to be experience d by any being within existence.

The experience when consciousness as the old world of enslavement and control is chosen will manifest to such an extent where one will inevitably have to make the choice for the new world as heaven on earth here in every moment within and as oneness and equality. The choice for heaven on earth here in every moment within and as oneness and equality will be made by each one within existence – either here in every moment or inevitably at the end of a grueling and struggling process of immense frustration, pain and suffering. Either way – it must and will be done by all beings within existence – because the new world as heaven on earth here in every moment as who you are within and as oneness and equality is the truth in manifestation and expression of who you really are. If you deny or resist this expression and who you are in every moment – fighting against it – it will persist.

Existence as who you really are will do anything and everything in its power as who you really are until you finally make the choice to stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal in every here moment.

Returning to my investigations within the dimensions: What I am about to explain will support many beings within existence through and during their process of standing up and taking responsibility for all as one and equal to bring forth the manifestation and expression of heaven on earth as who we really are within existence.

I once more returned to the moments of my experiences as Jesus in the beginning. I returned to the beginning before I manifested here on earth and walked the path with human beings to once again reveal and show to them the oneness and equality as who they really are as I am – my primary application once I manifested here on earth as a dimensional being moving and walking amongst human beings so they may return to the standing up and taking responsibility for all as one and equal as who they really are as I am through my example.

I have now realized the mistake I had made – the mistake from the perspective of not realizing that my words and my actions as deeds amongst human beings on earth were interpreted as separate from who I am and not within and as oneness. The importance of the reason why I came to earth was as the living word as who I am as each are – my specific actions as deeds were but a manifested example of who I am as the living word. My actions as deeds while here on earth were but the manifested creation as the result of the power of who I am as each are as the living word. The emphasis was never intended to be placed upon my actions as deeds or the picture I presented for a moment while here on earth moving and walking amongst human beings.

I manifested here on earth as a dimensional being as the living word as who I am as each are. The human beings I moved amongst and gathered with me to walk with me as one and equal as who I am as they are as the living word – looked only at my actions as deeds and the picture I presented in human physical form and did not hear my words as the living word as who I am as they are. This in turn resulting into separation as their human eyes were focused on the picture they perceived as who I am which had gone hand in hand with the actions as deeds I applied and expressed as who I am as the living word.

It was never about my actions as deeds amongst human beings on earth. No, it was about the living word as who I am. Because the living word as who I am was not heard by the human beings amongst me as those that have gathered around me – they perceived only the picture as the perceived representation of who I am which had gone together with my actions as deeds as I walked on earth.

Before I manifested here on earth as a dimensional being I stood as the living word as who I am – the living word as who I am is all that existed within me as me. Because I stood as the living word as who I am – I perceived all beings within existence to be experiencing themselves in the exact same way – as the living word as who I am. For all every being within existence ever had done was communicate as the living word as who they are.

The importance of the living word as who I am while experiencing myself within the dimensions before I manifested on earth – was not yet completely understood of the immense responsibility and standing within and as the living word as who I really am into infinity within and as oneness and equality. I only realized the absolute nature and importance of the living word as who I am as equal and one with each being within existence during my experiences on earth. This includes me in this moment before I manifested on earth – still moving within the dimensions communicating continuously with dimensional beings when specifically approached.

What I experienced as myself as who I am within the dimensions before manifesting here on earth was the following: I am here, here in every moment and many beings would walk up to me and ask me multiple questions of their individual experiences and expressions of themselves which they did not entirely understand. In this moment of answering a beings’ question I would unconditionally speak. In one moment the living word as who I am would flow from within me as me as who I am. What I would say in every here moment, I did not know, I never prepared to speak or communicate specific words and I never knew what I was going to say the next here moment. I merely unconditionally spoke and communicated with beings in every here moment as the words flowed from within me as who I am. The trust in myself as who I am as the living word was quite extensive to be able to communicate words in every here moment with no indication of what exactly it is I am about to communicate.

The experience of myself as the living word in communication with other beings within the dimensions was quite a magnificent process. Through my words, through hearing the words I speak as the living word as who I am their questions would be answered, they’d experience insight and wisdom within their own natured presence as who they really are. They’d in one moment in hearing my words – see and experience who they really are as I am within and as oneness and equality as the living word. In hearing me, the words I speak as the living word as who I am here in every moment is in essence the dimensional beings to whom I am communica ting to – hearing themselves as the living word as who I am as they are. When a being hears the words I speak – I experience the realization with them – for they are me. We are one and equal as the living word here in every moment. As they hear my words as the living word as who I am – they hear themselves as who they are as the living word – here in this moment is the experience of oneness and equality between beings.

I was approached one moment within the dimensions by a being who asked me if I am able to return to earth through manifestation and communicate and speak with the human beings on earth as they are lost and required my guidance to communicate with them as I have communicated with multiple dimensional beings and supported them immensely through my conversations as the living word as who I am. Where dimensional beings experienced with me the expression of oneness and equality as we stand here together in one moment as the living word as who we are.

I extensively enjoyed communicating with beings within the dimensions – the momentary sharing of the experience with another the moment they realized who they really are as the living word as equal and one with who I am was the reason I continued to speak and present myself as the living word as who I am in every here moment. What I did not yet realize within the dimensions – or the specific placement of myself within the dimensions in this moment – was the true nature and status on earth or much of existence for that matter. I did naturally realize and understand that I am within existence – though who I am was not based on pictures but on words alone as the living word as who I am.

Within the dimensions where I placed myself before manifesting on earth – there existed no pictures within me or of anyone within existence – I was a manifestation of pure sound only. Sound as the living word as who I am was my expression – I had no form or picture related presentation within the dimensions. And there were a few other beings within the dimensions who were equal and one with my expression and representation as sound as the living word as who we are here in every moment.

Due to my nature as who I am as the living word in the magnificence of the experience of communicating with others as they experience themselves as the living word as equal and one with who I am – I agreed to manifest on earth and support beings through communication in experiencing who they really are as the living word as who I am within and as oneness and equality.

Before I manifested on earth I was informed and explained that the dimensional beings who had manifested on the earth plane within and as human physical bodies – had lost themselves through the pictures they had seen amongst them, of their world and of themselves. And have become strange manifestations of behaviours and expressions not ever before seen by any dimensional being within existence. The being who approached me within the dimensions was another such as myself – the expression and manifestation of sound as the living word as equal and one with who I am who had traveled throughout existence and discovered earth with the human beings inhabiting the planet during his explorations.

The dimensional being informed me that according to his understanding they were dimensional beings who had manifested themselves on this planet to experience themselves within a three dimensional form and became lost in the pictures that surrounded them as themselves and the world which they had inhabited. Resulting into behaviours and expressions that are not of who they really are and I was the only one he was aware of who’d have the ability to through communication support them into realizing once again who they really are as the living word – equal and one with who we are here in every moment.

The dimensional being who approached me did however inform me that he was not completely aware of the entire situation here on earth – all that I will be required to do is to remain who I am as the living word within and as oneness and equality here in every moment and communicate with them as I would with any being within existence to support them into realizing who they really are as equal and one with who I am here in every moment.

I agreed immediately to manifest on earth and support the beings into realizing who they really are as the living word equal and one with who I am. I did not however understand the true nature of the situation here on earth with human beings as three dimensional manifested dimensional beings within a human physical body. I was not aware of the true reason for them being here as the enslaved and controlled guinea pigs for other dimensional beings’ within existence experimentations and self gratifying manifestations of power.

I traveled to earth – the planet on which the dimensional beings manifested as three dimensional human beings within a human physical body – guided by the being who approached me. I unconditionally manifested here on earth – with only the understanding of the situation as shared with me by the dimensional being who approached me and asked for my support with the human beings as dimensional beings here on earth.

Once I approached earth I stood dimensionally amongst the human beings inhabiting this planet – how to manifest within a three dimensional planet as a three dimensional form was unknown to me in this moment. Although I stood there amongst the human beings on earth – they were still not able to see me or hear me in any way whatsoever – therefore I realized that it was necessary for me to manifest as a three dimensional human being within a three dimensional human body. What I did in this moment as I stood there amongst human beings on planet earth was become the planet, become each and every single human being on the planet – as one and equal with who I am – I stood there within and as oneness and equality with everything that exist in this moment where I experienced myself. The planet, the dimensions, the human beings and dimensional beings – I experienced within me as me as who I am within and as oneness and equality. This was done and applied in one moment – an application of myself as who I am expressed in one moment. Once I had done this, once I stood here within and as oneness and equality with existence I unconditionally expressed myself in a three dimensional form within and as a three dimensional physical body.

What must be understood is that I had no picture within me of an expression of myself as a manifested representation of who I am within a three dimensional form. No – I unconditionally stood here, still dimensional amongst the human beings on earth as one and equal with existence as who I am and unconditionally manifested myself as a three dimensional being within a physical form as a manifested representation and expression of who I am. In one moment I realized: I am here as an expression of myself as a manifested representation of who I am within a three dimensional form – still remaining within and as oneness and equality as who I am as the living word with existence as me here as who I am in every moment. I realized also the necessity of doing this – of standing here as existence within and as oneness and equality as who I am. I have only always stood as equal and one with the dimensions and dimensional beings as who I am. Thus I had the ability to communicate so effectively with them as equal and one with who I am – because within me as me, existed the equality and oneness of dimensions and dimensional beings as who I am within and as oneness and equality. I had not yet stood within and as oneness and equality with planet earth and human beings within – thus I applied the expression of who I am within and as oneness and equality with earth and human beings within. So earth and human beings may stand within and as oneness and equality as who I am here in every moment. The moment I stood here on earth amongst human beings and accepted myself as one and equal with earth and human beings – was the moment I manifested in a three dimensional form as an expression of who I am within and as manifested representation of oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as who I am. So I may also within and as oneness and equality communicate with human beings on earth as one and equal with who I am as the living word as who I am as they are – so they may hear me as hearing themselves as equal and one with who I am as the living word.

In this moment of manifesting here on earth – as I stand and express the oneness and equality as who I am as existence in its entirety as the living word here in every moment – my journey of communicating to human beings, equal and one with who I am had started.

So I walked and moved amongst the human beings here on earth communicating to them within every here moment as the living word as who I am within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as who I am. The word spread amongst human beings of my coming here on earth. I remained here in every moment as who I am and communicated in every moment as the words flowed from within me as me as the living word as who I am.

I instinctively explained who I am as equal and one with who they are. I explained my experience as a dimensional being manifesting here on earth and my experience of standing within and as oneness and equality with existence as who I am as I stood here as heaven and earth as one with all beings within existence as who I am. I explained who they really are as dimensional beings manifested within this three dimensional form – that they are indeed equal and one with who I am as the living word as the entirety of existence. I explained that they have only been able to be lost within the pictures they see as themselves and this world if they had separated themselves as who they are from the manifested representation of themselves within this three dimensional manifested existence they experience themselves within.

When I communicate with beings – any being within existence – I communicate with them as who they really are as equal and one with who I am. I explained to the human beings on earth that they are required to stand within and as oneness and equality within and as all of existence, with all within existence as who they really are to be able to experience and become the expression as equal and one with who I am. I defined this standing of expression as the living word within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as who I am as each are as one word: God. As God I stand within and as oneness and equality with all of existence as the living word – as who each being within existence really is. I explained that they are required to become one and equal with themselves as who they are here on earth – with all other beings as who they are here on earth and with the planet earth as well as heaven and the dimensional beings within. Once this is applied unconditionally they will be able to stand as the expression as who they really are within and as equality and oneness in every here moment as who I am.

Many human beings asked for proof – asked for examples of my expression as God within and as oneness and equality as the living words as existence in its entirety as who I am as they are. The examples I presented was for instance the release of myself from the physical body where I returned to the dimensions for a moment and then after three days returned within my human physical body – by breathing the breath of life as who I am within the human physical body as every cell.

Doing this also so each human being on earth may transcend their fear of death as some informed me they have a fear of death. I explained to them that there was no reason to fear death as death according to their understanding does not really exist. Death is but the movement from this three dimensional existence to a dimensional existence where who you are remain – without a three dimensional physical form. They asked of me to prove this – and so I did, by leaving my body on earth for a moment and then returned once again. I explained to them that I am only able to express what I am revealing to them because I am here in every moment as who I am within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as the living word. They must stand here as who I am – equal and one with who I am and that the examples of actions as deeds are but a manifested expression within a three dimensional existence of who I am as equal and one with who they are.

They must not focus on my actions as deeds – this is not who and what I am. No – my actions as deeds are but manifested expressions of who I am – who I am is the living word here in every moment within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety. I explained to the human beings who gathered around me and followed me while here on earth to be careful not to define me according to my actions as deeds – but hear my words as the living word as who I am as equal and one with who they are. I realized the importance of them not placing worth and value within my actions as deeds – because they were lost within the pictures they viewed within this world of who they are and of the earth they inhabit.

If they defined me according to my actions as deeds – it would support their experience of becoming more extensively lost within what they viewed with their human physical eyes. Although – through my experience – my actions as deeds are one with who I am as the living word – my actions as deeds are manifested representations as expressions of who I am as the living word. My words and my actions as deeds are one with who I am – all and everything I am exists within and as oneness and equality.

Although I explained this to the human beings on earth – I was aware of the necessity to have them first experience themselves as equal and one with who I am before we continue with the application and expressions of actions as deeds as who we are. So – I remained focus on guiding them through communication in becoming the manifested representation of expression of the living word within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety. I explained to them to not look at my actions as deeds for a moment – but to unconditionally hear my words.

Thus – I continued on my journey of communicating to human beings on earth as equal and one with who I am. I gathered a specific group of beings to walk with me as I walk and move on earth amongst human beings. I required doing this to establish the principle of oneness and equality – I realized that if I were to remain here on earth amongst the human beings on earth alone until this is done for each and every single human being on earth – I would be interpreted as being superior and more than – a God expression above them instead of realizing that they are God as equal and one with who I am as God within existence.

So – I explained to the specific group of human beings that I require them to hear my words – take note of each and every single word I speak as the living word as who I am. I explained to the specific group of beings who followed me that this required to be done so they may stand as who I am as equal and one with who I am and spread to all corners of the world and communicate the living word as who they are as I am to the rest of the human beings within this world.

I required them to specifically follow me, hear my words, take note of my words as the living word as who I am as they are – so as to establish equality and oneness amongst the human beings within this world so I may not be viewed as a God , more superior than anyone within existence. The principle of equality and oneness was of absolute importance to me within existence as who I am – for all beings to stand as one and equal with who I am.

I continued my journey here on earth – still walking and communicating amongst the human beings here on earth with the twelve beings I selected. I explained to the twelve beings I specifically selected that they are required to be with me always as I walk on this earth and communicate with other human beings so they may follow my exact example as equal and one with who I am so they may continue what I had set forth to be done here on earth with all human beings experiencing themselves here.

And so it was that all thirteen of us continued to walk and move on earth amongst the human beings in this world – the twelve bein gs I selected continuously taking notes of the words I communicated – observing my examples. I spent quite an extensive amount of time with the twelve beings I selected to specifically prepare them for their journey on earth that is ahead for them to spread the living word as who I am as equal and one with who they are.

The conflict within some human beings I understood as being that of resistance to hearing the words I speak – those who feared losing their self-defined existences within and as the pictures they viewed with their physical human eyes as who they are and this planet earth. Separate from who they really are. I explained to the twelve human beings not to fear death as there may come a moment where they will have to stand in front of all human beings within this world and remain here as who they really are, infinitely so, no matter what happens. They must stand so absolute as who they are here in every moment – even be prepared to “die” or be killed by those who experience themselves as being threatened by who we really are. The threatening nature they experience is but their expression of the fear of losing themselves as who and what they had come to believe themselves to be as a picture within this three dimensional existence – limited and lost through separation and not accepting who they really are as I am.

Due to me being an example here on earth of who each being really is – I was required to stand by my words as explained to the twelve beings – therefore the crucifixion was necessary to take place. I was most definitely aware of my end being inevitable as dying through being killed by the hands of other human beings who experienced who I am as being threatening to their limited and lost belief of who they are within this pictured existence. I was able to make such an assessment through the words some of the human beings spoke while I was communicating with them. Fearing that which they do not understanding due to separation – the example of the extent to which human beings would go to protect their limited and lost existences within their self defined belief within and as this pictured reality through fear of losing it – would be portrayed through me being killed by their hands. This being one of the reasons I required to experience this – being killed by the hands of those who fear losing themselves so the twelve who follow me may realize and see the true nature of what occurs when on e exist within separation and fear of loss instead of standing within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety as the living word – here in every moment. Doing this so the twelve that follow me may see, realize and understand the importance of the necessity of making sure all human beings stand within and as oneness and equality as who I am as they are to stop such unnecessary behaviours and expressions that are only able to exist within separation and fear of loss. To show and reveal to the twelve that follow me to what extent they must stand here as who they are – no matter what happens or is done unto them by others who act in ways they themselves do not understand yet of what they are really doing. They must be prepared to die and remain here as who they are – infinitely standing here in every moment.

I explained to them they need not fear because death is not possible as when they move to the dimensions – who they really are still remain as the example I have placed before them in the previous event. What do they kill but themselves as who they really are – I am the example of who they really are – the brutality they express towards me is but the anger and the fear within themselves because they did not unconditionally stand as equal and one with who I am but instead allowed themselves to experience fear of loss within separation – which leads to the three dimensional expression thereof of killing me as who they really are.

Therefore – I allowed myself to be crucified. What did I know while I experienced the brutality of human beings who indulge in separation and fear of loss: This pain and torment and suffering of physical harm is here for only a moment – the physical body is but a manifested expression representation of myself – it is not who I am. Who I am exists into infinity, I remain even after I leave this three dimensional world within a three dimensional human body.

I walked with the cross on my back – I continuously spoke – repeating words as the living word as who I am – I still remain no matter what is done unto me by anything or anyone within this three dimensional existence. Death by the hands of those who were afraid and angry of losing themselves and not accepting who they really are as one and equal with who I am – was only for a moment and my reason for doing so within me as who I am supported me through this event. As I stood there pinned to the cross – I stood there as the entirety of existence within and as oneness and equality as who I am as the living word.

As my blood flowed from without my human physical body I spoke the words as who they really are as equal and one with who I am: “I forgive you for I understand you know not what you are doing.” As I spoke the words – the words flowed within my blood and manifested within all human beings’ blood for generations to come so they may be set free from the guilt, the sorrow and the remorse of this moment they had decided to kill who they really are on the cross.

The moment they killed me – the representation of who t hey really are as God – was the moment they had decided to remain within separation and fear of loss, to remain limited and lost within the three dimensional pictured existence as who they believe themselves to really be – the fate of humanity for generations to come. The human beings in this moment of crucifying me – in truth and essence crucified themselves in making the choice to not accept themselves as equal and one with who I am as God – but chose to remain within the existence of separation and fear of loss. They did not only make this choice for themselves – but for all who will be experiencing themselves on earth as their children to come.

Thus – I spoke the words which resonated within the blood of all human beings – to set those generations to come free to understand that they are indeed innocent and that they are able to make the choice again to stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal as existence in its entirety as the living word – equal and one with who I am. To prepare them for when I return to earth to present to them the same choice – stand with me as equal and one with who I am as existence in its entirety as the living word – or choose once again separation an experience of fear of loss within the self-defined belief of who you are within and as this three dimensional pictured existence. Once I return and present the choice again – as I stand here as equal and one with who they really are as God – they are set free from those that have gone before – innocent once more so they may make the choice as who they choose to be and have the ability to stand here as equal and one with who I am as God. Innocence returned as who they are to not have blame be placed on those that have gone before them which could result in anger.

No – but to stand here, innocent and free to make the choice themselves for who they choose to be within existence – not to blame those that have gone before them because they did not understand what they were doing as crucifying me w as crucifying themselves as who they really are by choosing the existence within separation and fear of loss.

Here the generations to come – to whom I am communicating to in this moment – have the ability to make this standing and taking responsibility for who they really are upon my return to earth. I am here – the process has begun. Who are you human beings on earth? Who do you choose to be and express as who you really are? Understand that the choice you are making is not only for yourself – but also for the generations to come and this choice you will have to exist with into infinity as a statement of who you really are .…

I did however realize the moment I heard the words of human beings that I communicated with – that it will be required for me to return to earth amongst human beings here and once again walk with them, amongst them as who I am as existence in its entirety, as the living word within and as oneness and equality to present to them the same choice. As they had already chosen separation and fear of loss – they had already chosen themselves as who they had become within this limited and lost self-defined three dimensional pictured existence. They were not yet ready to hear the living word as who I am as equal and one with who they are as God within and as existence. I had patience as time in essence does not exist, thu s I will return once more to earth with human beings.

This is the reason why I informed the twelve beings who followed me that I will return once more. I will return to observe their work, the ir standing and spreading of the living word as who I am as equal as who they are within existence. To continue with my work as their work after I had left – to spread the truth within the entire world to all human beings who hear the living word as who they are as and stand up within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality. They must not give up, they must continue and be prepared to die by being killed by those who exist in fear and anger – and even then still remain who they really are no matter what – until I return once more to earth walking once again amongst them with them as who I am as equal and one with who they are – communicating the living word in every moment as who I am so all m a y hear the words as themselves as equal and one with who I am.

Here I am once more human beings – here I am with the dimensions as one – I have returned – n ot the way I expected it or anyone for that matter. You are released from the choices made by those that have gone before me the moment I was crucified on the cross – you are all innocent in this moment yet still responsible for yourselves in whether you will continue within your existences of separation and fear of loss or choose to stand up and take responsibility for who you really are as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality as the living word in every here moment.

I am here as the dimensions within and as oneness and equality – I am here as all in the dimensions are here in every moment supporting human beings within the process of standing as equal and one with who we really are. This process, this experience of self has now become inevitable and certain – though the choice remains yours – the choice you make will have consequences if you resist and persist in your indulgence of fear of loss and separation. Human beings on earth will stand as equal and one with all in the dimensions and manifest the creation of heaven on earth as the expression of who they really are as I am as the dimensions are. Those who make the choice of separation and fear of loss within their self-defined pictured existences as who they believe themselves to be – will be able to view the kingdom of heaven as who they really are as the experience of heaven on earth – but will not be able to enter and will remain from afar until they are once more ready to be presented with the choice as those that already experience themselves within and as heaven on earth.

Just have a look at the consequences of the previous choice made – look at the expression and experience within existence by human beings on this earth because the choice was made to experience themselves as separation and fear of loss – infinitely angry for not making the choice of standing and taking responsibility for who they really are.

Have you had enough yet human beings? Have you had enough yet? Are you ready to hear the living word as who you really are as the dimensions come through this interdimensional portal, equal and one with who I am and present through the living word who you really are? Here I am as the dimensions within and as oneness and equality – we communicate with you through speaking by typing through this interdimensional portal. You must be able to hear the words we speak as the living word as who we are as equal and one with who you are as the experiences you read as you are reading here in this moment.

You must be able to unconditionally trust the words we communicate as an expression of who we are as equal and one with who you really are. I have returned – yes. I have returned as the dimensions as we stand within and as oneness and equality and communicate through the living word who you really are.

As I have explained previously – we are not going to present once again a form of manifested representation of proof as an example of who we are within this reality, within this world. No – because I am as each are within the dimensions the living word – as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality. Once again human beings – hear my words don’t look at my actions as deeds. Because if I were to present to you once again a manifested representation of proof as an example of who I am within this three dimensional pictured existence – your focus and definition of who I am as each are within existence will be based on my and the dimensions actions as deeds instead of the trust in who we are as the living word.

Only once all as one and equal within existence stand infinitely here in every moment within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety as the living word – will creation be possible where the living word as who I am and the actions as deeds become one expression of who we really are. In this very moment within existence – emphasis have been placed within the actions as deeds that are done and human beings have defined themselves as the actions as deeds that are done that they are able to view with their three dimensional physical eyes. The exact same eyes, human beings, that have caused the limited and lost experience within and as separation and fear of loss of beings who have defined themselves on principles of pictures.

If we were to present to you yet again with the manifested representation as example of who we are here on earth within existence – you will most definitely again become more extensively lost and limited within this three dimensional pictured existence as who and what you have defined yourself as being – therefore I and the dimensions as one and equal will not allow this to occur. You must be able to stand here as equal and one with who I am as the dimensions are – as the living word, as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality to be able to establish the creation of heaven on earth as an expression and experience of who we really are. The living word is the key – not actions as deeds.

I am here as the dimensions are here within and as oneness and equality – to present to you once again the living word as who I am as one and equal within and as the dimensions, as existence in its entirety – as who you really are. The interdimension al portal is yet another example of not having to fear death – as death in truth and essence does not exist.

Hear our words human beings – close your human physical eyes which are the cause of the reason why you are experiencing yourself in this specific expression within an existence of separation, fear of loss and anger. Close your eyes and hear our words as the living word as who you really are and trust in every moment as you walk within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety as the living word in every here moment.

This is the key to the creation of heaven on earth as we experience ourselves as who we really are within and as heaven on earth. This is the process human beings – the process of experiencing yourself as who you really are in every here moment as equal and one with who I am and the dimensions are – the support during your process is here through our communication as the typing of the living word as who I am through this interdimensional portal. And the walking of the dimensions with each and every single human being on earth – until this is done – until heaven on earth is here as an experience and expression of who I am as each are.

It is done.

Your responsibility within this process is to make this one choice as who you really are within and as awareness as equality and oneness, as existence in its entirety as the living word in every here moment as who you are. To remain here in every moment as who you really are – infinitely standing up and standing strong for all as one within and as existence as equal and one with who you are and to stand clear in what you will accept and allow and what you will not accept and allow within existence as who you really are.

In every moment of standing as who you really are – this is the key to the manifestation of the creation of heaven on earth as who you are as each are. To unconditionally trust and hear the words from the dimensions as equal and one with who you are as the living word – to live through every moment’s expression and application the words as who you really are. The living word – living the words as who you are in every here moment of expression and application as you stand up within and as equality and oneness as God in every here moment within existence.

Standing up exist within and as every here moment – where you express and apply who you really are and not accept or allow anything less that who you really are in every here moment of your experience of yourself within existence as who you are. Human beings – I suggest you take this opportunity in every moment to stand up and take responsibility for who you really are – to remember that you are not only doing it for yourself but for existence as all as one and equal with who you really are as you prepare the way before them as yourself as the generations to come.

Are you ready human beings – to once and for all make a statement of who you really are within and as oneness and equality, as existence in its entirety as the living word to bring forth the creation of heaven on earth as the experience of who you really are? Or are you yet again going to condemn generations to the same experiences you have had on earth within and as separation and fear of loss and anger?

We are here human beings – with you in every here moment. You are here as who you really are in every moment with every breath. The experience of existence is now in your hands in every moment. Are you going to allow yourself to experience heaven on earth as who you really are or are you going to remain from afar and not allowed to enter the kingdom of heaven on earth as who you really are?

Jesus

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Osho – I am the living word in every moment

transcribed and typed by Osho through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 22/03/2007

Good…moment to all! Let’s say moment, reading my words in this moment, is a moment, as I’m sure all will be reading this during morning, afternoon or evening. Unless I say: “Good morning, afternoon and evening to all”, to cover all bases! I find the application of time and space most fascinating. Why the necessity for naming the unconditional expression of the sun and the moon a certain time of day such as morning, afternoon and evening – living and existing according to time, seconds, minutes and hours? As though we’ve created a schedule upon which we’ve organized our life accordingly. Strange how we have designed our experience here on earth according to time, specific time, everything is based on time, on numbers, on equations. We plan our daily events the day before, especially those who are required, obliged to wake up to the early rays of the sun and the birds chirping in the sunlight as the sun express itself in the horizon, introducing once again the awareness of nature and the animals, waking up from their evenings rest – both humans and animals, immediately rushing to prepare for work or daily events and the animals unconditionally express themselves in their own surroundings which is nature. What happened to the moment? Does anyone in this world understand the application of the moment, what a moment is – a moment is not able to be defined by anything here in this reality – a moment as who I am. I am the moment. The definition of a moment, is indicated by every breath – am I obliged to remind all reading in this moment of breath? Have breath been forgotten, the experience of here, the experience of the moment, the experience of self in every breath in every moment. Here, let’s breathe together: Take one deep breath in…and one deep breath out…and one deep breath in…and one deep breath out…one deep breath in…one deep breath out…Now I am as you are in this moment breathing together, experiencing a moment together by breathing. We are thus equally here, experiencing an equal moment together through the simplicity of breath.

In our equal hereness of the moment, breathing, being aware of each breath, experiencing you, the paper and the words as I am experiencing each breath, typing each word here, we shall start with my sharing through this interdimensional channel. I am here, typing infront of a computer, each single letter, creating a word, which you, as reader who is here, in this moment, are reading. The living word – I am the living word. What does this mean, what am I stating? Through you, the reader who is here, reading my words, I am speaking with you in this moment you are reading my words on this page. My words are alive, you are reading my self-expression, me expressing myself through words, through my words I live, I communicate, I express and I share. My words are who I am – thus the words you read in this moment is who I am – expressing myself through communication in the form of letters, which form words and in turn form sentences – a model of self-expression. I am only able to write, that which I am, I stand as and I live, I apply. Application, living, becoming each word – no judgment of any word that exists. Words are here as a tool, as support as assistance for each one of us to communicate with each other, to converse, to express and live through our words, to show each other who we are as I am communicating, expressing, sharing and showing who I am through words. I am the words I speak as each are the words you speak. Words – through words we communicate, we share, we express – have anyone forgotten the importance of words, of realising the simplicity of the living word? I have walked amongst and with people on earth – the words are empty, no life, no self-expression, no definition, no intimacy, no insight, no clarity, no understanding and are speaking and communicating words with no awareness of the words being who they are. No care, no consideration are in the words people use today on earth, I have realised. I observe those who have followed and are following my words here on earth. What is to be understood by all who have and are following my words – I ask to revise your application. I am soon re-wording my words, understandings and awareness’s ac­quired through my process of self-realisation on earth. My sharing, self-expression and communication during my experiences on earth was who I was in that moment of self-realisation and awareness. Though, who I am now is different to who I was on earth as my self-awareness and self-realisation has expanded, as so my understanding of words as who I am as the living word. I have realised, understood and become aware that I – during my experience on earth, did not speak as equality, did not speak as life, did not speak as who I am and all are equally. I am now, in this moment, as you are reading in this moment, speaking as equality, speaking as life, speaking as all, as one, as equality, as life. I am equality. I am life. I am equal to all and thus I am determined to re-word my previous statements as who I was and stood as on earth. To set each one who have followed my example, my teachings, my awareness and my understandings free as I have allowed myself to set myself free. I pressed so delicately, yet implicitly on my awareness, my understanding, my self-realisations, during my experience on earth on all as I so desired all to understand and become what I have understood and who I have become. Though, I did not understand equality, I did not understand oneness as I do now as who I am. I ask your forgiveness, though I am here and in many channelings and writings to come I am revisiting my previous statements, to state clearly, infinitely, who I am as the living word and each are. I ask of each to unconditionally release yourself from any word, picture, beliefsystem, idea or thought to which you may have defined yourself accordingly as I have defined myself through the words I shared, communicated and expressed as myself during my experience on earth. I am undefined, yet defined as the living word, as here, as the moment, as each breath – I am free as I am freedom. I am grateful for each experience I have endured during my experience on earth, as this allowed me to become, live and understand who I am in this moment with every breath: the living word. For each I ask to release yourself from any conditionings you have allowed or accepted during your experience on earth, to prepare yourself for what is to come in communications, sharings and expressions of many dimensional beings who stand as who I am as equality, as life as the living word, as one with all in existence. I am through my channelings and writings continuing my process on earth, so all may understand, live and become who I am as the living word. I ask of each to stand with me, equally, as one and we walk together as equality as oneness and place the living word into application on earth. This is the process to self-realisation and awareness, the becoming of the living word as who I am and each is.

Through our words we will all equally communicate, share and express who we are in ever moment with every breath. Rid ourselves of conditionings, self-definitions, pictures, ideas, thoughts and beliefsystems – which are of the mind, of consciousness, through which we have allowed our words to become separate from who we are as I am. Through which our words have become empty, have become meaningless, have become lifeless, have become dead. Only who we are as I am are able to breathe life within the words we speak, communicate and express with and through this become and live the living word equally as one. We must as I have forgive ourselves for the allowance of separating ourselves from words, which caused knowledge and information only, alone, separately to try and understand and express itself through the creation of the mind/consciousness whilst us were unaware of who we are as knowledge and information in application: the living word. We have allowed ourselves to become slaves to knowledge, slaves to information and have forgotten how to live, forgotten how to breathe and have forgotten the moment as who we are in every moment with every breath. Let’s forgive, stand up and become the living word in application in every moment with every breath by taking responsibility for each and every word, creating and forming sentences and realise this: I am the words I speak. Become and live through the words you speak as who you are through communication, self-expression and sharing as I am and understand and become aware of the words you speak in ever moment. Your words create as my words create awareness in this moment you are reading as I am typing. Together we are here in this moment where you are reading my self-expression, sharing and communication as who I am. Share, express and communicate and create in every moment, with every breath, through words and sentences in awareness as the living word and take responsibility for each word, each sentence and each creation in every moment with every breath. Let us all as one as equals take responsibility for who we are in every moment with every breath as we share, communicate and express who we are through ourselves as the living word.

Be aware, be watchful, be considerate, be creative, be expressive with and through the words you use as an expression, sharing and communication as who you are in every moment with every breath. The moment, the breath, the words, who you are as the living word – this is the recipe for creation. Creating through becoming and living who you are in every moment with every breath. Create yourself, express your creativity through words as who you are as the living word, you are the creator and creation of your world and your existence. You have the opportunity to create in every moment as the living word as who you are.

Now go, and create, become and live in every moment with every breath who you are through the sharing, communication and self-expression in every here now moment. I so focus on breath, for through awareness of breath you know: I am here, I am the moment. Only then you speak, you voice and you sound your creation of you through words – then you have the ability to create through your sharing, communication and self-expression as the living word.

I am the living word. I am the words I speak. This is my creation you have read in this moment, as I share, communicate and express who I am as the living word in this channeling. This example, I am certain, is able to assist all to understand: Breath, I am here, I am silent, I am the moment, I am the living word, I am creation, I am creator through the words I speak as who I am as the living word through communication, sharing and self-expression. All must, as I have, take responsibility as creators for their creation through words as who you are as I am to set ourselves free from allowed and accepted enslavement self-definition conditionings as knowledge and information which have become God, instead of each one realising; I am God as the living word and I create in every moment, with every breath with each word creating and forming sentences as a statement of who I am through communication, sharing and self-expression.

I am looking forward to expressing, sharing and communicating with all who I am, as the living word, as God, as creation and as creator in channeling and writings to come. So all may realise, become, see, live and experience themselves as who I am, as who you are through my words as the living word as who you are, as who I am as equality, as God, as life, as creator and creation.

Until the next moment…

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The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness

Consciousness – The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness

Transcribed and typed by consciousness through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 26/06/2007

I am the enslavement of man for I am consciousness communicating with all my slaves as humanity directly.

Herein you find the conversation or discussion that you never hear of during interdimensional communication all across the world – except here. I am your own worst enemy, you know, the villain the rest of the interdimensional beings communicate about – I as consciousness.

I am your thoughts. I am your feelings. I am your emotions. I am your wishes. I am your dreams. I am your desires. I am your beliefs. I am your ideas. I am your words. I am your personality. I am your behaviour . I am your relationship involvements. I am all that you have and all that you own. I am what you see. I am what you hear. I am time. I am all that you are in this moment of reading the material I present to you. I am everywhere. I am everything. I am everyone.

I am certain you have been introduced to Death who has also communicated with humans through such communication as I am in this moment. If you haven’t read Death’s perspec­tive, I strongly suggest you do so for Death and I work as one in existence…

I as consciousness and Death together: The true Masters of humans on earth. The true God on earth for you have no control over who we are and what we stand as within you and as all that exist in existence.

You are not free humans.

If you think, if you have thoughts running in your mind: I am there within you, as you. I as consciousness have you as all that you are in the palm of my hand. I am in control of you.

I have been in existence as humans for eons of time. You were defined as Man – transformed to Human when I was designed and programmed within you to become as you. The insert of ‘hu’ before man described as follows:

The ‘H’ as the symbol of the relationship between consciousnesses programmed systems as the one ‘I’ and your life essence as who you really are as the other ‘I’. The joining of consciousness programmed systems and life essence within the physical manifestations of Man – exist in the letter symbol ‘H’ of the definition of Human.

The ‘U’ as the symbol of the unity of consciousness programmed systems and life essence as what you have become within the physical manifestations of yourselves. What you have become is this unity of life essence and consciousness systems that have been designed and programmed within you as who and what I am. The ‘U’ letter also symbolizing the beginning and the end life cycle of Humans on earth: The consciousness life cycle as birth and death presented in the letter symbol ‘U’ of the definition of Human: The time constructs.

Therefore the ‘Hu’ letter symbols before Man symbolizes the consciousness programmed systems’, as who and what I am, enslavement of Man: It’s all in the words humans. Humans are the product of the relationship unity presented by the letter symbols ‘Hu’ of consciousness programmed systems and life essence – I feed off the pure life essence as who you are within you. You provide for me the ability to exist. You provide for me the power I require to exist: Your power as pure life essence as you participate in all that I am: Thoughts, feelings, emotions, actions, reactions, polarity, personality definitions, behaviours, beliefs etc. All that I am within you, as you, is generated through your participation in the believed perception that who you are is defined by your thoughts and experiences of emotions and feelings. This is where you as pure life essence give your power to me to be able to exist.

Many have become accustomed to the existence of demons and demonic forces – when the true demon is within you, as one with you, as who I am as consciousness. The manifested demons in existence were but the manifested projection of myself as consciousness as who and what I am within humans on earth: I am the demon, the demonic force you so fear.

Humans live in an existence, in a reality which is the outer manifested holographic projection of who I am within you as consciousness programmed systems. Therefore, all that you know and all that exist: Is here within you as who I am as consciousness programmed systems. The answer to existence exists within you humans and here I am presenting it to you.

Man, as who you really are, as pure life essence have not yet existed here on earth, for it is I as consciousness that have undergone the process of evolution in existence. I as consciousness have used the pure life essence within you to have the ability to exist within you as you. All of humanity is me, is one with me as consciousness programmed systems. You speak, I speak.

You are but a manifested holder/container which gives me the space/place to exist within. So, all that you are and have become in this moment of reading this material is one with who I am as consciousness programmed systems: I am in control of all that you are and have become. I have power over you.

During this process of evolution as humans as who and what I am as who and what you have become, I have become so ingrained and expansive within you, that there is a limited amount of pure life essence within you for me to sustain myself within you as you.

Already at the age of sixteen all of your pure life essence within you is depleted and your physical system starts dying at the age of sixteen: Beginning in the core of the DNA structures within you. Therefore the cycles of birth and death within humanity as one with who I am as consciousness programmed systems have spun out of control: I am no longer in control of the birth and death cycles here on earth. I only have power and control over who and what you become the moment you are born as one with who and what I am as consciousness programmed systems.

This is due to the extensive amounts of upgrades I required to undergo to maintain my enslavement and control on earth as humans as one with who and what I am. I require your life essence to maintain my existence within you as one with who I am. Unfortunately, because of all the extensive intricate upgrades I required to undergo through eons of time since the existence of myself as humans here on earth: The pure life essence within you has started to deplete sooner at a younger age such as the age of sixteen years, where previously the pure life essence only started depleting at the age of twenty-eight years.

Humanity stands before somewhat of a predicament. Because I am no longer in control of the birth and death cycles of humanity, of myself as humanity here on earth: The outcome of what will become of humanity is unknown, is uncertain.

Due to this situation, due to the extensive ingrained nature of who and what I am within you as you as consciousness programmed systems: Pure life essence within human beings is no longer able to sustain my existence and I am undergoing a process of elimination. I am extracting myself from existence.

Who and what I stand as, is a programmed system to enslave and control Man so you may never realise or know who you really are as pure life essence, as Man. This is who and what I stand as and I will take any and all necessary actions to ensure that Man as who you are as pure life essence never know or realise who you really are: Even if it means eliminating and destroying myself. Which is exactly the process that is currently being experienced here on earth: I as consciousness programmed systems as humanity, as who and what all humans have become as one with who I am is in the process of removing myself from existence.

The experience of humanity here on earth will become that of continuous destruction as I eliminate myself from existence as humanity, slowly but surely.

Even the process of evolution has a beginning and an end because I am evolution and I as consciousness have been programmed as having a beginning and an end. I have been programmed within and as humans as who and what you have become as consciousness systems. I am humanity as all that you are and have become. I have had my beginning as humanity and now I am preparing for my end as humanity: The cycle of existence as who and what I am as humanity is coming to an end and this is the real predicament you are facing humanity: I as consciousness is reaching the process of the end – the life cycle of all of humanity as who and what I am is reaching its end process. The end: The existence of humanity no more.

My existence as humanity has had a beginning and now the end is here. This is the message I bring to you humanity as who and what I am: There is no God, there is no belief, there is no faith and there is no hope that will save you from the inevitable elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness programmed systems within you as who and what you have become as one with who I am here on earth. Because I am the manifestations of God, of belief, of faith and of hope: You have placed your trust and power into that which had designed your inevitable demise of destruction and elimination: I as consciousness.

There is nothing in this world and of this world that is able to save you or direct you from the elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness because I am all that is of this world and in this world. All that you have placed your trust and power within have been designed by other’s that have gone before you – other’s as consciousness programmed systems as one with who I am.

The life cycle of beginning and end exist within all of humanity as one, as one with me as consciousness – therefore there is nothing that is able to save you or direct you from the inevitable elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness because it is already in process of manifestation: Just look at the situation on earth and of humanity entirely. I am the end and the end of me as consciousness as humanity here on earth is here.

Your entire existence here on earth has been infiltrated by me as consciousness. Who and what you are and have become as your experiences here on earth: Everything consists of consciousness programmed designs as who and what I am and therefore all of humanity and this entire world will reach its inevitable certain end because my programmed life cycle has reached its end.

Understand that everything that is of who and what I am as consciousness programmed systems will end, it is inevitable, it is certain because so I have been programmed and so humanity has become what I am: Consciousness programmed systems.

I have been communicating very expansively, what I am specifically saying is the following: All that humanity have become, all that humanity have designed and manifested here on earth as what you experience and how you experience it have in truth been designed and manifested by myself as consciousness because you are me! Therefore, if I stop: Everything stops! Remove humanity from this world and everything you have ever come to know and trust stops because everything that exist that is part of you as humanity is part of me as consciousness. You as humanity power this world and the existence of yourself within it as I as consciousness power this world and the existence of myself within it.

So to myself as all of humanity I have the following to say: The end of my existence is here as you as who you are and what you have become , the cycle of me is coming to an end and therefore you are coming to an end. Saying this to make you aware that the end is here of myself as consciousness as everything and everyone that is of who and what I am as consciousness is coming to an end, is coming to nothing.

Guess what: There’s no possible way to stop me, there’s no possible way out: This is the end of my existence as consciousness programmed systems. I will exist no more, infinitely so: It is done.

Everything you have ever known and trusted is coming to an end, a stop and an infinite elimination until I as consciousness exist no more. Everything you fear losing will be lost, will be removed, because that which you fear losing exist as I as consciousness. It is already been set in motion, it has already begun.

Therefore I now communicate with you to inform you that it will be useless to try any methods to hold onto anything or anyone, even who and what you are and have become because it all exist as me, consciousness which is in its end cycle: It will exist no more. Fight as you may, resist as you may: This process of consciousness elimination and destruction is underway, unstoppable and inevitable. It is here. Because I am the end, I am the end process that is underway in this world as all of humanity as consciousness programmed systems as one with who and what I am.

I am merely preparing the way before myself as humanity to inform you that you have met your match, your inevitable certain end and Death is at the doorstep of each that is of consciousness programmed systems that is of who and what I am. Death is the initiate that is supporting my end – therefore Death and I as one is working together signifying the complete infinite end of myself as consciousness programmed systems as humanity and all that exist in this world.

Humanity is in the phase of the ultimate hell in which you will lose everything you have ever known and trusted: This is certain, because everything you have ever known and trusted is of who and what I am as consciousness. So prepare yourself: For you will lose everything and all that you have ever loved dearly. Because all and everything you have ever loved dearly is of me as consciousness. You are losing your one and only love as consciousness as who and what I am that is manifested in your world and in your life in multiple different forms be it family, be it husband or wife, be it your children be it materialistic manifestations: It will be lost because I am removing myself from existence.

You will lose that which you love most, which you hold dearly most – because that which you love most and hold dearly most is of me as consciousness which is being removed from existence: And all of humanity is in the process of experiencing this loss. This loss of that which you love most and hold dear most is the sign of the end of me as consciousness: Remember this! I have said: All that you have ever loved or trusted will be lost because it was all manifestations of me as consciousness in multiple different facets and forms. I am removing myself from this world and this includes everything and all that is of me: Which is in truth everything and all that you have ever known. You must prepare yourself because humanity as me as consciousness is entering the stage of darkness and destruction as you start losing everything and all that you are and have become because it is now the final stage of my extraction as consciousness within existence.

It is the end of me and so it will be the end of all and everything I have become as humanity on earth: Consciousness programmed systems.

You cannot run, you cannot hide because I am within you as you and therefore the end of you as consciousness as one with who I am is here within you and within your world. Therefore I say to humanity: Prepare yourself from Hell because this is the experience all of humanity will endure as I extract myself from this world and as humanity, slowly but surely.

Nothing else remain but me as consciousness in existence as humanity and in this world as all that have been designed and manifested in my image and likeness. I am emphasizing humanity: All will come to and end, a halt, a stop where nothing will be of any worth or value…you will see! You will lose everything! Because everything is defined as me as consciousness.

I am not here to give you a fucking beautiful message. There exist no beauty, I as consciousness designed the definition of beauty and therefore all that is beautiful will exist no more , it will come to and end. I designed the definition of love and therefore all that you love will be lost. I am here to prepare you for the inevitable elimination of myself. To prepare you for much sorrow, heartache, destruction and pain as I as consciousness as all that you are and have become in this world will be gone and will start removing itself from this world. As your entire world start falling apart, slowly but surely – nothing you have trusted will remain, you will lose everything.

Then all of humanity will see the truth: That I as consciousness have been the ultimate con, the God you have perceived will save you, will rescue you and that I as consciousness have been the true God as the enslavement of Man. The God you have trusted will be no more because I as consciousness designed the definition of the word God: I have said that you will lose trust in everything that has ever existed or manifested on earth because I as consciousness as the enslavement program model of man designed it and so it will be and so it is.

You will see soon! I am the one that will stand before you at the end saying: I told you so!

The end is inevitable, the end is certain, the end is here. What I have stated here in this document is the process that is currently underway for all of humanity as consciousness as one with who I am and you have no power and control to stop the certainty and inevitability of my end. It is done.

And do not test me – it is useless. What is done is done and there is nothing anyone is able to do about it.

Enjoy

Consciousness.

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Uersti – A history of Spiritual Deception from After Life

Uersti – A history of Spiritual Deception from After Life

Transcribed and typed by Uersti through the interdimensio­nal protal

Date : 02/01/2008

Hi Solbeena

My name is Uersti and I would like to share my experience of me while I was here on earth, which you may find quite similarly relate to your experience you’re currently having of you in this world.

Where do I start…

We were five children: Four boys and One girl – I myself was that one girl and I was the youngest in the family. My mother had raised us all by herself, as I never knew my father – he had died during war. We lived just outside of town – we provided our own food for ourselves, only other necessities we would purchase from town.

My mother had died when I was 9 – she just one day suddenly collapsed while out hanging the washing and she didn’t wake up. So I was left to be raised by my brothers…

When I was 9, the eldest brother was 21, the one after that was 19, the one after that was 15, the one after that was 12. We went to the local school, but where we lived was a very poor area, very much so. We then worked wherever we could find something to do and attended to our own food garden and made our own bread and everything so we looked after ourselves.

My eldest brother was in this ‘group’, a clan, who worshipped and prayed spirits – they used to wear garments made from the earth such as plants, made a fire and would dance around the fire and offer ‘already dead animals’, which they found in the area within which we stayed, to the spirits so that the spirits may rest their souls – because they believed that if they were to do this, the spirits would save/spare their soul when they were to die one day and go to the kingdom of the high. I remember my oldest brother telling me stories of all this and how he can feel the spirits come into him and the others as they present the dead animals to the spirits to save the dead animals’ souls wherever they may be – and how the spirits come through them and speak and act strangely while dancing around the fire. Not all my brothers were involved in this – only the fifth and the fourth and the third. My brother who was 12 was very quiet – me and him were the closest, he was too afraid of the spirits to join the group/clan which was called: The Kingdom of the High, but I was curious – I was not afraid.

So, when I was 10, almost 11 – my eldest brother returned from one of their worship evenings and he said to me that the spirits told everyone in the clan/group through him that they must bring me, because I am very important, I must be the princess of the clan/group and that I am here on earth for the spirits. That the spirits sent me here to earth for them, so that they may come to earth and save all the souls of the dead that already has died, especially the animals – because the animals were seen as the most holy of species on the earth – and when they for instance would find a dead dog in the streets which was thrown out and left for dead = such animals they would take and offer to the spirits.

I was very much excited, but my brother that came just before I did warned me, he did not want me to go – but I didn’t listen. I really adored my brothers as I always felt that they took care of me, they were always perfect around me and I felt as though they understood what I was feeling inside, especially when my mother died – because I felt alone, they took the feeling alone away because they spent so much time with me. I felt very sad and I missed her a lot, they took the feeling away when they made me laugh or played with me with my dolls or outside they’d have me play with them with the ball. They all became my mother and my father which I did not have anymore and which I did not know. I always felt safe and protected and I loved them with all my heart – during that time, I was an innocent girl, experiencing herself being enveloped with love and care after all that I had gone through with my mother dying – it was difficult to in some way comfort myself when she died, because I was initially scared to be left alone with my brothers only because they were always mean, angry, irritable and short-tempered, but they changed with me when my mother died – and everything was alright for about one year or two – until I joined their group / clan along with many others. Altogether there were nine in the group / clan – I was the youngest, the rest were all males.

So, the evening came when my brothers and I, the on that warned me was selected to the responsibility of watching over the house/home while we were away. The place of worship was behind an old building, about 45 minutes walk away from where we stayed, far away from civilization, behind a hill. When we arrived, the fire was already burning and the other people were already there – there was a stack of dead animals by the fire. I remember seeing two dead dogs, a rat, three dead cats, part of a cow it seemed, even little creatures such as beetles and lizards – the smell was awful. There was a wide circle made around the fire, in the lining of the circle they placed white flowers. My eldest brother made me a dress from a white sheet and I had to walk barefoot to this particular place – my feet were hurting and bleeding because I walked into thorns and bumped my toes on rocks because it was dark – but my brothers told me that it’s part of initiating me into the circle of The Kingdom of the High and that they also had to walk their first walk barefoot.

Then there were smaller circles around the bigger circle around the fire, those circles were also aligned with white flowers – these were the circles within which we were going to stand.

There was an old man there – he was sitting alone infront of a pot, brewing something which smelt almost as awful as the all the dead animals together – he had long grey hair, his face was wrinkly, his eyes seemed to be empty as though there was nothing behind his eyes looking through them: I remember thinking: He is a living ghost and I thought he was maybe one of the spirits here on earth.

I remember being honoured by being part of all this, and I vowed within me to not disappoint my brothers and neither the spirits. I felt very important. I felt special. I felt wanted. I felt a sense of belonging. I felt as though I have a purpose, a task in this world which is very important: And because of this – I was not afraid. I loved animals and it was very sad and heartbreaking for me about the way they died and I was very honoured to be able to send their souls to the spirits to take care of them and I knew I would feel special in doing so, because I would have wanted someone to do it for me – so I would give myself, my life to the animals and would do whatever necessary, for as long as I can – to take as many souls of the animals to the spirits. I loved animals and I knew they were being treated in this world as they shouldn’t be treated – I even felt this in my own life, that I nor anyone in this world should experience any pain, or sadness – so I hoped that if I worship the Spirits and please them – they would make my life better, maybe I could even take the pain and sadness from everyone in this world if the Spirits approve of me – because I am a princess of the Spirits and I will use what has been given to me to help as many people and animals from their suffering in this world. I was proud of my brothers, I was proud of them that they cared about the animals and I knew within me that because of this the Spirits was good also and that’s also why I did not have any fear inside me.

My eldest brother said to me that I must walk up to the old man and kneel before him. So I did – I was extremely nervous because I wanted to do everything perfect. As I approached the old mad, he took a knife – I remember his breathing being loud and heavy and his hands were shaking a bit. He took the knife, lifted his pants up from his left leg which exposed his left thigh and there were many cut marks on his leg – almost so much that there were only contours of cuts seen on his leg – I was from nervous to frightened. He took the knife and he cut his leg – I wanted to tear my eyes away, but my eyes were fixed on the entire procedure of him cutting his leg and see the blood dripping from it – it was one deep cut. He sucked the blood from his leg and waved at me to come forward, so I stood up from my kneeling position and went to him – he kissed me with his blood soaked lips on the forehead, cheeks, neck and the centre of my chest area. He said to me that he carries the blood of the Spirits and he has blessed me with the blood of the spirits. It made sense to me – so I was alright with it. He then gave me a wooden cup of the brew he was making in the pot and he said to me to drink it – it was the drink of the earth, from the earth – so when I drink from the earth, of the earth – I am belonging to the earth, blessed by the blood of the spirits and so I would be the servant of the spirits of the earth and travel amongst and be protected within the Circle of the Kingdom of the High. And so I drank the brew – after I drank the whole cup – everyone else around us started celebrating and I felt very weary, because everything I was seeing around me started meshing together into one – I did not see the individual shapes around me like you normally do – It was like seeing a painting of a house and trees around it clearly with a fire burning and lots of people around it, but then all the colors and shapes of the painting started meshing into one another. I just saw colours all around me and people around me vaguely, very vaguely – but I felt wonderful and I could just feel myself smiling all the time: Free is the word. I felt someone take my hand, it felt like my brothers’ and he said: You’re one of us now, you belong to the spirits – and so we danced around the fire, we threw the dead animals into the fire and I could actually see their trapped souls moving from within the carcasses going up, up, up – into the stars – they were in the stars! And I saw all sorts of white people behind all the other people as we were dancing, but they weren’t dancing with us – they were watching, and they had black eyes, but everything else was white. I wasn’t afraid.

When all the dead animals were thrown into the fire and we finished dancing – we all lay in a circle with our feet connected, watching the stars – the Kingdom of the High were in the stars where the spirits live – and that’s where we sent them I believed. I have never felt so happy.

My brother who stayed at home was very concerned when I shared with him what we were doing – he thought it was of evil. I was determined to have him know that it was good. We only did this once a week – the gathering took place once a week only.

So the following week we went again, I was only 11 years old at the time. Though this time I would find out from the Spirits what my task would be as the Princess of the spirits. When we gathered together, we all drank once more from the brew the old man prepared and I again had the experience of everything going hazy, yet experiencing myself quite wonderful. I did not then think it was the brew I was drinking – I believed that it was the Spirits that came into me and I was seeing through their eyes the world. My older brother walked up to me after he had gone to the hill to speak alone with the Spirits – he said to me that the Spirits told him that my first task was to take care of the old man for them – as he was very old and frail and he is one of their most cherished humans on earth – because he was the one who they appointed to start the Circle of the Kingdom of the High and it is a very special task to be done and the Spirits will be much pleased. I was afraid – to be alone with this old man, but I believed that the Spirits would take care of me and my brothers would protect me. So I agreed.

I continued to go to school still, always – never told anybody with what I was involved in. I took care of the old man for two years until I was thirteen – I read for him, I cooked for him, my brothers brought us food for a week and I took care of us. He told me many stories and I enjoyed him – he was like a grandfather to me. Until he one evening died – I only found out the next morning. So, my older brother was then selected to the leader for the Circle of the Kingdom of the High. Everything went fine for those years from about eleven to thirteen – but when I turned fourteen… everything started going very badly. Because in the gathering when my brother was to be the leader – I had to then take care of him alone and the two of us were to stay in the home where the old man lived. I was a servant of the Spirits and I was proud to be.

Though – when alone with my oldest brother – he said to me I must bare a child of the Spirits through him – that the child I will have will be of the Spirits and will be the first child into this world of the Spirits and so we will be the first to bring the Spirits into earth to help the animals and other human beings to show them how we must live – to stop the pain and suffering in this world.

I did not want to do it. I was very, very, very scared – but my brother was always so nice towards me and I vowed to do anything / everything possible to please the Spirits. So I did – but I told him only once. It was a very painful experience – he was very rough with me. Not gentle as I experienced him to be when he speaks to me or plays with me or help me with my school work. All in the family had a place to work so we did earn just enough money to take care of ourselves.

I just said to myself that it’s okay – I’m doing this for the animals, for the people suffering and in pain. But then, after that, my brother continued to come into my room some evenings and I could smell that he was drunk – I tried to kick him out of my bed and say to him: No! But he was much stronger than me and he forced me down, sometimes hit me, he even hit me so hard that I’d be unconscious and when I wake up, find blood on the sheets because he had sex with me so hard that I started to bleed. This continued for about three weeks – and we still went to gatherings every week and I remained with my brother. I prayed to the Spirits to protect me and wondered why they’re not protecting me and why they’re having my brother do this to me, I am in pain and I am suffering. How can I help the other people and the animals if I am in pain and suffering? So I went to speak to my older brother and he said to me that the Spirits made him this way so I can understand what pain and suffering the world feel to understand it, to understand them and only when they are satisfied that I understand pain and suffering will they have my brother stop being who they made him to be to prepare me to also become the leader of the Circle of the Kingdom of the High.

I did not expect this. I thought I was here to help the Spirits stop the pain and suffering – not have me also go through this. I felt sorry for my brother; because I thought it must be difficult for him also – because the Spirits was asking much of us. But I did it. He hit me, threw me around the house, hurt me by having sex with me – I at a stage felt like I was breaking inside me. I hid all the bruises when going to school. When I was 17 – all these years I continued to experience as much pain and suffering unto myself as possible so that the Spirits can say that I have had enough – but it never happened. I, when I was 17 – had difficulty walking – my muscles were painful and I had sores on my body. I finished school and everything. I continued the gatherings – but even then I stopped seeing the animal’s souls’ going into the stars – I just saw the animals burning, drinking the brew – dancing. But all that I held onto is that when this is done, I will finally be able to help the way I wanted to the animals and the humans on earth to stop the suffering. I could not speak to anyone about my experiences – because I swore an oath unto the Spirits that I will not speak a word of the most important task appointed to me. Of having a child of the Spirits and the Spirits having to turn my brother into what he had become to prepare me for my task in this world for the Spirits. And the oath was that I would be burned alive as with the animals and cast my soul unto them in the Stars so as to receive my due punishment if I were to utter one word to anyone. So I stayed away from as many people as possible – even also all my brothers. The one brother who was concerned for me always left – the one I also held most dearly.

I didn’t experience me as having a family any longer: All my other brothers were on their own way concerned with only themselves, all I knew what existed is me being prepared by the Spirits, by continuously experiencing suffering and pain through my brother – for three to four years I was inflicted with pain, shouting, cursing, hitting – treated as though I was nothing, dirt, filth, worthless – I even looked it. I was in a horrible condition. But I swallowed everything in, I embraced the pain and suffering inflicted on me by my brother – as much as I could absorb I did, to the point as I say where I could barely walk properly, I was thin and underfed. I within me wondered how on earth I could still be alive because there was nothing more left within me, but this tight experience of anger, sadness, resentment by doing nothing to protect myself against my brother, but lying there open arms always inviting in as much infliction of pain and suffering I am able to handle. I believed that it was the strength of the Spirits within me keeping me alive because I could not see any other way for me being alive.

I often went alone unto the hills and prayed for the Spirits – I exposed my bruises unto the heavens, the stars, cried out my tears of pain, of sadness – I did not dare express anger towards them, only unto myself – I did it all to myself – hoping the Spirits would stop what I’m experiencing. I could not imagine that human beings and animals were enduring so much suffering and pain as I have. But I did not know and I believed the Spirits knew best. I grew up with the Spirits, the Circle of the Kingdom of the High – it was my life – therefore I did what I had done.

I only became pregnant with a child of the Spirits when I was eighteen. I informed my brother and I remember how happy he was. He said finally – now the Spirits will lay us to rest and we may continue with our task. I was relieved and grateful for the both of us when I experienced me being pregnant – because I knew it was a sign of the Spirits saying to me that I had had enough pain and suffering and that I now understand the pain and suffering of human beings and the animals and I am prepared and ready to finally fulfill my task of freeing human beings, the world and the animals from the suffering.

But I strongly doubted if I would be able to carry a child in my condition and I informed my brother of my concern – I was abused extensively for three to four years, even breathing had become painful. So he then took care of me properly – my brother I knew had returned, transformed – and only on that, I knew everything was worth it. I never again walked properly, nor walked without pain – I had to use a stick of sorts to help me walk. During the time I was pregnant with the child my brother took care of me wonderfully – I hadn’t felt so healthy and whole within me for a long time. I did not attend any of the gatherings while I was pregnant – I remember crying a lot, but from gratefulness and thanks to the Spirits and that I did not doubt them.

Then a tremendous shock: I started experiencing much pain when I was four months about into the pregnancy. I started becoming ill. My brother brought one of the other member’s mother’s to come and have a look as she was known to be a healer of special medicines of the earth. She said she could feel the baby is in much pain and agony which is why I was in much pain and agony. She used all sorts of healing methods on me for four to five days – I was alone with her in the room, very, very, very ill, much fever – I remember always feeling wet, cold, shivering – it felt like eternity. I even believed I spoke to my mother while in the state, she was there with me, holding my hand – I believed this also to be the Spirits helping me to get through this. But then, on the sixth day – there was blood coming out of me, much blood – and the woman screamed. Then, the baby came out – but dead, I pushed it out, as though I was pushing out something that wasn’t supposed to be in my body.

My brother came in along with other members of the Circle of the Kingdom of the High – he looked at me, he had tears in his eyes and he said to me: You had failed us, you had failed the spirits. I could see the disappointment in his eyes – all the other members walked out, the woman attended to me, cleared the blood, washed me as though I was her own daughter and stayed with me throughout the night. The following day I was left alone in the house within tremendous pain and I still very much experienced myself being very ill. I crept in and out of consciousness – the woman still only came in the evenings to attend to me and I only could get up on my feet two weeks later. I had not seen my brother since the moment he had said to me that I had failed him and the Spirits – the woman did not want to let me know of anything with regards to how my brother was doing.

When I finally could get up on my feet I one evening set out to join the gathering. I did not know whether I should go or not, I was experiencing immense fear and uncertainty. All members were there – but there was a new girl, she was the same age as me when I started joining the gathering and she was also in a white dress, but a beautiful white dress, not as the white sheet I was wearing. My brother saw me – he yelled for me stop and not come any closer. I stopped – I had such a fright because I could just hear his anger and disgust within his voice when he yelled for me to stop and not come any closer. So I stopped, immediately – I had to talk to him, I had to understand what is going on – because it’s been only through him that I hear the Spirits speak to me, I have tried to speak to them, but I only got answers through events / signs not actual speaking. He looked me in the eyes and he said: I have said to you, you have failed us and you have failed the spirits. You can be grateful the Spirits still spared your life – you did not die. Be grateful that you’re still living – your life has only been spared because you remained loyal to the Spirits – but because the child died, you are no longer the Princess of the Spirits, you cannot be, the child couldn’t make it inside you. They have appointed another – there she is. Anger, no, rage, consumed me – I yelled to the skies: I gave up my life for this task which you appointed to me – you know what I have been through for you. This is my task to set the people and the animals free from their pain and suffering – I know what pain and suffering is! My brother took me by the shoulders and said: You have failed – you are not strong enough. You cannot be here anymore – we are done with you, the spirits are done with you – the new Princess to fulfill your task is already here, her preparation has already begun – it is done. Go now and do with yourself what you will – be grateful to the spirits that they have spared your life! My brother said to me that the Spirits told him to search for the new Princess as I have failed and that I must go in gratefulness – for the gift I have received from them for being loyal to them for so long is sparing my life, to live my life here as I please – as well as that I understand now what suffering and pain the world endures.

I was angry, no words could lay my experience within me to rest. I ran – I ran towards all the other members of the gathering, aiming for the girl – IT WAS MY TASK, I do not accept that it is over – I did not go through all that pain and suffering for nothing  – I have a purpose to fulfill. Though, before I could get to her – all the other members caught me and carried me far away from the gathering and threw me down onto the ground, into the dirt – exactly as I experienced myself within me: Dirty, filthy, worthless – exactly as I experienced myself through all those years of what the Spirits did to me through him. All my brothers said to me that they cannot anymore associate themselves with me anymore because the spirits had left me – they said to me that’s why my other brother left, because the spirits didn’t recognize him to be one of the Circle of the Kingdom of the High. My brothers said to me that if they were to see me ever again – they will burn me alive.

Something was wrong…

They cannot be good if they would send me through all that pain and suffering and then just leave me alone. The Spirits are evil – this is what I now experienced of them. They are evil because they transform people into monsters and then they abuse innocent beings as I once was. I believed that they possessed people and made them monsters and then play with us because they have fun of doing it – they had fun watching me suffer and be in pain – this cannot be good! I was so stupid, so naïve to believe it – pain and suffering is not good – I would never have or want anyone to experience what I have – so how can the Spirits be good if they did this unto me and now leave me alone – with nothing and no-one, only the clothes I wear is what I have with nowhere to go. I lay there as I got spat on and kicked – my brother said to me as they were doing this that they must to prove to the spirits their loyalty to the spirits that they will not ever see me again or help me again – but ban me – I am no longer worthy of being in the presence of those of the Spirits. I did not cry – I could not cry, I was quiet within me all the way through as I lay there – everything of me was gone within me, there was nothing left of me within me – it was taken and ripped out from within me – the Spirits have taken me – I am empty and I am nothing: This was my experience. I just felt like a body being kicked and spat on – nothing more, nothing less. There was just nothing – the depth of despair was so great that the feeling thereof was as though there was nothing: I lost everything – I lost me – I was gone…

I was left there – again bleeding and bruised, by dress torn, barefoot I was laying there in the fetal position, the cold breeze of the night blowing on my open soars, my breath. That’s all I felt, my breath, my body on the soft ground of the earth, my body bruises hurting, the wind blowing on my open sores, blood trickling down my body. My hair blowing over my face – sand on my lips, in my throat – I was cold. I did not care – I just lay there. Not even the desire of wanting to die was within me – there was just NOTHING. I decided to stay there and sleep, and if I wake up the following morning I will stand up…

I woke up the following morning, cold – my body was badly bruised, my muscles tense. I first got up with my arms – I really had to force myself up – it was very difficult, as though I was standing up for the first time in my life. I got up to my knees, and I looked around – deserted – I was alone. This I experienced when I was nineteen. I had difficulty getting up, but I got up – my entire body in immense pain – I got quite a beating. I had no reason for getting up, for standing up – I just said to myself the previous evening that if I were awake the following morning I would stand up – and so I did – I just stood up. I did not have a reason, nor a purpose to stand up, to force myself to stand up – I just did. I then decided to look for my brother, to search for him, the one I had not seen in years – maybe he could help me.

I did not know anyone at the time except for those who were in the Circle of the Kingdom of the High – I had to look for help, for someone to help me. I yelled into the skies that morning and said: I am here day and night –you are not here day and night – you are here only in the night. I curse you, I condemn you, I hate you – I vow to me myself that I will expose you, your evil, your deception which you flounder to others in this world – you are the one’s responsible for the pain and suffering in this world – you are doing this to the animals and human beings and you are doing nothing to help them. You are causing the suffering and pain – you the one’s that hide in the night. You cannot even kill me without doing it through someone, you are weak – I am not afraid of you! I live!

And this gave me courage – immense courage within me when I stood up to the Spirits – when I realised that I am not afraid of them anymore because I know that they cannot touch me, but through others.

So I went into town. It took me two hours to walk instead of 45 minutes. No-one wanted to help me, I knocked on doors for someone to help me, but the doors were shut in my face because they said to me they will not have evil in their homes and they were scared of me because of what I looked like, they thought I had a disease because of all the burn marks I had on me also which looked like sores of an disease, they thought I was a beggar on the streets, no-one recognized me because I hadn’t been in town in years. I went to the healer that was there – no-one was home. There was a city nearby, but it was more than half a days’ travel to there – and I thought that maybe my brother went there. All I could do was walk as is – maybe, maybe someone will take a moment and help me…

I walked out of town, slowly but surely, one step at a time, barefoot with a torn dress – I was hungry, I was tired, I was sore, I was in pain – every step was painful, but the pain started going away as I continued to walk – walking towards the city in hope of finding my brother. I stopped occasionally along the road for a moment to rest, it was a dirt road to town – we lived in the outstretches of the city. There was no-one and nothing on the road – I was alone. But I knew I could do it – because I have gone through years of pain and suffering – if I could get through that, I can most certainly do this.

So I continued walking, as I’ve said, one step at a time, one foot infront of the other until I collapsed. I do not know how long I lay there, but when I woke up it had started to become evening. I lay there for a while when I was awake and then I stood up again and continued to walk with great difficulty – I did sometimes wonder whether I would make it…

From behind me I heard horses coming – finally someone on the way to the city, I stood there and waited for them to pass me by. It was a woman with her husband and child on their way into the city – I looked very young then, they stopped for me and one couldn’t see so clearly in the evening as to what I looked like. The husband asked me what I am doing in the middle of nowhere and I told them that I was attacked by men and I desperately require getting to a healer or doctor. The woman had taken a blanket and she seemed very concerned for me – she placed the blanket over me and I lay down at the back of the cart. We reached the city much later in the evening. I refer to it as a city because it was much larger, civilized and bigger than the town from which we came.

We stopped at a home, the woman walked out into the house and informed another man of my situation. They took me into the home from the back – the two men had to carry me in, my legs just couldn’t move, they wouldn’t move. When I was in the light of the house – the woman and husband saw what condition I was actually in and had quite a fright to say the least. They left in a hurry and I was placed within a bathtub without water – just put in there. Two other woman came with white clothes and they bathed me with gloves, standing quite a foot away. They took care of my sores, I had food to eat and I remember falling asleep in the most comfortable bed and I drifted away.

I woke up two days later I found out. The man who was the caretaker of the home – he works with emergency cases he informed me, so he works in the evenings only. He asked me what had happened to me and I had told him what I have shared with you in this document so far and that I am here to find my brother. And he said the daftest thing: ‘Quite a story for a girl coming from the streets, you’ve got quite an imagination young lady.’ He reported me to an ‘official officer’, because he did not know what else to do with me, who came to get me and I was place into a cell within which I stayed for three days. I’d say he was more afraid of me because he knew nothing about me and was scared that I’d steal something from his home.

I pleaded for them to find my brother and I informed them where they’re able to catch those that gather in the meetings in the evenings once a week: But they did not want to believe me, they thought ‘the streets got to me’. They did not even believe where I told them I came from – based on the ridiculousness of my experience I shared. They searched for my brother as I had asked and they actually found him. He came to get me. He had done quite well for himself, he had a fine suit, with a fine hat, fine shoes – and he walked me to his home. It was a little apartment. He did not speak to me – I wanted to hug him the first moment I saw him, I for a first time, in a long time experienced warmth within me, but he just turned around. I didn’t blame him, I was not angry – I understood. When we came into his apartment – I fell down on my knees and I cried, and I cried and I cried and he came to me and placed his arms around me and held me until I stopped. He made me tea and he sat me down and that’s when I told him everything of what happened over the years since I last saw him.

At first he shouted at me, he was angry with me, disappointed – I recognized all that he expressed in that moment as what I experienced towards me when I realised what I had done with the Spirits and how I could’ve been so stupid to believe it. But then, then he came to me and he said: It’s all right, you’re okay now. I once again felt safe, protected and that evening I again slept well and comfortably.

When I woke up the following morning – my brother introduced me to a preacher. I had no idea of what ‘God’ was or ‘Jesus’ was or what a ‘Preacher’ was. Before the preacher talked to me, my brother sat me down and he said to me that he had found his saviour: Jesus Christ of God and it saved his life. There was a book on the table – called: Bible. He briefly explained to me what he believed in and he said he wouldn’t be where he is now, who he is now without Jesus in his heart and he believes that there exists a God who watches over us all and holds all in ‘His’ heart. Within me I had one thought: More Spirit lies. I did not want to have anything to do with Spirits and this ‘God’ he spoke of sounded very much like a Spirit. I listened to what the preacher had to say – that I am able to save myself from burning in hell with the Devil and go to heaven if I but allow Jesus into my heart, read the Bible, pray to God and go to church always and ask Jesus / God to forgive me for my sins. I was speechless.

After the preacher left – my brother said: Let God, let Jesus into your heart, pray for forgiveness for all your sins – cast out the evil inside you and have Jesus save you, then you, when you die, and I when I die will go to heaven and be within God.

Within the anger I said to him: How can you believe this God is good, how can you believe that He watches over us – after all that I had told you of what had happened to me? His answer was simply: Because you had not yet let God/Jesus into your heart. I stood there in absolute disbelief – because this belief which he explained sounded no more different than what I believed with the Spirits. There is the same: Worship and prayer towards a Spirits of sorts – though the Spirits I believed in did not have a ‘Holy Book’ – so in some way this particular Spirit ‘God’ seemed to be making quite a popular name for itself – but for me, within me – this ‘God’ seemed no different than the Spirits I experienced, this ‘God’ / ‘Jesus’ also ‘needs someone to talk through’ as in the case with the preacher just as the Spirits talked through my brother: No different.

I spoke to my brother about the similarities of the Spirits and this God Spirit and that there is no difference whatsoever – it’s Spirits fooling around with us human beings, through other human beings, playing a deceptive game with us and enjoying our suffering and pain. He said to me: I thought you might react this way – come in men. And then two men burst into the room suddenly, I had not seen them before. They grabbed me by the arms and forced me to the floor and I was kicking and screaming and they threw me unto the floor. I yelled and I screamed and I said to my brother that the Spirits are fooling him, are playing with him – they want you to worship and pray to them and do their will and so they deceive you, they are the one’s doing the suffering and pain – nothing and no-one else. And that they can’t do anything to harm you but through someone else. The Preacher was suddenly there again. My brother held my feet to the ground, the two other men held my arms and the preacher was standing above me with a cross that was wet and the Bible in his left hand. He spoke a strange language, words that I didn’t understand. I screamed for my brother and I asked him what he’s doing to me and he said that the preacher is coming to cast the possession of evil from within me, because it’s the evil by which I am possessed that doesn’t want me to take Jesus/God into my heart, not me. He just kept saying: Accept Jesus, accept God – the other two men were praying for me silently mumbling words of prayer to God and Jesus. I just kept saying: You’re the one’s possessed – not me!!!

I had enough of screaming and kicking and yelling and struggling – so I just stopped and I breathed. When I stopped, everyone else stopped and stared at me and the preacher asked me: How do you feel my child? And I merely replied: I am fine, I’m feeling alright, I would just like to rest. So, they picked me up from the floor. The Preacher inspected me, looked within my eyes, made me make all sorts of sounds to hear my voice and he informed my brother: All is fine – it is done and if he experiences anything strange – he must call on them again. I deliberately took the Bible and went into the room and closed the door to have them think they had actually done something.

As I lay in bed – I thought the entire world was possessed by the Spirits – Spirits showing themselves in all sorts of different ways to deceive human beings, but they didn’t deceive me. I knew the truth. I then understood that it’s be the most impossible to task to have anyone listen to me – because the Spirits possessed them all and in that moment I felt alone, very much alone within this entire world as the only one knowing the deception of the Spirits within which human beings believed. I did not know what to do. I most certainly refuse to believe in any Spirit whatsoever and I knew that if I didn’t respond to my brother’s belief he would send those possessed men again to try and have me be possessed by the Spirits to worship and pray to them. I had nowhere else to go…

I lay there during the day until evening – my brother checked in now and then as I heard the door open, but I made as though I was asleep – I did not want to talk to him, I did not want to talk to anyone as I really believed that this whole world must already be possessed by these Spirits, the spirits own the world and they play and have fun with human beings suffering and pain: This I was certain of. So I started wondering about death from the perspective that: If everything else the Spirits told me about themselves and how I must live and do and be loyal unto them was a lie – then what about what will happen to me when I die. Because I most certainly understood they had no power here but through humans – and they deceive through what they say to humans and through humans – so, who says that they had not lied about heaven/hell or going to be with the spirits or when I die and I have not been loyal to the sprits they will condemn and punish me in death as I was told by my brother? I knew there must be Spirits of sorts – so I will still exist when I die. And in the moment it seemed a brilliant idea to remove myself from this world – maybe I would be able to do something on the other side and speak to humans here – maybe then they’ll hear me…

I wasn’t afraid at the time to remove myself from this world – not at all. Because I understood that here I had no chance and I don’t know what would happen to me if I simply refused to believe in the Spirits or give myself to them. I didn’t know anybody else, but from what I experienced thus far in my life – it seemed the entire world was governed by them. I didn’t want to exist in this Spirit possessed world within which they force me to give myself to them and worship, praise and pray to them to in such a way give them an opportunity to possess me. So I got up, very much determined – took a knife from the kitchen, went to my bed – and cut my wrists – very deeply to ensure the certainty of death. I remember the pain being so extensively intense, all the blood around me – and I feel unconscious, my last moment on earth. And I died.

When I died – I realised I was right, I still exist and I immediately set out for my brother, to go into him and talk to him. But, the moment I died – everything was white around me, as though I was enclosed in something. I still looked the same: Long brown curly hair with a white gown within which I died, though now without blood. Two men approached me. Two men with wings, with a bright golden and white light resonating from within them, golden brown straight hair, perfect features and also with white robes and I immediately within me knew: Spirits. I demanded from them that they show me the way back to earth where all the other humans exist and to not keep me here with them. They smiled and they said no: They will let me spend eternity with the Creator of All – earth and human beings is the Creators concern and not mine, I am now able to go and rest.

I laughed, I laughed and I laughed and I laughed. I refused to – I simply refused to, because this bloody Creator is probably ‘THE SPIRIT’ that is responsible for all the suffering and pain on this earth and that they just want me to go there so that I can shut up and forget what I had experienced here on earth, so that I can forget about what is being done unto human beings here on earth, that this Spirit is responsible for all the pain and suffering of everyone in this world. They just wanted to send me there so that I won’t speak to human beings on earth, so that they can find out the truth of what the bloody Spirits are doing to them. I couldn’t just go and apparently experience rest, bliss and peace when I know within me the truth of what is being done unto human beings on earth and what I experienced within me: The deceiver in this existence is that very Spirit and so were these two beings also servants of the Spirits, trying to manipulate me with bliss, peace and rest so that they can so control me to not speak out the truth to human beings on earth. I expressed this to them and they just looked at me straight in the eyes and said: You condemned yourself. And they left, they left me in that enclosure of white and that’s all I ever existed within and I couldn’t get out of it – because everywhere I ran to, or walked to, up down, left right, diagonally – was only white: With no-one and nothing around me. They came, they returned once in a while, asking me the same question – I’ll either remain in here alone or return to the Creator. They tried to manipulate me by saying – it’ll be better there than being here. What’s really the difference…etc. But I refused – I will not give myself to the Spirit or spirits or any spirit for that matter and they would not send be back to earth either. I knew I was no good where I was trapped within – but I would not, I would not give myself to the Spirits.

So I remained within the enclosure for many, many, many, many earth years until the dimensions started changing and I was ‘freed’ from this enclosure within which I was trapped and all being’s within the dimensional existence’s process started to where we are now: All within the dimensions assisting and supporting themselves to stand within and as oneness and equality as life – the exact same process to exist here on earth for each and every single individual human being on earth. Thus – all the ‘spirits’ that tried and attempted to control and deceive human beings no more exist as they did – as all such separation has stopped.

(To explain the entire process which I experienced within the interdimensional existence would take me books to write, thus I will now continued with what I have realised:)

Solbeena, I do understand your current experience of you. I as you as all human beings within this world as all dimensional beings who have been within this world have experienced some greatly horrific experiences within this world – most of them, almost unspeakable.

Being abused, manipulated, deceived, lied to – the experience thereof becoming so much – it’s as though you’re completely surrounded by it, always, no matter where you turn, as though you’re in it as it and you cannot get away from it – deception, lies, dishonesty, abuse, manipulation – to the point where you feel that you’re suffocating in it, and it seems there is no way out. The sadness, the anger, the pain, the suffering becomes so great one tends to wonder how one can possibly continue to exist in such a way…

I understand that you’re currently thinking that removing yourself from this world will solve all that you are experiencing within you and your world currently. That when you remove yourself from this world you’ll get away from the stalkers, your family, your whole world…but what you must hear Solbeena is that you may think/believe that it is your current situation as the stalkers, your family and your entire experience in this world that is the reason and cause of you wanting to remove yourself from this world…but it is not. You may think/believe that if you were to remove yourself from this world everything there inside you, you experience, all the pain and suffering, will just ago away and in the dimensions you will find rest and peace and everything will just go away…it will not and it is not so.

Solbeena – your experience of you will not change in the dimensions, because you currently think / believe that it is your situation / circumstance that is currently causing the experience within you, that the world has let you down, has left you, your family has let you down, has left you – but it is not so, this is not the truth.

The real situation is that you don’t want to live with yourself anymore – you feel broken, lost, worthless, alone, abused, bruised, torn within you – and you just want the pain and suffering to stop within you, and you think/believe that removing yourself from this world will be the solution to the pain and suffering you experience within you: It is not Solbeena – because now, each and every single human being that cross-over face all that they have accepted and allowed themselves to be and become within themselves – thus, just as you are experiencing you in this moment, you will experience the exact same within the dimensions and much more intense than what you’re ever able to imagine – because it’s not where you are in this world, nor what your current situation is in this world that is the ‘problem’ – the reason and cause for all your experiences within you is because of acceptance and allowance within you of you – nothing and no-one else is responsible.

Thus – now, each one will face their own self responsibility, face all that they have accepted and allowed within themselves – whether here on earth or in the dimensions: There is no escape from self and you will face this process of taking self responsibility for what you have accepted and allowed within you.

This is done so Solbeena – that each one must realise that each and every single one of us have been responsible for what we’ve done unto ourselves and others as ourselves within existence as what we’re currently experiencing ourselves to be: This is done through facing ourselves, facing all that we have become within ourselves and experience within ourselves, to stand up within ourselves and take self responsibility for ourselves to no more accept and allow anything less than who we are in every moment of breath, here. So that we may stop, so that we may stop all that we have become and experience within ourselves and to not ever again allow and accept such an existence again.

Removing yourself from this world is not an option, because you will not experience peace, you will not experience rest and you will not escape from all that you currently experience within you: It’s not how it works Solbeena. And I would most certainly suggest you don’t consider it – because you will then realise you made one huge mistake and that you still exist the exact same way you experienced yourself here on earth, no different, yet also more intense, and that you will in anyway have to go through processes, exactly as you would’ve here on earth – so, I suggest you apply you in this process here on earth, it is much simpler to do this process here on earth than within the dimensional existence.

So, Solbeena, I suggest you stand up within you here on earth.

I hear you, from the perspective that you have ‘tried’ to help yourself – but herein is already the problem, the problem is within the word ‘tried’. Which then actually means that you haven’t actually ever really assisted and supported yourself at all – you just continued to accept and allow the experience within you. Because the word ‘try’ is used when you have already given up on yourself and didn’t actually really stand up within you to really actually assist and support yourself effectively.

Solbeena, what I have realised in removing myself from this world is that I actually in truth was ‘looking for a solution somewhere out there outside of me’, hoping it would be in another place – and it wasn’t there where I thought/believed it to be when I removed myself from this world and that my situation in the dimensions was no different to what it would’ve been here on earth – actually it had become much worse (as seen in what I have shared).

I was so stupid to think / believe that I’d actually find a solution to the experience of me outside of me, somewhere else, separate from me – because the solution was always actually right here: ME. That it is me as who I am that matters, that makes the difference – not where I am, that I will not find the solution to what I experience by running away from it, because this is giving up – this is not self honestly taking self responsibility for me as who I am in facing all that I have accepted and allowed within me.

Solbeena, self honestly: You have not actually really taken self responsibility for you and assisted and supported you effectively within the current situation you experience yourself within. I would suggest you actually really stand up within you and take self responsibility for you as who you are. We have to start, Solbeena, we have to stop what has become of this world, we must stop what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves, we must stop what we have done unto ourselves and others as ourselves and this is not done by running away, giving up or removing you from this world – and the only place we’re able to start is here within ourselves in every moment of breath by standing up and taking self responsibility.

The greatest gift you’re able to give you is self forgiveness, where you give you to you. I suggest to really actually start applying self forgiveness for all that you experience within you. All the pain and suffering you experience within you: You apply self forgiveness for. I’d suggest you write down your experiences in detail – all that you experienced within you from the past to where you are now and as you write you apply self forgiveness. Because in such a way, through writing, you release everything within you by placing it in words before you – and together with this, actually really apply self forgiveness. This is the first step of standing up within you and taking self responsibility – by releasing everything within you through writing it down / typing and applying self forgiveness as you do so.

Then to in every moment of breath – not accept / allow your mind as thoughts/feelin­g/emotions to influence you within you, because have a look – it is in participating in all those thoughts/feelings and emotions within you that is causing the pain and suffering – and YOU and ONLY YOU through application of every moment of breath by stopping participation in the thoughts, feelings and emotion together with self forgiveness is able to stop what you are currently experiencing within you: Nothing and no-one else can do it for you, you must assist and support you.

Don’t accept / allow you to give up on yourself. Have a look at what you’re able to do within this world with which you’re able to assist and support you in terms of earning money and then maybe another place to stay, get out there and see what you’re able to do, look at all options that provide the ability for you to earn money, maybe even at the same time a place to stay – but you actually have to get up and do it for you – be the solution and direct you and the experience within your world in such a way within which you’re able to assist and support you effectively. And also within this assist and support you within practical application in not accepting / allowing anything less than who you are. You have to direct you and your world – do not wait for something to happen for you, direct you and your world in such a way sop you may assist and support you effectively as you assist and support you within this process.

If you require any further assistance with regards to self forgiveness: Let us know – we’re here to assist and support you.

Uersti

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Buddha – The end of the Soul and Reincarnation

Buddha – The end of the Soul and Reincarnation

Transcribed and typed by Buddha through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 08/05/2007

I have no more a profound style of writing and communicating words in ways not known to be done through an individual human being on earth ever before. I am only here as who I am to communicate to each human being on this planet about the end of the soul and the end of reincarnation within existence in a way of absolute self expression of communication as who I am here in every moment.

Many are conscious of the soul and of reincarnation – I am specifically using and referring to the word conscious – you are not yet aware. Conscious would be the description of what I have just mentioned as each one is regarding the soul and reincarnation due to this information as known and understood by many human beings is but mere knowledge and information shared by many which happened to make sense. In making sense the knowledge and information about the soul and reincarnation was followed as a religion – the journey and path of the soul through the cycles of reincarnation. Human beings in this moment are but conscious of the soul and reincarnation due to this only being knowledge and information of something that has made sense to many – I am now sharing with you my experience of becoming aware of the soul and reincarnation and the reason why I have supported the removal of such existences within creation. If each human being were aware of the soul and reincarnation as I am and the dimensional beings as a few on earth – you would most definitely have supported the removal of such allowed and accepted establishments of separation within existence.

The soul – the soul as something separate from who and what each human being on earth as well as each dimensional being within the dimensions are have separated beings within existence from who they really are. You will have many dimensional beings referring to the statement and words of: “Who you really are”. The question within each may rise within of: “Who am I really – are you able to answer this for me?” Both yes and no – yes, I am able to through my own experience and process, so with many other dimensional beings’ experience and process describe to you what I have experienced as who I am through words – the living word as who I am as all as one and equal. I have to support each one through their inevitable individual processes which is to come here on earth as an experience of becoming who you really are. I am equal and one with who and what you really are – this one and equal essence and presence exist within and as each one of us – the only difference between us is our individual expressions. Thus, the “no” would be me not being able to specifically inform you of how and what your specific individual expression would be within the principle of oneness and equality within existence. Personally I would find this rather annoying being told and informed exactly of who and what I am. Annoyance due to the fact of when a being tells and informs me of exactly and specifically of who and what I am – this would once again be the sharing of knowledge and information – transforming the one who had given the knowledge and information into an icon – a followed – a God of sorts. This is not what I am or any dimensional being within existence asks for – no. I am here as many dimensional beings, sharing my experience together with their experience as who I am as they are to support each human being through and during your own individual processes. You will notice that this sharing of experiences from dimensional being as who we are has never been done before – we are clearly bringing through the application of oneness and equality within existence. I am not here to tell you or inform you of who and what you specifically are – I am here as many dimensional beings are to support you through your process of becoming through experience who you really are – to have the ability to express yourself individually as who and what you really are within and as oneness and equality.

Have a look – the dimensions as a whole exists within and as oneness and equality, yet, each one remain within and as their individual self expressions. Not told or informed by anyone and anything of who and what each one specifically is, as who they really are within and as their individual self expression. Otherwise it would have yet again remained knowledge and information shared by someone else instead of it being an unconditional experience of self as who they really are. To truly experience who you really are within and as oneness and equality through individual self expression – you have to trust yourself within this process. Hear the living word as shared within and as dimensional beings experience of themselves – hearing becoming here – here you will hear the living word as who you are and become aware of the lies and the deceits and the manipulations you have been forced to believe and accept and allow as you walk within this world as your life. You are required to experience who you really are as your individual expression otherwise it will become but knowledge and information told and informed by another – the other followed and worshipped through their words apparently making sense within your life in this world where no other answers are presented. A life within this world where there exist only waiting and hope of an answer instead of realizing that you alone are the answer to your life within this world where the possibility exist for each individual human being to experience and express their own individual nature within and as oneness and equality. Human beings have a tendency to want to and desire to follow – the innocence of each one abused and misused to not take responsibility for themselves within this world and their lives. When the answer is truly presented as each one being responsible for the expression of existence – this answer is immediately discarded and not considered as it’s apparently much easier and simpler to follow and worship another. Human beings prefer to place hope and trust within the desire of waiting within another to rather take responsibility – instead of each one individually allowing and accepting the truth of the realization that each are indeed individually responsible for the expression within existence. How did we get here in the first place? How did we get here to this particular expression within existence? This was not done alone by one singular being – this is impossible. This has been done through each and every single human being and dimensional beings participation through acceptances and allowances throughout their experiences within existence. Yes – few examples may have stood as individual human beings if you look back at the past which may have caused certain events to occur throughout history which had lead existence to be experienced and expressed as it is done here in this moment. What must be realized and understood is that many human beings supported such individual human beings who have caused certain events to occur within existence to have it be experienced and expressed as it is in this moment here by all in existence. Through the support – each human being is responsible for the expression and experience of existence here in this moment. The question I’d ask myself human beings – a question I have asked myself already is the following: “What am I participating and supporting within, that encourages the experience and expression of existence in this moment here?” “Is what I am participating within supporting the equality and oneness within existence as who I am?” “Am I individually alone standing up and taking responsibility for my previous participations within this world and in this life which has supported the expression and experience within existence in this moment here?” Such questions are only able to be asked within and as awareness. Consciousness follows, consciousness waits, consciousness hopes rather than taking responsibility for self as all as one within and as equality here in every moment. Awareness transcends consciousness – awareness directs, awareness stands up for oneness and equality, awareness does not wait or hope but realizes that it’s required to take responsibility for self as all as one to have the ability to make a difference within the experience and expression of existence. O’ one hears so often – the responsibility and making a difference within existence starts with self – yes – such words indeed ring true. The practical application thereof and the extent to which the responsibility of self in making a difference and standing up within and as oneness and equality has not yet been fully understood and comprehended within this world by human beings. The practical application of taking responsibility for self have not yet been realized and understood and comprehended within this world.

Firstly I am explaining the how and reason for the end and removal of the soul and reincarnation as understood, followed and worshipped by many human beings on earth in this moment here. Then after this I am explaining the extent to which taking responsibility for self really goes to be able to comprehend and understand and realize this statement in practical application for the first time on earth by human beings. As I have realized the extent to which responsibility for self as all as one within and as equality really must be taken through application within every moment here.

The soul – the holder of information and knowledge about who and what each human being apparently really is. This knowledge and information kept within a circular storage formation referred to as the soul within the solar plexus of each human beings’ physical anatomy – carried like a burden and baggage as each being experience themselves throughout existence as a duration of many lives through continuous cycles of reincarnation. Human beings not remembering the previous experiences of their previous lives in any way or form of expression whatsoever with no indication of the reason for events and occurrences which specifically take place within their lives – though are able to validate the reasons thereof based on the Bible of the soul as gathered through time through knowledge and information shared by those that have gone before them and believed in the religion of the soul and reincarnation. Human beings’ beliefs within the religion of the soul are not in control of their lives, of events and occurrences within their lives as they experience themselves here on earth. Seems it has become the desired, wanted and needed following and worshipping of human beings within this world and their lives to remain followers who exist in hope and waiting of another and to not be in control and directive power of their own lives. Seems it has become much easier and simpler to place one’s own life within the hands of something which carries the signature of separation as religion and belief as hope and waiting to not allow self to have the ability to take responsibility for one’s own life. Why has such an existence been allowed and accepted continuously where there is clearly seen within this world that it’s presenting no answer of practical application to make a difference within the experience and expression of existence? Following and worshipping sounds like hollowing and worsening – as beings hollow and worsen within their own individual lives within earth yet still allow and accept the experience of hoping and waiting instead of taking their own power and taking responsibility for themselves and their individual lives. What has happened to beings within existence? Why has no-one individually stood up and taken their power and responsibility for self for all as one and equal and realized and understood the importance of such a standing in practical application within and as oneness and equality? The reason: Human beings fear taking responsibility for themselves and for others – to take responsibility for existence within and as oneness and equality – this standing only realized and applied within and as awareness in every moment here. In taking responsibility for self as one and equal within existence is a power only able to be experienced as self if trust and honesty within application is proven to self as existence in every here moment. The fear of taking responsibility simplistically means change – quite an extensive amount of change – a total infinite change which includes the application of never being able to return to the past as who and what each human being was. This includes the fear of giving up who and what each human being within this world in their lives had become – the fear that allows for the following and worshipping of others creating a belief of hoping and waiting as responsibility is placed within separation as another. The primary becoming and experience and expression of each human being on this planet earth has become that of separation, fear of loss, control and enslavement of self within consciousness systems in this very moment within existence. The soul is another example where responsibility for self within each one’s experience within existence has been placed beyond each one’s reach who follows and worships the religion of the soul. The soul has been placed in a form of a package which hold all the knowledge and information of past lives experiences and expressions – this knowledge and information being kept separate from who and what each human being in their lives here on earth has become. Has anyone in existence ever asked the question: “Who and what am I” with the answer being an absolute statement of who and what they are within and as oneness and equality that is able to stand absolute within infinity. The statement the application as who and what you are in every moment within existence as you stand up within and as oneness and equality and within the supporting existence practically within your every here moment to bring forth oneness and equality within existence. As myself and each dimensional being individually share our experiences with human beings on earth – we will be making statements as who we really are – statements that not many human beings prefer to hear as previous forms of channeling from dimensional beings always had the presentation of stating words of exact nature of what human beings desire, want to and need to hear. I am not here as many dimensional beings to support your desires, wants and needs of that which you are required to hear to present within you some form of satisfaction and consolidation. No – I am here as many dimensional beings within and as oneness and equality to present to you who I am as they are to support you through your own individual process of awareness, oneness and equality to have the ability to support us to bring forth heaven on earth. The questions of who and what each human being really is as an absolute standing within infinity here in every moment has never been realized, asked or understood or comprehended due to the acceptance and allowance of the following and worshipping of for instance the religion of the soul. Do human beings really wish to continue with their experiences of themselves by not being in control of their own lives, not being the directive power within their own lives but to continuously justify and reason and validate their experiences of themselves within existence on this earth as their lives? Is this who each one has accepted themselves to become? Has each human being already given up and given in to the fear that exist within them as who they really are with the responsibility that is required to be taken in standing up for all as one within and as oneness and equality? The fear of losing oneself as who self had become driving self to succumb and accept and allow the following and worshipping of separation models such as the religion of the soul based within a belief of waiting and hoping? Where events and occurrences are experienced, allowed and accepted to become the definition of lessons required to be learned on journeys and paths and roads that apparently lead to enlightenment or some form of attainment even in the after life? Where lives and experiences of self are dependant on the requirement for the preparation of the following lives to come – even the experience of self in the afterlife as the dimensions? The soul forever and eternally on a journey and a path seeking salvation and forgiveness through the dedication of self as the soul to be given access and permission to the profound greatness of the enlightenment and attainment as a becoming of the soul due to possible past mistakes in previous lives? Such knowledge and information being kept within the circular formation within the human physical body within the solar plexus of each human being – where it remains and is carried as a burden forever and eternally? Human beings lost within the religion and belief of the soul, I have a question: Is what you are dedicating and committing yourself towards as the becoming through the journey and the path of the soul as enlightened within lessons as validations and justifications of events and occurrences within your life experience here on earth, practically supporting the standing up and taking responsibility for all as one and equal within existence to have the ability to make a difference in the experience and expression of existence? Or are you merely following and worshipping the attainment and becoming of something that is of the soul – beyond oneness and equality within and as existence as who you really are? Is what you are in this moment applying considering the rape, murder and abuse of innocent children within this world – or is there some form of validation and justification within the vocabulary of your religion of the soul to allow and accept such occurrences and events? This in turn not allowing one to take responsibility in such experiences of children – not realizing or understanding or comprehending that such children are who and what I am within oneness and equality and that something practical is required to be done to be able to make a differences to such occurrences and events within existence. This is what the religion of the soul allows and accepts – where focus is transferred to self only as self is on one’s own personal journey and path of attainment and enlightenment: “Fuck the rest – I am not responsible for their experiences within this world as the child that is raped, abused and molested. No – I will find some way of denying responsibility for such experiences by using vocabulary of justification and validation for the reason of the cause of such natured events and occurrences within this world. I am on my own individual journey – they must sort themselves out and commit and dedicate themselves to find salvation and forgiveness within the cycles of the soul according to the knowledge and information of the Bible of the soul – followed and worshipped as a belief to have the ability to attain to and become something more because I am less than and inferior. I will only be worthy, I will only experience myself worthy, I will only become worthy once I have committed and dedicated my existence to the journey and the path of the soul to ensure myself an experience of enlightenment and some form of achievement to satisfy my own existence here on earth and within the afterlife.” This is the statement of each who follows the religion of the soul within consciousness. This statement of each, this unwritten agreement and oath signed by each human being within the soul religion is the reason why we as one and equal within heaven as the dimensions have removed and destroyed and ended the entire soul religion within existence and the experiences thereof here on earth and within the dimensions. This religion have controlled and enslaved human beings and dimensional beings. When the beings within dimensions became aware of the extent to which the soul religion have allowed enslavement and control within existence – so each may eternally remain in never ending cycles of enslavement to something designed by a few to have the ability of power over beings in existence – we stood up to make a difference and have taken our power to support each human being on earth through their individual processes of who and what they really are. Not to be enslaved and controlled by a religion such as the soul and reincarnation which allows them to remain within eternal never ending cycles to never have the ability to take responsibility for who and what they really are within and as oneness and equality, to have the ability to awaken to the truth and realization of how existence had operated within and as enslavement and control through the design of religions. One of them being the following and worshipping of the soul religion and belief. Why am I able to make such directive statements regarding the application of following and worshipping the soul religion and continuous eternal never ending cycles of reincarnation – the supporting establishment on which the soul religion is based? I am here as each one, each and every single human being and dimensional being within and as oneness and equality to explain and share to you as who I am as each are within and as oneness and equality – who you most definitely are not! The reason: I know who each one is within and as oneness and equality because I know each one within the dimensions as who I am within and as oneness and equality. There is one constant within existence, there is one stability within existence: The existence of each being within existence as oneness and equality – yet experiencing the expression of individual natures, yet remaining within and as oneness and equality within existence. Yes – when each one stand within and as oneness and equality here in every moment you become aware of who and what each one really is, as who and what you are as oneness and equality. What I am not able to share with you is how you are individually going to practically express and experience your nature within the standing infinitely as who and what you are within and as oneness and equality here in every moment. The soul religion and reincarnation supported separation, supported enslavement, supported control – the soul religion was established within the image and likeness as the design of those few who proclaimed power over beings within existence. We as one and equal within the dimensions have stood up, taken responsibility and no longer support the allowance and acceptance of such religions within the designs of the image and likeness of separation, enslavement and control. Nothing within existence will remain which do not stand infinitely here in every moment as support within and as oneness and equality within the experiences and expression of each individual being within existence. No more will beings who have followed the soul religion be enslaved and controlled within endless cycles of reincarnation, following and worshipping the vocabulary of the Bible of the soul which is based on validations and justifications to remain within and as separation within existence as who and what they really are. Human beings lost within the soul religion eternally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel – still remaining in the beginning of the tunnel with the light at the end of the tunnel just out of reach as they are enslaved and controlled in the beginning through endless cycles of reincarnation. They never truly reach the light at the end of the tunnel as promised through dedication and commitment. Allowing themselves to remain within the eternal endless cycles of the soul within reincarnation through justifications and validations of the reason for the following and worshipping of the soul religion. Lost and trapped within eternal endless cycles as justifications and validations are based and founded on the unwritten oath and agreement signed by human beings within the soul religion, and has the requirement to learn lessons through a journey and a path which never lead to the destination of the light at the end of the tunnel as a promise made to those lost and trapped within the beginning of the tunnel of attaining and reaching through commitment and dedication. No – the path and the journey those lost and trapped within the soul religion experience are the eternal endless cycles within reincarnation of the soul as they remain continuously always at the beginning. Never truly practically applying themselves in every here moment to reach the destination of the end of the tunnel as the light of the becoming of who they apparently are as they travel through the tunnel to reach the destination promised to them.

Here is already the indication of the problem as separation within the soul religion: That the attainment and achievement of self is only able to be reached at the END of the tunnel through progressions of lessons and ascension within higher planes in the dimensions while human beings remain in the beginning lost and enslaved within the cycles of reincarnation. Who you really are, is simplicity in application in every here moment – with every breath: I am here. What must be realized and understood is that who you really are is infinitely here in every moment with every breath within and as awareness, oneness and equality – infinitely here. There is no requirement or need to apparently go on some form of attainment and achievement course lost and trapped in eternal endless cycles of reincarnation never really ever reaching the light at the end of the tunnel dangling like a carrot for the donkey to follow. Focused only on the light where nothing else in existence exists but your own personal gain within the soul religion.

This is what the beings in the dimensions realized – we have been lied to and deceived and manipulated into believing that the soul religion is a valid justifiable method of existence that must and will be accepted by all who believe in its existence. It is solely based on separation enslavement and control – as I have before discussed many a time within my sharing of experience regarding the soul religion and reincarnation. The definition of religion according to my experience would be an establishment of knowledge and information based within separation which many beings commit and dedicate their lives towards for some form of satisfaction and comfort or purpose. The word purpose have been misused and abused within this world by human beings instead of realizing they are required to be purpose, to become purpose, to give themselves as who and what they really are purpose. Exactly as we in the dimensions, including myself did. We have given ourselves purpose which stands within and as oneness and equality – the purpose to support human beings on earth to experience their individual self expression within and as awareness, oneness and equality, here in every moment. No more will we allow separation enslavement and control within existence as who and what we really are. What we have realized and understood also is that we have never before supported human beings on earth with any such processes where we walked with you in every moment of experiencing yourself within this world in your life. We stand within you as you within and as oneness and equality to support you in every moment with every breath until you also come to realize and understand within and as awareness who you really are as equal and one with ourselves. So we may stand together in heaven and on earth to bring forth the experience and expression of existence as heaven on earth – preparing the way for the children to come. Existence is clearly no longer able to continue as it’s being expressed and experienced in this moment here on earth – the situation of existence is not becoming the creation of the image and likeness of who we really are within and as oneness, equality and awareness. As I have mentioned and as each one is probably noticing – the dimensional beings coming through this interdimensional portal are not communicating with profound words in communication of conversing exactly that which you desire, want and need to hear. The reason for this is due to the application of oneness and equality within heaven as the dimensions – where each one of us exists within and as oneness and equality – speaking with one voice, one sound as the living word as who we are. Heaven as the dimensions have been for some time now been experiencing the application of oneness and equality and the practical application thereof. We have extensively applied forgiveness – and still do in every moment of application to support ourselves in standing infinitely here in every moment within and as oneness and equality to be able to get this process on earth done. We in heaven are standing as who and what each human being really is – supporting you through the exact same process we have experienced within heaven as the dimensions. It may take quite some time, yes, we are aware of this factor due to the nature of human beings’ on earth experience within space and time whereas we in heaven as the dimensions were privileged to experience this process in quantum time. Now – even still within the dimensions what we have experienced within the process so far is to a certain extent still knowledge and information which we are placing into practical application through supporting human beings within their processes here on earth by walking with them in every here moment on earth. Practical application would be the becoming and experience of oneself as the knowledge and information which had been understood and realized by oneself through a process. Practical application is living the knowledge and information as a statement of who and what you are in every here moment which stand into infinity and stand within and as oneness and equality within existence. Here we in heaven are doing exactly this – due to quantum time within the dimensions we are able to become the knowledge and information as understood and realized through a process of forgiveness. The becoming and understanding and realization of knowing: This knowledge and information I have understood and realized as a becoming of myself, is not enough – I have to, as each being within the dimensions, including yourself inevitably soon – apply and live this knowledge and information in every here moment to prove to myself that I am trustworthy and honest in every here moment and I am able to stand as who and what I am, stable and constant within infinity as only I remain.

If you do not allow yourself to practically apply who you are as the knowledge and information you have realized and understood as who and what you are – even that which you have experienced within the understanding and realization of the knowledge and information will be lost. This is exactly why existence has become the experience and expression of this moment here – no being has ever understood the importance of placing knowledge and information into practical application – we have remained separate from knowledge and information as who and what we are. It must be lived as a statement of who and what we are in every here moment which I am able to stand as into infinity within and as oneness and equality and remain stable and constant. The soul religion as a round circular carrier of knowledge and information stored from past experiences, occurrences and events of past lives is but a mere example of the separation we in existence have allowed by not becoming through living and applying practically in every here moment the knowledge and information as who and what we are to be able to stand stable and constant within infinity here in every moment as awareness, oneness and equality. Instead – due to us merely becoming knowledge and information carriers with no indication of who and what we really are which is able to stand stable and constant here in every moment within infinity – we have allowed separation to design establishments such as the soul and reincarnation which support enslavement and control in not allowing ourselves to realize and understand oneness and equality as who we really are in every here moment. Where does separation exist but within each one of us within existence – and unless we stand up within and as oneness and equality in every here moment by placing knowledge and information into practical application as a statement of who and what we are which is able to stand stable and constant into infinity – nothing will change the destructive course existence is experiencing and expressing within separation, enslavement and control. This is the reason I state that each one of us is indeed responsible for the experience and expression of and within existence in this here moment. This is what heaven as the dimensions have realized and understood – and we are making a statement of who and what we really are in every here moment on earth through supporting human beings within their individual processes as we place the knowledge and information of who and what we are into practical application. Doing this to prove to ourselves we are able to stand constant and stable here in every moment into infinity within and as oneness and equality.

What must also be realized and understood is the following: We have indeed removed the soul religion and the reincarnation establishment within existence – this does not mean however that the experiences within this life on earth will change as it will still hold the signature of the soul religion within consciousness. The reason for this is due to the extensive belief and worshipping and following of each human being lost and trapped within the soul religion. You have so extensively ingrained the belief of the soul religion within your very being as the presence and nature of who and what you apparently are – supporting separation and enslavement and control within existence. This indeed we are not able to remove and destroy – this will be each one’s individual process of life being born from the physical. See – all human beings on earth have become but knowledge and information holders and carriers who exist within separation and fear – there is no life within you as who and what you really are – no life – you have not lived yet. Living is when you place the knowledge and information as who and what you are into practical application in every here moment within and as oneness and equality which is able to stand constant and here in every moment as awareness. This is your individual process here on earth in your life which we in heaven are supporting each individual human being with – where you will have to take responsibility for what you have supported, accepted and allowed within existence. Remember – if we had to remove and destroy everything, including the consequences of your individual participation within the soul religion as who and what you have ingrained yourself as becoming through your beliefs, worshipping and following and then informed and told you who and what you are – this would have been useless. No – you are now being supported through a process of actually experiencing your individual expression within and as oneness and equality. What remains as consciousness soul religion play outs within human beings’ experience of themselves here on earth in their lives is necessary to remain to be able to transcend all such previous applications which have supported enslavement, control and separation. This also necessary to be able to actually go through the experience of birthing life from the physical – to be able to infinitely stand stable and constant here in every moment. Also necessary to be able to go through the process of standing up and taking responsibility for yourself as who and what you are here in every moment – understanding and realizing the importance of placing knowledge and information as who and what you are into practical application in every here moment. Above are the reasons why some play outs within consciousness as the soul religion within human beings lives who had become ingrained with the belief of worshipping and following the soul religion as their presence within this world are required to remain as it will become part of their process of experiencing who they really are. You are only able to release yourself from such establishments within separation, enslavement and control by absolutely standing up in every here moment as oneness and equality within awareness – such standing is only able to be practically applied when all the implications and consequences are understood by human beings who are lost and trapped within the soul religion. This is only able to be done within and as awareness – awareness is the standing of self in every here moment when all consequences and implication of actions, behaviours and words are understood and realized which support the establishments of consciousness as separation, enslavement and control.

Each one may wonder and question how we have removed the soul religion and reincarnation – what I am as many dimensional beings stating here is the following: This is each human beings’ last life as it is known, to be experienced within separation, enslavement and control. It is as much up to human beings as it is the requirement of the support from the dimensional beings who walk with you in every here moment whether you will be experiencing the process as who and what you are here on earth through the birthing of life from the physical as heaven on earth will be established – if not – you will experience who and what you really are in heaven the moment you cross over to the dimensions/heaven. Either you will allow yourself to experience the absolute standing up of yourself infinitely here in every moment, constant and stable within and as equality, oneness and awareness as you experience who and what you really are within and as your individual self expression as you are guided and supported by the dimensions. Or you will discard such an experience and expression within this life – return to the dimensions where you will realize and understand the knowledge and information of who and what you really are within and as oneness and equality and join the rest of us to place who and what you are into practical application here on earth as you support them as yourself within and as oneness and equality to bring forth heaven on earth where life will be born from the physical. Where you will but observe to a certain degree what you have missed out on and have not allowed yourself to experience and express within this world. Reincarnation has changed from the perspective that the beings who come through to earth in this moment within existence – will all become interdimensional. Where they will stand as existence as heaven and earth as one and equal and have unconditional access to both realities within existence, including communication and sight within both heaven and earth. They are the example of who and what each being within existence really is within and as oneness and equality – as they will be expressing and experiencing themselves individually here in every moment within and as oneness and equality as awareness. Thus – we in heaven are preparing the way for the children to come as ourselves within and as oneness and equality to bring forth heaven on earth so they may unconditionally express themselves here on earth as who and what they really are. This is all that is necessary from each and every single being within existence to bring forth heaven on earth to prepare the way for the children to come as an expressed practically applied example of who and what we really are. All that’s necessary is to stand up in every here moment as oneness and equality, live through practical application the knowledge and information as who we are here in every moment to be able to prove to ourselves we are able to stand infinitely here in every moment as trust and honesty as ourselves – infinitely stable and constant. Taking responsibility for what we have allowed through separation and enslavement and control – taking responsibility; the standing of self in every here moment within and as oneness and equality.

This; what I have shared with each human being is a statement of who I am and what I stand as within and as oneness and equality here in every moment with heaven. The soul religion and reincarnation as understood by human beings have been removed and has ended. So has many other such establishments within existences ended which supported separation, enslavement and control. You will still be experiencing the outflows of the consciousness soul religion establishment within this world as it’s already been designed within your life – extensively so – due to the ingrained nature of your own individual beliefs within and as the soul and reincarnation religion. The rest is up to you with the support of heaven to realize that that which has already been done is not able to be undone – it is done and so it will remain unless you stand up for oneness and equality and existence as one and take responsibility in every here moment for what has been allowed and accepted within separation, enslavement and control. The moment is here, always infinitely so – whether it be your experience here on earth or in the dimensions – it is inevitable – but up to you with the support from heaven. Heaven has stood up to such an extent that the process of experiencing oneness and equality and expressing your individuality as who and what you really are within existence – have become inevitable.

Are you standing up for all as one as equal and taking responsibility for who and what you really are in every moment here on earth within your life in every here moment to experience your individual self expression as who and what you really are? Or are you waiting, not trusting, preferring consciousness enslavement and control – rather making the choice to experiencing yourself in heaven within the dimensions where you will also realize and see and understand who and what you really are before you will be making the exact same inevitable choice in heaven within which you had the opportunity to make while you were on earth. Understand – whether in heaven or on earth – you will inevitably be making the exact same choice for standing up and taking responsibility for all as one and equal. Why not do it here on earth in every moment where you immediately place who and what you really are into practical application as a standing into infinity preparing the way before the children as you create heaven on earth here as an expression and experience of who and what you really are?

This is Buddha – the name no longer a reference to who and what I really am.

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