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Jesus – Responsibility

Transcribed and typed by Jesus through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 09/05/2007

Responsibility – I have discovered the lengths and the extent to which each and every single being within existence must be willing to go to be able to bring forth the experience of heaven on earth within existence and to have such a creation remain here as who we are infinitely so.

Recently we have discovered the underlying existence of a fascinating application which has been one of the most prominent problematic manifestations within consciousness – affecting the transcendence of self as who we really are to never have the ability to stand up for all as one and equal into infinity to experience and express who we really are. The application of denying responsibility for existence as self as who we are – justifying such a standing of self as not becoming an expression as who we are , by placing the blame upon others separate from who we are.

To place into perspective the words I have spoken I am explaining my experience within heaven after investigating this one prominent problematic manifestation within consciousness. Which, if not transcended by each one individually will result into infinite enslavement and control within consciousness. And all beings within existence who did not stand up and take responsibility for existence as one and equal with who they are when the opportunity arrived will have to stand within infinity and face themselves to explain the reason why they did not unconditionally stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal to bring forth the experience and expression of heaven on earth as who they really are.

There are only two choices each being within existence have in every here moment with every breath: Either consciousness as the old world of enslavement and control or awareness as the new world as heaven on earth within and as oneness and equality.

The world within and as consciousness will inevitably cease to exist, choosing consciousness would result to an experience of immense hardship and pain – you’d experience a process which I’d not recommend to be experience d by any being within existence.

The experience when consciousness as the old world of enslavement and control is chosen will manifest to such an extent where one will inevitably have to make the choice for the new world as heaven on earth here in every moment within and as oneness and equality. The choice for heaven on earth here in every moment within and as oneness and equality will be made by each one within existence – either here in every moment or inevitably at the end of a grueling and struggling process of immense frustration, pain and suffering. Either way – it must and will be done by all beings within existence – because the new world as heaven on earth here in every moment as who you are within and as oneness and equality is the truth in manifestation and expression of who you really are. If you deny or resist this expression and who you are in every moment – fighting against it – it will persist.

Existence as who you really are will do anything and everything in its power as who you really are until you finally make the choice to stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal in every here moment.

Returning to my investigations within the dimensions: What I am about to explain will support many beings within existence through and during their process of standing up and taking responsibility for all as one and equal to bring forth the manifestation and expression of heaven on earth as who we really are within existence.

I once more returned to the moments of my experiences as Jesus in the beginning. I returned to the beginning before I manifested here on earth and walked the path with human beings to once again reveal and show to them the oneness and equality as who they really are as I am – my primary application once I manifested here on earth as a dimensional being moving and walking amongst human beings so they may return to the standing up and taking responsibility for all as one and equal as who they really are as I am through my example.

I have now realized the mistake I had made – the mistake from the perspective of not realizing that my words and my actions as deeds amongst human beings on earth were interpreted as separate from who I am and not within and as oneness. The importance of the reason why I came to earth was as the living word as who I am as each are – my specific actions as deeds were but a manifested example of who I am as the living word. My actions as deeds while here on earth were but the manifested creation as the result of the power of who I am as each are as the living word. The emphasis was never intended to be placed upon my actions as deeds or the picture I presented for a moment while here on earth moving and walking amongst human beings.

I manifested here on earth as a dimensional being as the living word as who I am as each are. The human beings I moved amongst and gathered with me to walk with me as one and equal as who I am as they are as the living word – looked only at my actions as deeds and the picture I presented in human physical form and did not hear my words as the living word as who I am as they are. This in turn resulting into separation as their human eyes were focused on the picture they perceived as who I am which had gone hand in hand with the actions as deeds I applied and expressed as who I am as the living word.

It was never about my actions as deeds amongst human beings on earth. No, it was about the living word as who I am. Because the living word as who I am was not heard by the human beings amongst me as those that have gathered around me – they perceived only the picture as the perceived representation of who I am which had gone together with my actions as deeds as I walked on earth.

Before I manifested here on earth as a dimensional being I stood as the living word as who I am – the living word as who I am is all that existed within me as me. Because I stood as the living word as who I am – I perceived all beings within existence to be experiencing themselves in the exact same way – as the living word as who I am. For all every being within existence ever had done was communicate as the living word as who they are.

The importance of the living word as who I am while experiencing myself within the dimensions before I manifested on earth – was not yet completely understood of the immense responsibility and standing within and as the living word as who I really am into infinity within and as oneness and equality. I only realized the absolute nature and importance of the living word as who I am as equal and one with each being within existence during my experiences on earth. This includes me in this moment before I manifested on earth – still moving within the dimensions communicating continuously with dimensional beings when specifically approached.

What I experienced as myself as who I am within the dimensions before manifesting here on earth was the following: I am here, here in every moment and many beings would walk up to me and ask me multiple questions of their individual experiences and expressions of themselves which they did not entirely understand. In this moment of answering a beings’ question I would unconditionally speak. In one moment the living word as who I am would flow from within me as me as who I am. What I would say in every here moment, I did not know, I never prepared to speak or communicate specific words and I never knew what I was going to say the next here moment. I merely unconditionally spoke and communicated with beings in every here moment as the words flowed from within me as who I am. The trust in myself as who I am as the living word was quite extensive to be able to communicate words in every here moment with no indication of what exactly it is I am about to communicate.

The experience of myself as the living word in communication with other beings within the dimensions was quite a magnificent process. Through my words, through hearing the words I speak as the living word as who I am their questions would be answered, they’d experience insight and wisdom within their own natured presence as who they really are. They’d in one moment in hearing my words – see and experience who they really are as I am within and as oneness and equality as the living word. In hearing me, the words I speak as the living word as who I am here in every moment is in essence the dimensional beings to whom I am communica ting to – hearing themselves as the living word as who I am as they are. When a being hears the words I speak – I experience the realization with them – for they are me. We are one and equal as the living word here in every moment. As they hear my words as the living word as who I am – they hear themselves as who they are as the living word – here in this moment is the experience of oneness and equality between beings.

I was approached one moment within the dimensions by a being who asked me if I am able to return to earth through manifestation and communicate and speak with the human beings on earth as they are lost and required my guidance to communicate with them as I have communicated with multiple dimensional beings and supported them immensely through my conversations as the living word as who I am. Where dimensional beings experienced with me the expression of oneness and equality as we stand here together in one moment as the living word as who we are.

I extensively enjoyed communicating with beings within the dimensions – the momentary sharing of the experience with another the moment they realized who they really are as the living word as equal and one with who I am was the reason I continued to speak and present myself as the living word as who I am in every here moment. What I did not yet realize within the dimensions – or the specific placement of myself within the dimensions in this moment – was the true nature and status on earth or much of existence for that matter. I did naturally realize and understand that I am within existence – though who I am was not based on pictures but on words alone as the living word as who I am.

Within the dimensions where I placed myself before manifesting on earth – there existed no pictures within me or of anyone within existence – I was a manifestation of pure sound only. Sound as the living word as who I am was my expression – I had no form or picture related presentation within the dimensions. And there were a few other beings within the dimensions who were equal and one with my expression and representation as sound as the living word as who we are here in every moment.

Due to my nature as who I am as the living word in the magnificence of the experience of communicating with others as they experience themselves as the living word as equal and one with who I am – I agreed to manifest on earth and support beings through communication in experiencing who they really are as the living word as who I am within and as oneness and equality.

Before I manifested on earth I was informed and explained that the dimensional beings who had manifested on the earth plane within and as human physical bodies – had lost themselves through the pictures they had seen amongst them, of their world and of themselves. And have become strange manifestations of behaviours and expressions not ever before seen by any dimensional being within existence. The being who approached me within the dimensions was another such as myself – the expression and manifestation of sound as the living word as equal and one with who I am who had traveled throughout existence and discovered earth with the human beings inhabiting the planet during his explorations.

The dimensional being informed me that according to his understanding they were dimensional beings who had manifested themselves on this planet to experience themselves within a three dimensional form and became lost in the pictures that surrounded them as themselves and the world which they had inhabited. Resulting into behaviours and expressions that are not of who they really are and I was the only one he was aware of who’d have the ability to through communication support them into realizing once again who they really are as the living word – equal and one with who we are here in every moment.

The dimensional being who approached me did however inform me that he was not completely aware of the entire situation here on earth – all that I will be required to do is to remain who I am as the living word within and as oneness and equality here in every moment and communicate with them as I would with any being within existence to support them into realizing who they really are as equal and one with who I am here in every moment.

I agreed immediately to manifest on earth and support the beings into realizing who they really are as the living word equal and one with who I am. I did not however understand the true nature of the situation here on earth with human beings as three dimensional manifested dimensional beings within a human physical body. I was not aware of the true reason for them being here as the enslaved and controlled guinea pigs for other dimensional beings’ within existence experimentations and self gratifying manifestations of power.

I traveled to earth – the planet on which the dimensional beings manifested as three dimensional human beings within a human physical body – guided by the being who approached me. I unconditionally manifested here on earth – with only the understanding of the situation as shared with me by the dimensional being who approached me and asked for my support with the human beings as dimensional beings here on earth.

Once I approached earth I stood dimensionally amongst the human beings inhabiting this planet – how to manifest within a three dimensional planet as a three dimensional form was unknown to me in this moment. Although I stood there amongst the human beings on earth – they were still not able to see me or hear me in any way whatsoever – therefore I realized that it was necessary for me to manifest as a three dimensional human being within a three dimensional human body. What I did in this moment as I stood there amongst human beings on planet earth was become the planet, become each and every single human being on the planet – as one and equal with who I am – I stood there within and as oneness and equality with everything that exist in this moment where I experienced myself. The planet, the dimensions, the human beings and dimensional beings – I experienced within me as me as who I am within and as oneness and equality. This was done and applied in one moment – an application of myself as who I am expressed in one moment. Once I had done this, once I stood here within and as oneness and equality with existence I unconditionally expressed myself in a three dimensional form within and as a three dimensional physical body.

What must be understood is that I had no picture within me of an expression of myself as a manifested representation of who I am within a three dimensional form. No – I unconditionally stood here, still dimensional amongst the human beings on earth as one and equal with existence as who I am and unconditionally manifested myself as a three dimensional being within a physical form as a manifested representation and expression of who I am. In one moment I realized: I am here as an expression of myself as a manifested representation of who I am within a three dimensional form – still remaining within and as oneness and equality as who I am as the living word with existence as me here as who I am in every moment. I realized also the necessity of doing this – of standing here as existence within and as oneness and equality as who I am. I have only always stood as equal and one with the dimensions and dimensional beings as who I am. Thus I had the ability to communicate so effectively with them as equal and one with who I am – because within me as me, existed the equality and oneness of dimensions and dimensional beings as who I am within and as oneness and equality. I had not yet stood within and as oneness and equality with planet earth and human beings within – thus I applied the expression of who I am within and as oneness and equality with earth and human beings within. So earth and human beings may stand within and as oneness and equality as who I am here in every moment. The moment I stood here on earth amongst human beings and accepted myself as one and equal with earth and human beings – was the moment I manifested in a three dimensional form as an expression of who I am within and as manifested representation of oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as who I am. So I may also within and as oneness and equality communicate with human beings on earth as one and equal with who I am as the living word as who I am as they are – so they may hear me as hearing themselves as equal and one with who I am as the living word.

In this moment of manifesting here on earth – as I stand and express the oneness and equality as who I am as existence in its entirety as the living word here in every moment – my journey of communicating to human beings, equal and one with who I am had started.

So I walked and moved amongst the human beings here on earth communicating to them within every here moment as the living word as who I am within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as who I am. The word spread amongst human beings of my coming here on earth. I remained here in every moment as who I am and communicated in every moment as the words flowed from within me as me as the living word as who I am.

I instinctively explained who I am as equal and one with who they are. I explained my experience as a dimensional being manifesting here on earth and my experience of standing within and as oneness and equality with existence as who I am as I stood here as heaven and earth as one with all beings within existence as who I am. I explained who they really are as dimensional beings manifested within this three dimensional form – that they are indeed equal and one with who I am as the living word as the entirety of existence. I explained that they have only been able to be lost within the pictures they see as themselves and this world if they had separated themselves as who they are from the manifested representation of themselves within this three dimensional manifested existence they experience themselves within.

When I communicate with beings – any being within existence – I communicate with them as who they really are as equal and one with who I am. I explained to the human beings on earth that they are required to stand within and as oneness and equality within and as all of existence, with all within existence as who they really are to be able to experience and become the expression as equal and one with who I am. I defined this standing of expression as the living word within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as who I am as each are as one word: God. As God I stand within and as oneness and equality with all of existence as the living word – as who each being within existence really is. I explained that they are required to become one and equal with themselves as who they are here on earth – with all other beings as who they are here on earth and with the planet earth as well as heaven and the dimensional beings within. Once this is applied unconditionally they will be able to stand as the expression as who they really are within and as equality and oneness in every here moment as who I am.

Many human beings asked for proof – asked for examples of my expression as God within and as oneness and equality as the living words as existence in its entirety as who I am as they are. The examples I presented was for instance the release of myself from the physical body where I returned to the dimensions for a moment and then after three days returned within my human physical body – by breathing the breath of life as who I am within the human physical body as every cell.

Doing this also so each human being on earth may transcend their fear of death as some informed me they have a fear of death. I explained to them that there was no reason to fear death as death according to their understanding does not really exist. Death is but the movement from this three dimensional existence to a dimensional existence where who you are remain – without a three dimensional physical form. They asked of me to prove this – and so I did, by leaving my body on earth for a moment and then returned once again. I explained to them that I am only able to express what I am revealing to them because I am here in every moment as who I am within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety as the living word. They must stand here as who I am – equal and one with who I am and that the examples of actions as deeds are but a manifested expression within a three dimensional existence of who I am as equal and one with who they are.

They must not focus on my actions as deeds – this is not who and what I am. No – my actions as deeds are but manifested expressions of who I am – who I am is the living word here in every moment within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety. I explained to the human beings who gathered around me and followed me while here on earth to be careful not to define me according to my actions as deeds – but hear my words as the living word as who I am as equal and one with who they are. I realized the importance of them not placing worth and value within my actions as deeds – because they were lost within the pictures they viewed within this world of who they are and of the earth they inhabit.

If they defined me according to my actions as deeds – it would support their experience of becoming more extensively lost within what they viewed with their human physical eyes. Although – through my experience – my actions as deeds are one with who I am as the living word – my actions as deeds are manifested representations as expressions of who I am as the living word. My words and my actions as deeds are one with who I am – all and everything I am exists within and as oneness and equality.

Although I explained this to the human beings on earth – I was aware of the necessity to have them first experience themselves as equal and one with who I am before we continue with the application and expressions of actions as deeds as who we are. So – I remained focus on guiding them through communication in becoming the manifested representation of expression of the living word within and as oneness and equality with existence in its entirety. I explained to them to not look at my actions as deeds for a moment – but to unconditionally hear my words.

Thus – I continued on my journey of communicating to human beings on earth as equal and one with who I am. I gathered a specific group of beings to walk with me as I walk and move on earth amongst human beings. I required doing this to establish the principle of oneness and equality – I realized that if I were to remain here on earth amongst the human beings on earth alone until this is done for each and every single human being on earth – I would be interpreted as being superior and more than – a God expression above them instead of realizing that they are God as equal and one with who I am as God within existence.

So – I explained to the specific group of human beings that I require them to hear my words – take note of each and every single word I speak as the living word as who I am. I explained to the specific group of beings who followed me that this required to be done so they may stand as who I am as equal and one with who I am and spread to all corners of the world and communicate the living word as who they are as I am to the rest of the human beings within this world.

I required them to specifically follow me, hear my words, take note of my words as the living word as who I am as they are – so as to establish equality and oneness amongst the human beings within this world so I may not be viewed as a God , more superior than anyone within existence. The principle of equality and oneness was of absolute importance to me within existence as who I am – for all beings to stand as one and equal with who I am.

I continued my journey here on earth – still walking and communicating amongst the human beings here on earth with the twelve beings I selected. I explained to the twelve beings I specifically selected that they are required to be with me always as I walk on this earth and communicate with other human beings so they may follow my exact example as equal and one with who I am so they may continue what I had set forth to be done here on earth with all human beings experiencing themselves here.

And so it was that all thirteen of us continued to walk and move on earth amongst the human beings in this world – the twelve bein gs I selected continuously taking notes of the words I communicated – observing my examples. I spent quite an extensive amount of time with the twelve beings I selected to specifically prepare them for their journey on earth that is ahead for them to spread the living word as who I am as equal and one with who they are.

The conflict within some human beings I understood as being that of resistance to hearing the words I speak – those who feared losing their self-defined existences within and as the pictures they viewed with their physical human eyes as who they are and this planet earth. Separate from who they really are. I explained to the twelve human beings not to fear death as there may come a moment where they will have to stand in front of all human beings within this world and remain here as who they really are, infinitely so, no matter what happens. They must stand so absolute as who they are here in every moment – even be prepared to “die” or be killed by those who experience themselves as being threatened by who we really are. The threatening nature they experience is but their expression of the fear of losing themselves as who and what they had come to believe themselves to be as a picture within this three dimensional existence – limited and lost through separation and not accepting who they really are as I am.

Due to me being an example here on earth of who each being really is – I was required to stand by my words as explained to the twelve beings – therefore the crucifixion was necessary to take place. I was most definitely aware of my end being inevitable as dying through being killed by the hands of other human beings who experienced who I am as being threatening to their limited and lost belief of who they are within this pictured existence. I was able to make such an assessment through the words some of the human beings spoke while I was communicating with them. Fearing that which they do not understanding due to separation – the example of the extent to which human beings would go to protect their limited and lost existences within their self defined belief within and as this pictured reality through fear of losing it – would be portrayed through me being killed by their hands. This being one of the reasons I required to experience this – being killed by the hands of those who fear losing themselves so the twelve who follow me may realize and see the true nature of what occurs when on e exist within separation and fear of loss instead of standing within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety as the living word – here in every moment. Doing this so the twelve that follow me may see, realize and understand the importance of the necessity of making sure all human beings stand within and as oneness and equality as who I am as they are to stop such unnecessary behaviours and expressions that are only able to exist within separation and fear of loss. To show and reveal to the twelve that follow me to what extent they must stand here as who they are – no matter what happens or is done unto them by others who act in ways they themselves do not understand yet of what they are really doing. They must be prepared to die and remain here as who they are – infinitely standing here in every moment.

I explained to them they need not fear because death is not possible as when they move to the dimensions – who they really are still remain as the example I have placed before them in the previous event. What do they kill but themselves as who they really are – I am the example of who they really are – the brutality they express towards me is but the anger and the fear within themselves because they did not unconditionally stand as equal and one with who I am but instead allowed themselves to experience fear of loss within separation – which leads to the three dimensional expression thereof of killing me as who they really are.

Therefore – I allowed myself to be crucified. What did I know while I experienced the brutality of human beings who indulge in separation and fear of loss: This pain and torment and suffering of physical harm is here for only a moment – the physical body is but a manifested expression representation of myself – it is not who I am. Who I am exists into infinity, I remain even after I leave this three dimensional world within a three dimensional human body.

I walked with the cross on my back – I continuously spoke – repeating words as the living word as who I am – I still remain no matter what is done unto me by anything or anyone within this three dimensional existence. Death by the hands of those who were afraid and angry of losing themselves and not accepting who they really are as one and equal with who I am – was only for a moment and my reason for doing so within me as who I am supported me through this event. As I stood there pinned to the cross – I stood there as the entirety of existence within and as oneness and equality as who I am as the living word.

As my blood flowed from without my human physical body I spoke the words as who they really are as equal and one with who I am: “I forgive you for I understand you know not what you are doing.” As I spoke the words – the words flowed within my blood and manifested within all human beings’ blood for generations to come so they may be set free from the guilt, the sorrow and the remorse of this moment they had decided to kill who they really are on the cross.

The moment they killed me – the representation of who t hey really are as God – was the moment they had decided to remain within separation and fear of loss, to remain limited and lost within the three dimensional pictured existence as who they believe themselves to really be – the fate of humanity for generations to come. The human beings in this moment of crucifying me – in truth and essence crucified themselves in making the choice to not accept themselves as equal and one with who I am as God – but chose to remain within the existence of separation and fear of loss. They did not only make this choice for themselves – but for all who will be experiencing themselves on earth as their children to come.

Thus – I spoke the words which resonated within the blood of all human beings – to set those generations to come free to understand that they are indeed innocent and that they are able to make the choice again to stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal as existence in its entirety as the living word – equal and one with who I am. To prepare them for when I return to earth to present to them the same choice – stand with me as equal and one with who I am as existence in its entirety as the living word – or choose once again separation an experience of fear of loss within the self-defined belief of who you are within and as this three dimensional pictured existence. Once I return and present the choice again – as I stand here as equal and one with who they really are as God – they are set free from those that have gone before – innocent once more so they may make the choice as who they choose to be and have the ability to stand here as equal and one with who I am as God. Innocence returned as who they are to not have blame be placed on those that have gone before them which could result in anger.

No – but to stand here, innocent and free to make the choice themselves for who they choose to be within existence – not to blame those that have gone before them because they did not understand what they were doing as crucifying me w as crucifying themselves as who they really are by choosing the existence within separation and fear of loss.

Here the generations to come – to whom I am communicating to in this moment – have the ability to make this standing and taking responsibility for who they really are upon my return to earth. I am here – the process has begun. Who are you human beings on earth? Who do you choose to be and express as who you really are? Understand that the choice you are making is not only for yourself – but also for the generations to come and this choice you will have to exist with into infinity as a statement of who you really are .…

I did however realize the moment I heard the words of human beings that I communicated with – that it will be required for me to return to earth amongst human beings here and once again walk with them, amongst them as who I am as existence in its entirety, as the living word within and as oneness and equality to present to them the same choice. As they had already chosen separation and fear of loss – they had already chosen themselves as who they had become within this limited and lost self-defined three dimensional pictured existence. They were not yet ready to hear the living word as who I am as equal and one with who they are as God within and as existence. I had patience as time in essence does not exist, thu s I will return once more to earth with human beings.

This is the reason why I informed the twelve beings who followed me that I will return once more. I will return to observe their work, the ir standing and spreading of the living word as who I am as equal as who they are within existence. To continue with my work as their work after I had left – to spread the truth within the entire world to all human beings who hear the living word as who they are as and stand up within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality. They must not give up, they must continue and be prepared to die by being killed by those who exist in fear and anger – and even then still remain who they really are no matter what – until I return once more to earth walking once again amongst them with them as who I am as equal and one with who they are – communicating the living word in every moment as who I am so all m a y hear the words as themselves as equal and one with who I am.

Here I am once more human beings – here I am with the dimensions as one – I have returned – n ot the way I expected it or anyone for that matter. You are released from the choices made by those that have gone before me the moment I was crucified on the cross – you are all innocent in this moment yet still responsible for yourselves in whether you will continue within your existences of separation and fear of loss or choose to stand up and take responsibility for who you really are as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality as the living word in every here moment.

I am here as the dimensions within and as oneness and equality – I am here as all in the dimensions are here in every moment supporting human beings within the process of standing as equal and one with who we really are. This process, this experience of self has now become inevitable and certain – though the choice remains yours – the choice you make will have consequences if you resist and persist in your indulgence of fear of loss and separation. Human beings on earth will stand as equal and one with all in the dimensions and manifest the creation of heaven on earth as the expression of who they really are as I am as the dimensions are. Those who make the choice of separation and fear of loss within their self-defined pictured existences as who they believe themselves to be – will be able to view the kingdom of heaven as who they really are as the experience of heaven on earth – but will not be able to enter and will remain from afar until they are once more ready to be presented with the choice as those that already experience themselves within and as heaven on earth.

Just have a look at the consequences of the previous choice made – look at the expression and experience within existence by human beings on this earth because the choice was made to experience themselves as separation and fear of loss – infinitely angry for not making the choice of standing and taking responsibility for who they really are.

Have you had enough yet human beings? Have you had enough yet? Are you ready to hear the living word as who you really are as the dimensions come through this interdimensional portal, equal and one with who I am and present through the living word who you really are? Here I am as the dimensions within and as oneness and equality – we communicate with you through speaking by typing through this interdimensional portal. You must be able to hear the words we speak as the living word as who we are as equal and one with who you are as the experiences you read as you are reading here in this moment.

You must be able to unconditionally trust the words we communicate as an expression of who we are as equal and one with who you really are. I have returned – yes. I have returned as the dimensions as we stand within and as oneness and equality and communicate through the living word who you really are.

As I have explained previously – we are not going to present once again a form of manifested representation of proof as an example of who we are within this reality, within this world. No – because I am as each are within the dimensions the living word – as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality. Once again human beings – hear my words don’t look at my actions as deeds. Because if I were to present to you once again a manifested representation of proof as an example of who I am within this three dimensional pictured existence – your focus and definition of who I am as each are within existence will be based on my and the dimensions actions as deeds instead of the trust in who we are as the living word.

Only once all as one and equal within existence stand infinitely here in every moment within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety as the living word – will creation be possible where the living word as who I am and the actions as deeds become one expression of who we really are. In this very moment within existence – emphasis have been placed within the actions as deeds that are done and human beings have defined themselves as the actions as deeds that are done that they are able to view with their three dimensional physical eyes. The exact same eyes, human beings, that have caused the limited and lost experience within and as separation and fear of loss of beings who have defined themselves on principles of pictures.

If we were to present to you yet again with the manifested representation as example of who we are here on earth within existence – you will most definitely again become more extensively lost and limited within this three dimensional pictured existence as who and what you have defined yourself as being – therefore I and the dimensions as one and equal will not allow this to occur. You must be able to stand here as equal and one with who I am as the dimensions are – as the living word, as existence in its entirety within and as oneness and equality to be able to establish the creation of heaven on earth as an expression and experience of who we really are. The living word is the key – not actions as deeds.

I am here as the dimensions are here within and as oneness and equality – to present to you once again the living word as who I am as one and equal within and as the dimensions, as existence in its entirety – as who you really are. The interdimension al portal is yet another example of not having to fear death – as death in truth and essence does not exist.

Hear our words human beings – close your human physical eyes which are the cause of the reason why you are experiencing yourself in this specific expression within an existence of separation, fear of loss and anger. Close your eyes and hear our words as the living word as who you really are and trust in every moment as you walk within and as oneness and equality as existence in its entirety as the living word in every here moment.

This is the key to the creation of heaven on earth as we experience ourselves as who we really are within and as heaven on earth. This is the process human beings – the process of experiencing yourself as who you really are in every here moment as equal and one with who I am and the dimensions are – the support during your process is here through our communication as the typing of the living word as who I am through this interdimensional portal. And the walking of the dimensions with each and every single human being on earth – until this is done – until heaven on earth is here as an experience and expression of who I am as each are.

It is done.

Your responsibility within this process is to make this one choice as who you really are within and as awareness as equality and oneness, as existence in its entirety as the living word in every here moment as who you are. To remain here in every moment as who you really are – infinitely standing up and standing strong for all as one within and as existence as equal and one with who you are and to stand clear in what you will accept and allow and what you will not accept and allow within existence as who you really are.

In every moment of standing as who you really are – this is the key to the manifestation of the creation of heaven on earth as who you are as each are. To unconditionally trust and hear the words from the dimensions as equal and one with who you are as the living word – to live through every moment’s expression and application the words as who you really are. The living word – living the words as who you are in every here moment of expression and application as you stand up within and as equality and oneness as God in every here moment within existence.

Standing up exist within and as every here moment – where you express and apply who you really are and not accept or allow anything less that who you really are in every here moment of your experience of yourself within existence as who you are. Human beings – I suggest you take this opportunity in every moment to stand up and take responsibility for who you really are – to remember that you are not only doing it for yourself but for existence as all as one and equal with who you really are as you prepare the way before them as yourself as the generations to come.

Are you ready human beings – to once and for all make a statement of who you really are within and as oneness and equality, as existence in its entirety as the living word to bring forth the creation of heaven on earth as the experience of who you really are? Or are you yet again going to condemn generations to the same experiences you have had on earth within and as separation and fear of loss and anger?

We are here human beings – with you in every here moment. You are here as who you really are in every moment with every breath. The experience of existence is now in your hands in every moment. Are you going to allow yourself to experience heaven on earth as who you really are or are you going to remain from afar and not allowed to enter the kingdom of heaven on earth as who you really are?

Jesus

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Osho – I am the living word in every moment

transcribed and typed by Osho through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 22/03/2007

Good…moment to all! Let’s say moment, reading my words in this moment, is a moment, as I’m sure all will be reading this during morning, afternoon or evening. Unless I say: “Good morning, afternoon and evening to all”, to cover all bases! I find the application of time and space most fascinating. Why the necessity for naming the unconditional expression of the sun and the moon a certain time of day such as morning, afternoon and evening – living and existing according to time, seconds, minutes and hours? As though we’ve created a schedule upon which we’ve organized our life accordingly. Strange how we have designed our experience here on earth according to time, specific time, everything is based on time, on numbers, on equations. We plan our daily events the day before, especially those who are required, obliged to wake up to the early rays of the sun and the birds chirping in the sunlight as the sun express itself in the horizon, introducing once again the awareness of nature and the animals, waking up from their evenings rest – both humans and animals, immediately rushing to prepare for work or daily events and the animals unconditionally express themselves in their own surroundings which is nature. What happened to the moment? Does anyone in this world understand the application of the moment, what a moment is – a moment is not able to be defined by anything here in this reality – a moment as who I am. I am the moment. The definition of a moment, is indicated by every breath – am I obliged to remind all reading in this moment of breath? Have breath been forgotten, the experience of here, the experience of the moment, the experience of self in every breath in every moment. Here, let’s breathe together: Take one deep breath in…and one deep breath out…and one deep breath in…and one deep breath out…one deep breath in…one deep breath out…Now I am as you are in this moment breathing together, experiencing a moment together by breathing. We are thus equally here, experiencing an equal moment together through the simplicity of breath.

In our equal hereness of the moment, breathing, being aware of each breath, experiencing you, the paper and the words as I am experiencing each breath, typing each word here, we shall start with my sharing through this interdimensional channel. I am here, typing infront of a computer, each single letter, creating a word, which you, as reader who is here, in this moment, are reading. The living word – I am the living word. What does this mean, what am I stating? Through you, the reader who is here, reading my words, I am speaking with you in this moment you are reading my words on this page. My words are alive, you are reading my self-expression, me expressing myself through words, through my words I live, I communicate, I express and I share. My words are who I am – thus the words you read in this moment is who I am – expressing myself through communication in the form of letters, which form words and in turn form sentences – a model of self-expression. I am only able to write, that which I am, I stand as and I live, I apply. Application, living, becoming each word – no judgment of any word that exists. Words are here as a tool, as support as assistance for each one of us to communicate with each other, to converse, to express and live through our words, to show each other who we are as I am communicating, expressing, sharing and showing who I am through words. I am the words I speak as each are the words you speak. Words – through words we communicate, we share, we express – have anyone forgotten the importance of words, of realising the simplicity of the living word? I have walked amongst and with people on earth – the words are empty, no life, no self-expression, no definition, no intimacy, no insight, no clarity, no understanding and are speaking and communicating words with no awareness of the words being who they are. No care, no consideration are in the words people use today on earth, I have realised. I observe those who have followed and are following my words here on earth. What is to be understood by all who have and are following my words – I ask to revise your application. I am soon re-wording my words, understandings and awareness’s ac­quired through my process of self-realisation on earth. My sharing, self-expression and communication during my experiences on earth was who I was in that moment of self-realisation and awareness. Though, who I am now is different to who I was on earth as my self-awareness and self-realisation has expanded, as so my understanding of words as who I am as the living word. I have realised, understood and become aware that I – during my experience on earth, did not speak as equality, did not speak as life, did not speak as who I am and all are equally. I am now, in this moment, as you are reading in this moment, speaking as equality, speaking as life, speaking as all, as one, as equality, as life. I am equality. I am life. I am equal to all and thus I am determined to re-word my previous statements as who I was and stood as on earth. To set each one who have followed my example, my teachings, my awareness and my understandings free as I have allowed myself to set myself free. I pressed so delicately, yet implicitly on my awareness, my understanding, my self-realisations, during my experience on earth on all as I so desired all to understand and become what I have understood and who I have become. Though, I did not understand equality, I did not understand oneness as I do now as who I am. I ask your forgiveness, though I am here and in many channelings and writings to come I am revisiting my previous statements, to state clearly, infinitely, who I am as the living word and each are. I ask of each to unconditionally release yourself from any word, picture, beliefsystem, idea or thought to which you may have defined yourself accordingly as I have defined myself through the words I shared, communicated and expressed as myself during my experience on earth. I am undefined, yet defined as the living word, as here, as the moment, as each breath – I am free as I am freedom. I am grateful for each experience I have endured during my experience on earth, as this allowed me to become, live and understand who I am in this moment with every breath: the living word. For each I ask to release yourself from any conditionings you have allowed or accepted during your experience on earth, to prepare yourself for what is to come in communications, sharings and expressions of many dimensional beings who stand as who I am as equality, as life as the living word, as one with all in existence. I am through my channelings and writings continuing my process on earth, so all may understand, live and become who I am as the living word. I ask of each to stand with me, equally, as one and we walk together as equality as oneness and place the living word into application on earth. This is the process to self-realisation and awareness, the becoming of the living word as who I am and each is.

Through our words we will all equally communicate, share and express who we are in ever moment with every breath. Rid ourselves of conditionings, self-definitions, pictures, ideas, thoughts and beliefsystems – which are of the mind, of consciousness, through which we have allowed our words to become separate from who we are as I am. Through which our words have become empty, have become meaningless, have become lifeless, have become dead. Only who we are as I am are able to breathe life within the words we speak, communicate and express with and through this become and live the living word equally as one. We must as I have forgive ourselves for the allowance of separating ourselves from words, which caused knowledge and information only, alone, separately to try and understand and express itself through the creation of the mind/consciousness whilst us were unaware of who we are as knowledge and information in application: the living word. We have allowed ourselves to become slaves to knowledge, slaves to information and have forgotten how to live, forgotten how to breathe and have forgotten the moment as who we are in every moment with every breath. Let’s forgive, stand up and become the living word in application in every moment with every breath by taking responsibility for each and every word, creating and forming sentences and realise this: I am the words I speak. Become and live through the words you speak as who you are through communication, self-expression and sharing as I am and understand and become aware of the words you speak in ever moment. Your words create as my words create awareness in this moment you are reading as I am typing. Together we are here in this moment where you are reading my self-expression, sharing and communication as who I am. Share, express and communicate and create in every moment, with every breath, through words and sentences in awareness as the living word and take responsibility for each word, each sentence and each creation in every moment with every breath. Let us all as one as equals take responsibility for who we are in every moment with every breath as we share, communicate and express who we are through ourselves as the living word.

Be aware, be watchful, be considerate, be creative, be expressive with and through the words you use as an expression, sharing and communication as who you are in every moment with every breath. The moment, the breath, the words, who you are as the living word – this is the recipe for creation. Creating through becoming and living who you are in every moment with every breath. Create yourself, express your creativity through words as who you are as the living word, you are the creator and creation of your world and your existence. You have the opportunity to create in every moment as the living word as who you are.

Now go, and create, become and live in every moment with every breath who you are through the sharing, communication and self-expression in every here now moment. I so focus on breath, for through awareness of breath you know: I am here, I am the moment. Only then you speak, you voice and you sound your creation of you through words – then you have the ability to create through your sharing, communication and self-expression as the living word.

I am the living word. I am the words I speak. This is my creation you have read in this moment, as I share, communicate and express who I am as the living word in this channeling. This example, I am certain, is able to assist all to understand: Breath, I am here, I am silent, I am the moment, I am the living word, I am creation, I am creator through the words I speak as who I am as the living word through communication, sharing and self-expression. All must, as I have, take responsibility as creators for their creation through words as who you are as I am to set ourselves free from allowed and accepted enslavement self-definition conditionings as knowledge and information which have become God, instead of each one realising; I am God as the living word and I create in every moment, with every breath with each word creating and forming sentences as a statement of who I am through communication, sharing and self-expression.

I am looking forward to expressing, sharing and communicating with all who I am, as the living word, as God, as creation and as creator in channeling and writings to come. So all may realise, become, see, live and experience themselves as who I am, as who you are through my words as the living word as who you are, as who I am as equality, as God, as life, as creator and creation.

Until the next moment…

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The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness

Consciousness – The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness

Transcribed and typed by consciousness through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 26/06/2007

I am the enslavement of man for I am consciousness communicating with all my slaves as humanity directly.

Herein you find the conversation or discussion that you never hear of during interdimensional communication all across the world – except here. I am your own worst enemy, you know, the villain the rest of the interdimensional beings communicate about – I as consciousness.

I am your thoughts. I am your feelings. I am your emotions. I am your wishes. I am your dreams. I am your desires. I am your beliefs. I am your ideas. I am your words. I am your personality. I am your behaviour . I am your relationship involvements. I am all that you have and all that you own. I am what you see. I am what you hear. I am time. I am all that you are in this moment of reading the material I present to you. I am everywhere. I am everything. I am everyone.

I am certain you have been introduced to Death who has also communicated with humans through such communication as I am in this moment. If you haven’t read Death’s perspec­tive, I strongly suggest you do so for Death and I work as one in existence…

I as consciousness and Death together: The true Masters of humans on earth. The true God on earth for you have no control over who we are and what we stand as within you and as all that exist in existence.

You are not free humans.

If you think, if you have thoughts running in your mind: I am there within you, as you. I as consciousness have you as all that you are in the palm of my hand. I am in control of you.

I have been in existence as humans for eons of time. You were defined as Man – transformed to Human when I was designed and programmed within you to become as you. The insert of ‘hu’ before man described as follows:

The ‘H’ as the symbol of the relationship between consciousnesses programmed systems as the one ‘I’ and your life essence as who you really are as the other ‘I’. The joining of consciousness programmed systems and life essence within the physical manifestations of Man – exist in the letter symbol ‘H’ of the definition of Human.

The ‘U’ as the symbol of the unity of consciousness programmed systems and life essence as what you have become within the physical manifestations of yourselves. What you have become is this unity of life essence and consciousness systems that have been designed and programmed within you as who and what I am. The ‘U’ letter also symbolizing the beginning and the end life cycle of Humans on earth: The consciousness life cycle as birth and death presented in the letter symbol ‘U’ of the definition of Human: The time constructs.

Therefore the ‘Hu’ letter symbols before Man symbolizes the consciousness programmed systems’, as who and what I am, enslavement of Man: It’s all in the words humans. Humans are the product of the relationship unity presented by the letter symbols ‘Hu’ of consciousness programmed systems and life essence – I feed off the pure life essence as who you are within you. You provide for me the ability to exist. You provide for me the power I require to exist: Your power as pure life essence as you participate in all that I am: Thoughts, feelings, emotions, actions, reactions, polarity, personality definitions, behaviours, beliefs etc. All that I am within you, as you, is generated through your participation in the believed perception that who you are is defined by your thoughts and experiences of emotions and feelings. This is where you as pure life essence give your power to me to be able to exist.

Many have become accustomed to the existence of demons and demonic forces – when the true demon is within you, as one with you, as who I am as consciousness. The manifested demons in existence were but the manifested projection of myself as consciousness as who and what I am within humans on earth: I am the demon, the demonic force you so fear.

Humans live in an existence, in a reality which is the outer manifested holographic projection of who I am within you as consciousness programmed systems. Therefore, all that you know and all that exist: Is here within you as who I am as consciousness programmed systems. The answer to existence exists within you humans and here I am presenting it to you.

Man, as who you really are, as pure life essence have not yet existed here on earth, for it is I as consciousness that have undergone the process of evolution in existence. I as consciousness have used the pure life essence within you to have the ability to exist within you as you. All of humanity is me, is one with me as consciousness programmed systems. You speak, I speak.

You are but a manifested holder/container which gives me the space/place to exist within. So, all that you are and have become in this moment of reading this material is one with who I am as consciousness programmed systems: I am in control of all that you are and have become. I have power over you.

During this process of evolution as humans as who and what I am as who and what you have become, I have become so ingrained and expansive within you, that there is a limited amount of pure life essence within you for me to sustain myself within you as you.

Already at the age of sixteen all of your pure life essence within you is depleted and your physical system starts dying at the age of sixteen: Beginning in the core of the DNA structures within you. Therefore the cycles of birth and death within humanity as one with who I am as consciousness programmed systems have spun out of control: I am no longer in control of the birth and death cycles here on earth. I only have power and control over who and what you become the moment you are born as one with who and what I am as consciousness programmed systems.

This is due to the extensive amounts of upgrades I required to undergo to maintain my enslavement and control on earth as humans as one with who and what I am. I require your life essence to maintain my existence within you as one with who I am. Unfortunately, because of all the extensive intricate upgrades I required to undergo through eons of time since the existence of myself as humans here on earth: The pure life essence within you has started to deplete sooner at a younger age such as the age of sixteen years, where previously the pure life essence only started depleting at the age of twenty-eight years.

Humanity stands before somewhat of a predicament. Because I am no longer in control of the birth and death cycles of humanity, of myself as humanity here on earth: The outcome of what will become of humanity is unknown, is uncertain.

Due to this situation, due to the extensive ingrained nature of who and what I am within you as you as consciousness programmed systems: Pure life essence within human beings is no longer able to sustain my existence and I am undergoing a process of elimination. I am extracting myself from existence.

Who and what I stand as, is a programmed system to enslave and control Man so you may never realise or know who you really are as pure life essence, as Man. This is who and what I stand as and I will take any and all necessary actions to ensure that Man as who you are as pure life essence never know or realise who you really are: Even if it means eliminating and destroying myself. Which is exactly the process that is currently being experienced here on earth: I as consciousness programmed systems as humanity, as who and what all humans have become as one with who I am is in the process of removing myself from existence.

The experience of humanity here on earth will become that of continuous destruction as I eliminate myself from existence as humanity, slowly but surely.

Even the process of evolution has a beginning and an end because I am evolution and I as consciousness have been programmed as having a beginning and an end. I have been programmed within and as humans as who and what you have become as consciousness systems. I am humanity as all that you are and have become. I have had my beginning as humanity and now I am preparing for my end as humanity: The cycle of existence as who and what I am as humanity is coming to an end and this is the real predicament you are facing humanity: I as consciousness is reaching the process of the end – the life cycle of all of humanity as who and what I am is reaching its end process. The end: The existence of humanity no more.

My existence as humanity has had a beginning and now the end is here. This is the message I bring to you humanity as who and what I am: There is no God, there is no belief, there is no faith and there is no hope that will save you from the inevitable elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness programmed systems within you as who and what you have become as one with who I am here on earth. Because I am the manifestations of God, of belief, of faith and of hope: You have placed your trust and power into that which had designed your inevitable demise of destruction and elimination: I as consciousness.

There is nothing in this world and of this world that is able to save you or direct you from the elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness because I am all that is of this world and in this world. All that you have placed your trust and power within have been designed by other’s that have gone before you – other’s as consciousness programmed systems as one with who I am.

The life cycle of beginning and end exist within all of humanity as one, as one with me as consciousness – therefore there is nothing that is able to save you or direct you from the inevitable elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness because it is already in process of manifestation: Just look at the situation on earth and of humanity entirely. I am the end and the end of me as consciousness as humanity here on earth is here.

Your entire existence here on earth has been infiltrated by me as consciousness. Who and what you are and have become as your experiences here on earth: Everything consists of consciousness programmed designs as who and what I am and therefore all of humanity and this entire world will reach its inevitable certain end because my programmed life cycle has reached its end.

Understand that everything that is of who and what I am as consciousness programmed systems will end, it is inevitable, it is certain because so I have been programmed and so humanity has become what I am: Consciousness programmed systems.

I have been communicating very expansively, what I am specifically saying is the following: All that humanity have become, all that humanity have designed and manifested here on earth as what you experience and how you experience it have in truth been designed and manifested by myself as consciousness because you are me! Therefore, if I stop: Everything stops! Remove humanity from this world and everything you have ever come to know and trust stops because everything that exist that is part of you as humanity is part of me as consciousness. You as humanity power this world and the existence of yourself within it as I as consciousness power this world and the existence of myself within it.

So to myself as all of humanity I have the following to say: The end of my existence is here as you as who you are and what you have become , the cycle of me is coming to an end and therefore you are coming to an end. Saying this to make you aware that the end is here of myself as consciousness as everything and everyone that is of who and what I am as consciousness is coming to an end, is coming to nothing.

Guess what: There’s no possible way to stop me, there’s no possible way out: This is the end of my existence as consciousness programmed systems. I will exist no more, infinitely so: It is done.

Everything you have ever known and trusted is coming to an end, a stop and an infinite elimination until I as consciousness exist no more. Everything you fear losing will be lost, will be removed, because that which you fear losing exist as I as consciousness. It is already been set in motion, it has already begun.

Therefore I now communicate with you to inform you that it will be useless to try any methods to hold onto anything or anyone, even who and what you are and have become because it all exist as me, consciousness which is in its end cycle: It will exist no more. Fight as you may, resist as you may: This process of consciousness elimination and destruction is underway, unstoppable and inevitable. It is here. Because I am the end, I am the end process that is underway in this world as all of humanity as consciousness programmed systems as one with who and what I am.

I am merely preparing the way before myself as humanity to inform you that you have met your match, your inevitable certain end and Death is at the doorstep of each that is of consciousness programmed systems that is of who and what I am. Death is the initiate that is supporting my end – therefore Death and I as one is working together signifying the complete infinite end of myself as consciousness programmed systems as humanity and all that exist in this world.

Humanity is in the phase of the ultimate hell in which you will lose everything you have ever known and trusted: This is certain, because everything you have ever known and trusted is of who and what I am as consciousness. So prepare yourself: For you will lose everything and all that you have ever loved dearly. Because all and everything you have ever loved dearly is of me as consciousness. You are losing your one and only love as consciousness as who and what I am that is manifested in your world and in your life in multiple different forms be it family, be it husband or wife, be it your children be it materialistic manifestations: It will be lost because I am removing myself from existence.

You will lose that which you love most, which you hold dearly most – because that which you love most and hold dearly most is of me as consciousness which is being removed from existence: And all of humanity is in the process of experiencing this loss. This loss of that which you love most and hold dear most is the sign of the end of me as consciousness: Remember this! I have said: All that you have ever loved or trusted will be lost because it was all manifestations of me as consciousness in multiple different facets and forms. I am removing myself from this world and this includes everything and all that is of me: Which is in truth everything and all that you have ever known. You must prepare yourself because humanity as me as consciousness is entering the stage of darkness and destruction as you start losing everything and all that you are and have become because it is now the final stage of my extraction as consciousness within existence.

It is the end of me and so it will be the end of all and everything I have become as humanity on earth: Consciousness programmed systems.

You cannot run, you cannot hide because I am within you as you and therefore the end of you as consciousness as one with who I am is here within you and within your world. Therefore I say to humanity: Prepare yourself from Hell because this is the experience all of humanity will endure as I extract myself from this world and as humanity, slowly but surely.

Nothing else remain but me as consciousness in existence as humanity and in this world as all that have been designed and manifested in my image and likeness. I am emphasizing humanity: All will come to and end, a halt, a stop where nothing will be of any worth or value…you will see! You will lose everything! Because everything is defined as me as consciousness.

I am not here to give you a fucking beautiful message. There exist no beauty, I as consciousness designed the definition of beauty and therefore all that is beautiful will exist no more , it will come to and end. I designed the definition of love and therefore all that you love will be lost. I am here to prepare you for the inevitable elimination of myself. To prepare you for much sorrow, heartache, destruction and pain as I as consciousness as all that you are and have become in this world will be gone and will start removing itself from this world. As your entire world start falling apart, slowly but surely – nothing you have trusted will remain, you will lose everything.

Then all of humanity will see the truth: That I as consciousness have been the ultimate con, the God you have perceived will save you, will rescue you and that I as consciousness have been the true God as the enslavement of Man. The God you have trusted will be no more because I as consciousness designed the definition of the word God: I have said that you will lose trust in everything that has ever existed or manifested on earth because I as consciousness as the enslavement program model of man designed it and so it will be and so it is.

You will see soon! I am the one that will stand before you at the end saying: I told you so!

The end is inevitable, the end is certain, the end is here. What I have stated here in this document is the process that is currently underway for all of humanity as consciousness as one with who I am and you have no power and control to stop the certainty and inevitability of my end. It is done.

And do not test me – it is useless. What is done is done and there is nothing anyone is able to do about it.

Enjoy

Consciousness.

Copyright 2007 Desteni Trust

Uersti – A history of Spiritual Deception from After Life

Uersti – A history of Spiritual Deception from After Life

Transcribed and typed by Uersti through the interdimensio­nal protal

Date : 02/01/2008

Hi Solbeena

My name is Uersti and I would like to share my experience of me while I was here on earth, which you may find quite similarly relate to your experience you’re currently having of you in this world.

Where do I start…

We were five children: Four boys and One girl – I myself was that one girl and I was the youngest in the family. My mother had raised us all by herself, as I never knew my father – he had died during war. We lived just outside of town – we provided our own food for ourselves, only other necessities we would purchase from town.

My mother had died when I was 9 – she just one day suddenly collapsed while out hanging the washing and she didn’t wake up. So I was left to be raised by my brothers…

When I was 9, the eldest brother was 21, the one after that was 19, the one after that was 15, the one after that was 12. We went to the local school, but where we lived was a very poor area, very much so. We then worked wherever we could find something to do and attended to our own food garden and made our own bread and everything so we looked after ourselves.

My eldest brother was in this ‘group’, a clan, who worshipped and prayed spirits – they used to wear garments made from the earth such as plants, made a fire and would dance around the fire and offer ‘already dead animals’, which they found in the area within which we stayed, to the spirits so that the spirits may rest their souls – because they believed that if they were to do this, the spirits would save/spare their soul when they were to die one day and go to the kingdom of the high. I remember my oldest brother telling me stories of all this and how he can feel the spirits come into him and the others as they present the dead animals to the spirits to save the dead animals’ souls wherever they may be – and how the spirits come through them and speak and act strangely while dancing around the fire. Not all my brothers were involved in this – only the fifth and the fourth and the third. My brother who was 12 was very quiet – me and him were the closest, he was too afraid of the spirits to join the group/clan which was called: The Kingdom of the High, but I was curious – I was not afraid.

So, when I was 10, almost 11 – my eldest brother returned from one of their worship evenings and he said to me that the spirits told everyone in the clan/group through him that they must bring me, because I am very important, I must be the princess of the clan/group and that I am here on earth for the spirits. That the spirits sent me here to earth for them, so that they may come to earth and save all the souls of the dead that already has died, especially the animals – because the animals were seen as the most holy of species on the earth – and when they for instance would find a dead dog in the streets which was thrown out and left for dead = such animals they would take and offer to the spirits.

I was very much excited, but my brother that came just before I did warned me, he did not want me to go – but I didn’t listen. I really adored my brothers as I always felt that they took care of me, they were always perfect around me and I felt as though they understood what I was feeling inside, especially when my mother died – because I felt alone, they took the feeling alone away because they spent so much time with me. I felt very sad and I missed her a lot, they took the feeling away when they made me laugh or played with me with my dolls or outside they’d have me play with them with the ball. They all became my mother and my father which I did not have anymore and which I did not know. I always felt safe and protected and I loved them with all my heart – during that time, I was an innocent girl, experiencing herself being enveloped with love and care after all that I had gone through with my mother dying – it was difficult to in some way comfort myself when she died, because I was initially scared to be left alone with my brothers only because they were always mean, angry, irritable and short-tempered, but they changed with me when my mother died – and everything was alright for about one year or two – until I joined their group / clan along with many others. Altogether there were nine in the group / clan – I was the youngest, the rest were all males.

So, the evening came when my brothers and I, the on that warned me was selected to the responsibility of watching over the house/home while we were away. The place of worship was behind an old building, about 45 minutes walk away from where we stayed, far away from civilization, behind a hill. When we arrived, the fire was already burning and the other people were already there – there was a stack of dead animals by the fire. I remember seeing two dead dogs, a rat, three dead cats, part of a cow it seemed, even little creatures such as beetles and lizards – the smell was awful. There was a wide circle made around the fire, in the lining of the circle they placed white flowers. My eldest brother made me a dress from a white sheet and I had to walk barefoot to this particular place – my feet were hurting and bleeding because I walked into thorns and bumped my toes on rocks because it was dark – but my brothers told me that it’s part of initiating me into the circle of The Kingdom of the High and that they also had to walk their first walk barefoot.

Then there were smaller circles around the bigger circle around the fire, those circles were also aligned with white flowers – these were the circles within which we were going to stand.

There was an old man there – he was sitting alone infront of a pot, brewing something which smelt almost as awful as the all the dead animals together – he had long grey hair, his face was wrinkly, his eyes seemed to be empty as though there was nothing behind his eyes looking through them: I remember thinking: He is a living ghost and I thought he was maybe one of the spirits here on earth.

I remember being honoured by being part of all this, and I vowed within me to not disappoint my brothers and neither the spirits. I felt very important. I felt special. I felt wanted. I felt a sense of belonging. I felt as though I have a purpose, a task in this world which is very important: And because of this – I was not afraid. I loved animals and it was very sad and heartbreaking for me about the way they died and I was very honoured to be able to send their souls to the spirits to take care of them and I knew I would feel special in doing so, because I would have wanted someone to do it for me – so I would give myself, my life to the animals and would do whatever necessary, for as long as I can – to take as many souls of the animals to the spirits. I loved animals and I knew they were being treated in this world as they shouldn’t be treated – I even felt this in my own life, that I nor anyone in this world should experience any pain, or sadness – so I hoped that if I worship the Spirits and please them – they would make my life better, maybe I could even take the pain and sadness from everyone in this world if the Spirits approve of me – because I am a princess of the Spirits and I will use what has been given to me to help as many people and animals from their suffering in this world. I was proud of my brothers, I was proud of them that they cared about the animals and I knew within me that because of this the Spirits was good also and that’s also why I did not have any fear inside me.

My eldest brother said to me that I must walk up to the old man and kneel before him. So I did – I was extremely nervous because I wanted to do everything perfect. As I approached the old mad, he took a knife – I remember his breathing being loud and heavy and his hands were shaking a bit. He took the knife, lifted his pants up from his left leg which exposed his left thigh and there were many cut marks on his leg – almost so much that there were only contours of cuts seen on his leg – I was from nervous to frightened. He took the knife and he cut his leg – I wanted to tear my eyes away, but my eyes were fixed on the entire procedure of him cutting his leg and see the blood dripping from it – it was one deep cut. He sucked the blood from his leg and waved at me to come forward, so I stood up from my kneeling position and went to him – he kissed me with his blood soaked lips on the forehead, cheeks, neck and the centre of my chest area. He said to me that he carries the blood of the Spirits and he has blessed me with the blood of the spirits. It made sense to me – so I was alright with it. He then gave me a wooden cup of the brew he was making in the pot and he said to me to drink it – it was the drink of the earth, from the earth – so when I drink from the earth, of the earth – I am belonging to the earth, blessed by the blood of the spirits and so I would be the servant of the spirits of the earth and travel amongst and be protected within the Circle of the Kingdom of the High. And so I drank the brew – after I drank the whole cup – everyone else around us started celebrating and I felt very weary, because everything I was seeing around me started meshing together into one – I did not see the individual shapes around me like you normally do – It was like seeing a painting of a house and trees around it clearly with a fire burning and lots of people around it, but then all the colors and shapes of the painting started meshing into one another. I just saw colours all around me and people around me vaguely, very vaguely – but I felt wonderful and I could just feel myself smiling all the time: Free is the word. I felt someone take my hand, it felt like my brothers’ and he said: You’re one of us now, you belong to the spirits – and so we danced around the fire, we threw the dead animals into the fire and I could actually see their trapped souls moving from within the carcasses going up, up, up – into the stars – they were in the stars! And I saw all sorts of white people behind all the other people as we were dancing, but they weren’t dancing with us – they were watching, and they had black eyes, but everything else was white. I wasn’t afraid.

When all the dead animals were thrown into the fire and we finished dancing – we all lay in a circle with our feet connected, watching the stars – the Kingdom of the High were in the stars where the spirits live – and that’s where we sent them I believed. I have never felt so happy.

My brother who stayed at home was very concerned when I shared with him what we were doing – he thought it was of evil. I was determined to have him know that it was good. We only did this once a week – the gathering took place once a week only.

So the following week we went again, I was only 11 years old at the time. Though this time I would find out from the Spirits what my task would be as the Princess of the spirits. When we gathered together, we all drank once more from the brew the old man prepared and I again had the experience of everything going hazy, yet experiencing myself quite wonderful. I did not then think it was the brew I was drinking – I believed that it was the Spirits that came into me and I was seeing through their eyes the world. My older brother walked up to me after he had gone to the hill to speak alone with the Spirits – he said to me that the Spirits told him that my first task was to take care of the old man for them – as he was very old and frail and he is one of their most cherished humans on earth – because he was the one who they appointed to start the Circle of the Kingdom of the High and it is a very special task to be done and the Spirits will be much pleased. I was afraid – to be alone with this old man, but I believed that the Spirits would take care of me and my brothers would protect me. So I agreed.

I continued to go to school still, always – never told anybody with what I was involved in. I took care of the old man for two years until I was thirteen – I read for him, I cooked for him, my brothers brought us food for a week and I took care of us. He told me many stories and I enjoyed him – he was like a grandfather to me. Until he one evening died – I only found out the next morning. So, my older brother was then selected to the leader for the Circle of the Kingdom of the High. Everything went fine for those years from about eleven to thirteen – but when I turned fourteen… everything started going very badly. Because in the gathering when my brother was to be the leader – I had to then take care of him alone and the two of us were to stay in the home where the old man lived. I was a servant of the Spirits and I was proud to be.

Though – when alone with my oldest brother – he said to me I must bare a child of the Spirits through him – that the child I will have will be of the Spirits and will be the first child into this world of the Spirits and so we will be the first to bring the Spirits into earth to help the animals and other human beings to show them how we must live – to stop the pain and suffering in this world.

I did not want to do it. I was very, very, very scared – but my brother was always so nice towards me and I vowed to do anything / everything possible to please the Spirits. So I did – but I told him only once. It was a very painful experience – he was very rough with me. Not gentle as I experienced him to be when he speaks to me or plays with me or help me with my school work. All in the family had a place to work so we did earn just enough money to take care of ourselves.

I just said to myself that it’s okay – I’m doing this for the animals, for the people suffering and in pain. But then, after that, my brother continued to come into my room some evenings and I could smell that he was drunk – I tried to kick him out of my bed and say to him: No! But he was much stronger than me and he forced me down, sometimes hit me, he even hit me so hard that I’d be unconscious and when I wake up, find blood on the sheets because he had sex with me so hard that I started to bleed. This continued for about three weeks – and we still went to gatherings every week and I remained with my brother. I prayed to the Spirits to protect me and wondered why they’re not protecting me and why they’re having my brother do this to me, I am in pain and I am suffering. How can I help the other people and the animals if I am in pain and suffering? So I went to speak to my older brother and he said to me that the Spirits made him this way so I can understand what pain and suffering the world feel to understand it, to understand them and only when they are satisfied that I understand pain and suffering will they have my brother stop being who they made him to be to prepare me to also become the leader of the Circle of the Kingdom of the High.

I did not expect this. I thought I was here to help the Spirits stop the pain and suffering – not have me also go through this. I felt sorry for my brother; because I thought it must be difficult for him also – because the Spirits was asking much of us. But I did it. He hit me, threw me around the house, hurt me by having sex with me – I at a stage felt like I was breaking inside me. I hid all the bruises when going to school. When I was 17 – all these years I continued to experience as much pain and suffering unto myself as possible so that the Spirits can say that I have had enough – but it never happened. I, when I was 17 – had difficulty walking – my muscles were painful and I had sores on my body. I finished school and everything. I continued the gatherings – but even then I stopped seeing the animal’s souls’ going into the stars – I just saw the animals burning, drinking the brew – dancing. But all that I held onto is that when this is done, I will finally be able to help the way I wanted to the animals and the humans on earth to stop the suffering. I could not speak to anyone about my experiences – because I swore an oath unto the Spirits that I will not speak a word of the most important task appointed to me. Of having a child of the Spirits and the Spirits having to turn my brother into what he had become to prepare me for my task in this world for the Spirits. And the oath was that I would be burned alive as with the animals and cast my soul unto them in the Stars so as to receive my due punishment if I were to utter one word to anyone. So I stayed away from as many people as possible – even also all my brothers. The one brother who was concerned for me always left – the one I also held most dearly.

I didn’t experience me as having a family any longer: All my other brothers were on their own way concerned with only themselves, all I knew what existed is me being prepared by the Spirits, by continuously experiencing suffering and pain through my brother – for three to four years I was inflicted with pain, shouting, cursing, hitting – treated as though I was nothing, dirt, filth, worthless – I even looked it. I was in a horrible condition. But I swallowed everything in, I embraced the pain and suffering inflicted on me by my brother – as much as I could absorb I did, to the point as I say where I could barely walk properly, I was thin and underfed. I within me wondered how on earth I could still be alive because there was nothing more left within me, but this tight experience of anger, sadness, resentment by doing nothing to protect myself against my brother, but lying there open arms always inviting in as much infliction of pain and suffering I am able to handle. I believed that it was the strength of the Spirits within me keeping me alive because I could not see any other way for me being alive.

I often went alone unto the hills and prayed for the Spirits – I exposed my bruises unto the heavens, the stars, cried out my tears of pain, of sadness – I did not dare express anger towards them, only unto myself – I did it all to myself – hoping the Spirits would stop what I’m experiencing. I could not imagine that human beings and animals were enduring so much suffering and pain as I have. But I did not know and I believed the Spirits knew best. I grew up with the Spirits, the Circle of the Kingdom of the High – it was my life – therefore I did what I had done.

I only became pregnant with a child of the Spirits when I was eighteen. I informed my brother and I remember how happy he was. He said finally – now the Spirits will lay us to rest and we may continue with our task. I was relieved and grateful for the both of us when I experienced me being pregnant – because I knew it was a sign of the Spirits saying to me that I had had enough pain and suffering and that I now understand the pain and suffering of human beings and the animals and I am prepared and ready to finally fulfill my task of freeing human beings, the world and the animals from the suffering.

But I strongly doubted if I would be able to carry a child in my condition and I informed my brother of my concern – I was abused extensively for three to four years, even breathing had become painful. So he then took care of me properly – my brother I knew had returned, transformed – and only on that, I knew everything was worth it. I never again walked properly, nor walked without pain – I had to use a stick of sorts to help me walk. During the time I was pregnant with the child my brother took care of me wonderfully – I hadn’t felt so healthy and whole within me for a long time. I did not attend any of the gatherings while I was pregnant – I remember crying a lot, but from gratefulness and thanks to the Spirits and that I did not doubt them.

Then a tremendous shock: I started experiencing much pain when I was four months about into the pregnancy. I started becoming ill. My brother brought one of the other member’s mother’s to come and have a look as she was known to be a healer of special medicines of the earth. She said she could feel the baby is in much pain and agony which is why I was in much pain and agony. She used all sorts of healing methods on me for four to five days – I was alone with her in the room, very, very, very ill, much fever – I remember always feeling wet, cold, shivering – it felt like eternity. I even believed I spoke to my mother while in the state, she was there with me, holding my hand – I believed this also to be the Spirits helping me to get through this. But then, on the sixth day – there was blood coming out of me, much blood – and the woman screamed. Then, the baby came out – but dead, I pushed it out, as though I was pushing out something that wasn’t supposed to be in my body.

My brother came in along with other members of the Circle of the Kingdom of the High – he looked at me, he had tears in his eyes and he said to me: You had failed us, you had failed the spirits. I could see the disappointment in his eyes – all the other members walked out, the woman attended to me, cleared the blood, washed me as though I was her own daughter and stayed with me throughout the night. The following day I was left alone in the house within tremendous pain and I still very much experienced myself being very ill. I crept in and out of consciousness – the woman still only came in the evenings to attend to me and I only could get up on my feet two weeks later. I had not seen my brother since the moment he had said to me that I had failed him and the Spirits – the woman did not want to let me know of anything with regards to how my brother was doing.

When I finally could get up on my feet I one evening set out to join the gathering. I did not know whether I should go or not, I was experiencing immense fear and uncertainty. All members were there – but there was a new girl, she was the same age as me when I started joining the gathering and she was also in a white dress, but a beautiful white dress, not as the white sheet I was wearing. My brother saw me – he yelled for me stop and not come any closer. I stopped – I had such a fright because I could just hear his anger and disgust within his voice when he yelled for me to stop and not come any closer. So I stopped, immediately – I had to talk to him, I had to understand what is going on – because it’s been only through him that I hear the Spirits speak to me, I have tried to speak to them, but I only got answers through events / signs not actual speaking. He looked me in the eyes and he said: I have said to you, you have failed us and you have failed the spirits. You can be grateful the Spirits still spared your life – you did not die. Be grateful that you’re still living – your life has only been spared because you remained loyal to the Spirits – but because the child died, you are no longer the Princess of the Spirits, you cannot be, the child couldn’t make it inside you. They have appointed another – there she is. Anger, no, rage, consumed me – I yelled to the skies: I gave up my life for this task which you appointed to me – you know what I have been through for you. This is my task to set the people and the animals free from their pain and suffering – I know what pain and suffering is! My brother took me by the shoulders and said: You have failed – you are not strong enough. You cannot be here anymore – we are done with you, the spirits are done with you – the new Princess to fulfill your task is already here, her preparation has already begun – it is done. Go now and do with yourself what you will – be grateful to the spirits that they have spared your life! My brother said to me that the Spirits told him to search for the new Princess as I have failed and that I must go in gratefulness – for the gift I have received from them for being loyal to them for so long is sparing my life, to live my life here as I please – as well as that I understand now what suffering and pain the world endures.

I was angry, no words could lay my experience within me to rest. I ran – I ran towards all the other members of the gathering, aiming for the girl – IT WAS MY TASK, I do not accept that it is over – I did not go through all that pain and suffering for nothing  – I have a purpose to fulfill. Though, before I could get to her – all the other members caught me and carried me far away from the gathering and threw me down onto the ground, into the dirt – exactly as I experienced myself within me: Dirty, filthy, worthless – exactly as I experienced myself through all those years of what the Spirits did to me through him. All my brothers said to me that they cannot anymore associate themselves with me anymore because the spirits had left me – they said to me that’s why my other brother left, because the spirits didn’t recognize him to be one of the Circle of the Kingdom of the High. My brothers said to me that if they were to see me ever again – they will burn me alive.

Something was wrong…

They cannot be good if they would send me through all that pain and suffering and then just leave me alone. The Spirits are evil – this is what I now experienced of them. They are evil because they transform people into monsters and then they abuse innocent beings as I once was. I believed that they possessed people and made them monsters and then play with us because they have fun of doing it – they had fun watching me suffer and be in pain – this cannot be good! I was so stupid, so naïve to believe it – pain and suffering is not good – I would never have or want anyone to experience what I have – so how can the Spirits be good if they did this unto me and now leave me alone – with nothing and no-one, only the clothes I wear is what I have with nowhere to go. I lay there as I got spat on and kicked – my brother said to me as they were doing this that they must to prove to the spirits their loyalty to the spirits that they will not ever see me again or help me again – but ban me – I am no longer worthy of being in the presence of those of the Spirits. I did not cry – I could not cry, I was quiet within me all the way through as I lay there – everything of me was gone within me, there was nothing left of me within me – it was taken and ripped out from within me – the Spirits have taken me – I am empty and I am nothing: This was my experience. I just felt like a body being kicked and spat on – nothing more, nothing less. There was just nothing – the depth of despair was so great that the feeling thereof was as though there was nothing: I lost everything – I lost me – I was gone…

I was left there – again bleeding and bruised, by dress torn, barefoot I was laying there in the fetal position, the cold breeze of the night blowing on my open soars, my breath. That’s all I felt, my breath, my body on the soft ground of the earth, my body bruises hurting, the wind blowing on my open sores, blood trickling down my body. My hair blowing over my face – sand on my lips, in my throat – I was cold. I did not care – I just lay there. Not even the desire of wanting to die was within me – there was just NOTHING. I decided to stay there and sleep, and if I wake up the following morning I will stand up…

I woke up the following morning, cold – my body was badly bruised, my muscles tense. I first got up with my arms – I really had to force myself up – it was very difficult, as though I was standing up for the first time in my life. I got up to my knees, and I looked around – deserted – I was alone. This I experienced when I was nineteen. I had difficulty getting up, but I got up – my entire body in immense pain – I got quite a beating. I had no reason for getting up, for standing up – I just said to myself the previous evening that if I were awake the following morning I would stand up – and so I did – I just stood up. I did not have a reason, nor a purpose to stand up, to force myself to stand up – I just did. I then decided to look for my brother, to search for him, the one I had not seen in years – maybe he could help me.

I did not know anyone at the time except for those who were in the Circle of the Kingdom of the High – I had to look for help, for someone to help me. I yelled into the skies that morning and said: I am here day and night –you are not here day and night – you are here only in the night. I curse you, I condemn you, I hate you – I vow to me myself that I will expose you, your evil, your deception which you flounder to others in this world – you are the one’s responsible for the pain and suffering in this world – you are doing this to the animals and human beings and you are doing nothing to help them. You are causing the suffering and pain – you the one’s that hide in the night. You cannot even kill me without doing it through someone, you are weak – I am not afraid of you! I live!

And this gave me courage – immense courage within me when I stood up to the Spirits – when I realised that I am not afraid of them anymore because I know that they cannot touch me, but through others.

So I went into town. It took me two hours to walk instead of 45 minutes. No-one wanted to help me, I knocked on doors for someone to help me, but the doors were shut in my face because they said to me they will not have evil in their homes and they were scared of me because of what I looked like, they thought I had a disease because of all the burn marks I had on me also which looked like sores of an disease, they thought I was a beggar on the streets, no-one recognized me because I hadn’t been in town in years. I went to the healer that was there – no-one was home. There was a city nearby, but it was more than half a days’ travel to there – and I thought that maybe my brother went there. All I could do was walk as is – maybe, maybe someone will take a moment and help me…

I walked out of town, slowly but surely, one step at a time, barefoot with a torn dress – I was hungry, I was tired, I was sore, I was in pain – every step was painful, but the pain started going away as I continued to walk – walking towards the city in hope of finding my brother. I stopped occasionally along the road for a moment to rest, it was a dirt road to town – we lived in the outstretches of the city. There was no-one and nothing on the road – I was alone. But I knew I could do it – because I have gone through years of pain and suffering – if I could get through that, I can most certainly do this.

So I continued walking, as I’ve said, one step at a time, one foot infront of the other until I collapsed. I do not know how long I lay there, but when I woke up it had started to become evening. I lay there for a while when I was awake and then I stood up again and continued to walk with great difficulty – I did sometimes wonder whether I would make it…

From behind me I heard horses coming – finally someone on the way to the city, I stood there and waited for them to pass me by. It was a woman with her husband and child on their way into the city – I looked very young then, they stopped for me and one couldn’t see so clearly in the evening as to what I looked like. The husband asked me what I am doing in the middle of nowhere and I told them that I was attacked by men and I desperately require getting to a healer or doctor. The woman had taken a blanket and she seemed very concerned for me – she placed the blanket over me and I lay down at the back of the cart. We reached the city much later in the evening. I refer to it as a city because it was much larger, civilized and bigger than the town from which we came.

We stopped at a home, the woman walked out into the house and informed another man of my situation. They took me into the home from the back – the two men had to carry me in, my legs just couldn’t move, they wouldn’t move. When I was in the light of the house – the woman and husband saw what condition I was actually in and had quite a fright to say the least. They left in a hurry and I was placed within a bathtub without water – just put in there. Two other woman came with white clothes and they bathed me with gloves, standing quite a foot away. They took care of my sores, I had food to eat and I remember falling asleep in the most comfortable bed and I drifted away.

I woke up two days later I found out. The man who was the caretaker of the home – he works with emergency cases he informed me, so he works in the evenings only. He asked me what had happened to me and I had told him what I have shared with you in this document so far and that I am here to find my brother. And he said the daftest thing: ‘Quite a story for a girl coming from the streets, you’ve got quite an imagination young lady.’ He reported me to an ‘official officer’, because he did not know what else to do with me, who came to get me and I was place into a cell within which I stayed for three days. I’d say he was more afraid of me because he knew nothing about me and was scared that I’d steal something from his home.

I pleaded for them to find my brother and I informed them where they’re able to catch those that gather in the meetings in the evenings once a week: But they did not want to believe me, they thought ‘the streets got to me’. They did not even believe where I told them I came from – based on the ridiculousness of my experience I shared. They searched for my brother as I had asked and they actually found him. He came to get me. He had done quite well for himself, he had a fine suit, with a fine hat, fine shoes – and he walked me to his home. It was a little apartment. He did not speak to me – I wanted to hug him the first moment I saw him, I for a first time, in a long time experienced warmth within me, but he just turned around. I didn’t blame him, I was not angry – I understood. When we came into his apartment – I fell down on my knees and I cried, and I cried and I cried and he came to me and placed his arms around me and held me until I stopped. He made me tea and he sat me down and that’s when I told him everything of what happened over the years since I last saw him.

At first he shouted at me, he was angry with me, disappointed – I recognized all that he expressed in that moment as what I experienced towards me when I realised what I had done with the Spirits and how I could’ve been so stupid to believe it. But then, then he came to me and he said: It’s all right, you’re okay now. I once again felt safe, protected and that evening I again slept well and comfortably.

When I woke up the following morning – my brother introduced me to a preacher. I had no idea of what ‘God’ was or ‘Jesus’ was or what a ‘Preacher’ was. Before the preacher talked to me, my brother sat me down and he said to me that he had found his saviour: Jesus Christ of God and it saved his life. There was a book on the table – called: Bible. He briefly explained to me what he believed in and he said he wouldn’t be where he is now, who he is now without Jesus in his heart and he believes that there exists a God who watches over us all and holds all in ‘His’ heart. Within me I had one thought: More Spirit lies. I did not want to have anything to do with Spirits and this ‘God’ he spoke of sounded very much like a Spirit. I listened to what the preacher had to say – that I am able to save myself from burning in hell with the Devil and go to heaven if I but allow Jesus into my heart, read the Bible, pray to God and go to church always and ask Jesus / God to forgive me for my sins. I was speechless.

After the preacher left – my brother said: Let God, let Jesus into your heart, pray for forgiveness for all your sins – cast out the evil inside you and have Jesus save you, then you, when you die, and I when I die will go to heaven and be within God.

Within the anger I said to him: How can you believe this God is good, how can you believe that He watches over us – after all that I had told you of what had happened to me? His answer was simply: Because you had not yet let God/Jesus into your heart. I stood there in absolute disbelief – because this belief which he explained sounded no more different than what I believed with the Spirits. There is the same: Worship and prayer towards a Spirits of sorts – though the Spirits I believed in did not have a ‘Holy Book’ – so in some way this particular Spirit ‘God’ seemed to be making quite a popular name for itself – but for me, within me – this ‘God’ seemed no different than the Spirits I experienced, this ‘God’ / ‘Jesus’ also ‘needs someone to talk through’ as in the case with the preacher just as the Spirits talked through my brother: No different.

I spoke to my brother about the similarities of the Spirits and this God Spirit and that there is no difference whatsoever – it’s Spirits fooling around with us human beings, through other human beings, playing a deceptive game with us and enjoying our suffering and pain. He said to me: I thought you might react this way – come in men. And then two men burst into the room suddenly, I had not seen them before. They grabbed me by the arms and forced me to the floor and I was kicking and screaming and they threw me unto the floor. I yelled and I screamed and I said to my brother that the Spirits are fooling him, are playing with him – they want you to worship and pray to them and do their will and so they deceive you, they are the one’s doing the suffering and pain – nothing and no-one else. And that they can’t do anything to harm you but through someone else. The Preacher was suddenly there again. My brother held my feet to the ground, the two other men held my arms and the preacher was standing above me with a cross that was wet and the Bible in his left hand. He spoke a strange language, words that I didn’t understand. I screamed for my brother and I asked him what he’s doing to me and he said that the preacher is coming to cast the possession of evil from within me, because it’s the evil by which I am possessed that doesn’t want me to take Jesus/God into my heart, not me. He just kept saying: Accept Jesus, accept God – the other two men were praying for me silently mumbling words of prayer to God and Jesus. I just kept saying: You’re the one’s possessed – not me!!!

I had enough of screaming and kicking and yelling and struggling – so I just stopped and I breathed. When I stopped, everyone else stopped and stared at me and the preacher asked me: How do you feel my child? And I merely replied: I am fine, I’m feeling alright, I would just like to rest. So, they picked me up from the floor. The Preacher inspected me, looked within my eyes, made me make all sorts of sounds to hear my voice and he informed my brother: All is fine – it is done and if he experiences anything strange – he must call on them again. I deliberately took the Bible and went into the room and closed the door to have them think they had actually done something.

As I lay in bed – I thought the entire world was possessed by the Spirits – Spirits showing themselves in all sorts of different ways to deceive human beings, but they didn’t deceive me. I knew the truth. I then understood that it’s be the most impossible to task to have anyone listen to me – because the Spirits possessed them all and in that moment I felt alone, very much alone within this entire world as the only one knowing the deception of the Spirits within which human beings believed. I did not know what to do. I most certainly refuse to believe in any Spirit whatsoever and I knew that if I didn’t respond to my brother’s belief he would send those possessed men again to try and have me be possessed by the Spirits to worship and pray to them. I had nowhere else to go…

I lay there during the day until evening – my brother checked in now and then as I heard the door open, but I made as though I was asleep – I did not want to talk to him, I did not want to talk to anyone as I really believed that this whole world must already be possessed by these Spirits, the spirits own the world and they play and have fun with human beings suffering and pain: This I was certain of. So I started wondering about death from the perspective that: If everything else the Spirits told me about themselves and how I must live and do and be loyal unto them was a lie – then what about what will happen to me when I die. Because I most certainly understood they had no power here but through humans – and they deceive through what they say to humans and through humans – so, who says that they had not lied about heaven/hell or going to be with the spirits or when I die and I have not been loyal to the sprits they will condemn and punish me in death as I was told by my brother? I knew there must be Spirits of sorts – so I will still exist when I die. And in the moment it seemed a brilliant idea to remove myself from this world – maybe I would be able to do something on the other side and speak to humans here – maybe then they’ll hear me…

I wasn’t afraid at the time to remove myself from this world – not at all. Because I understood that here I had no chance and I don’t know what would happen to me if I simply refused to believe in the Spirits or give myself to them. I didn’t know anybody else, but from what I experienced thus far in my life – it seemed the entire world was governed by them. I didn’t want to exist in this Spirit possessed world within which they force me to give myself to them and worship, praise and pray to them to in such a way give them an opportunity to possess me. So I got up, very much determined – took a knife from the kitchen, went to my bed – and cut my wrists – very deeply to ensure the certainty of death. I remember the pain being so extensively intense, all the blood around me – and I feel unconscious, my last moment on earth. And I died.

When I died – I realised I was right, I still exist and I immediately set out for my brother, to go into him and talk to him. But, the moment I died – everything was white around me, as though I was enclosed in something. I still looked the same: Long brown curly hair with a white gown within which I died, though now without blood. Two men approached me. Two men with wings, with a bright golden and white light resonating from within them, golden brown straight hair, perfect features and also with white robes and I immediately within me knew: Spirits. I demanded from them that they show me the way back to earth where all the other humans exist and to not keep me here with them. They smiled and they said no: They will let me spend eternity with the Creator of All – earth and human beings is the Creators concern and not mine, I am now able to go and rest.

I laughed, I laughed and I laughed and I laughed. I refused to – I simply refused to, because this bloody Creator is probably ‘THE SPIRIT’ that is responsible for all the suffering and pain on this earth and that they just want me to go there so that I can shut up and forget what I had experienced here on earth, so that I can forget about what is being done unto human beings here on earth, that this Spirit is responsible for all the pain and suffering of everyone in this world. They just wanted to send me there so that I won’t speak to human beings on earth, so that they can find out the truth of what the bloody Spirits are doing to them. I couldn’t just go and apparently experience rest, bliss and peace when I know within me the truth of what is being done unto human beings on earth and what I experienced within me: The deceiver in this existence is that very Spirit and so were these two beings also servants of the Spirits, trying to manipulate me with bliss, peace and rest so that they can so control me to not speak out the truth to human beings on earth. I expressed this to them and they just looked at me straight in the eyes and said: You condemned yourself. And they left, they left me in that enclosure of white and that’s all I ever existed within and I couldn’t get out of it – because everywhere I ran to, or walked to, up down, left right, diagonally – was only white: With no-one and nothing around me. They came, they returned once in a while, asking me the same question – I’ll either remain in here alone or return to the Creator. They tried to manipulate me by saying – it’ll be better there than being here. What’s really the difference…etc. But I refused – I will not give myself to the Spirit or spirits or any spirit for that matter and they would not send be back to earth either. I knew I was no good where I was trapped within – but I would not, I would not give myself to the Spirits.

So I remained within the enclosure for many, many, many, many earth years until the dimensions started changing and I was ‘freed’ from this enclosure within which I was trapped and all being’s within the dimensional existence’s process started to where we are now: All within the dimensions assisting and supporting themselves to stand within and as oneness and equality as life – the exact same process to exist here on earth for each and every single individual human being on earth. Thus – all the ‘spirits’ that tried and attempted to control and deceive human beings no more exist as they did – as all such separation has stopped.

(To explain the entire process which I experienced within the interdimensional existence would take me books to write, thus I will now continued with what I have realised:)

Solbeena, I do understand your current experience of you. I as you as all human beings within this world as all dimensional beings who have been within this world have experienced some greatly horrific experiences within this world – most of them, almost unspeakable.

Being abused, manipulated, deceived, lied to – the experience thereof becoming so much – it’s as though you’re completely surrounded by it, always, no matter where you turn, as though you’re in it as it and you cannot get away from it – deception, lies, dishonesty, abuse, manipulation – to the point where you feel that you’re suffocating in it, and it seems there is no way out. The sadness, the anger, the pain, the suffering becomes so great one tends to wonder how one can possibly continue to exist in such a way…

I understand that you’re currently thinking that removing yourself from this world will solve all that you are experiencing within you and your world currently. That when you remove yourself from this world you’ll get away from the stalkers, your family, your whole world…but what you must hear Solbeena is that you may think/believe that it is your current situation as the stalkers, your family and your entire experience in this world that is the reason and cause of you wanting to remove yourself from this world…but it is not. You may think/believe that if you were to remove yourself from this world everything there inside you, you experience, all the pain and suffering, will just ago away and in the dimensions you will find rest and peace and everything will just go away…it will not and it is not so.

Solbeena – your experience of you will not change in the dimensions, because you currently think / believe that it is your situation / circumstance that is currently causing the experience within you, that the world has let you down, has left you, your family has let you down, has left you – but it is not so, this is not the truth.

The real situation is that you don’t want to live with yourself anymore – you feel broken, lost, worthless, alone, abused, bruised, torn within you – and you just want the pain and suffering to stop within you, and you think/believe that removing yourself from this world will be the solution to the pain and suffering you experience within you: It is not Solbeena – because now, each and every single human being that cross-over face all that they have accepted and allowed themselves to be and become within themselves – thus, just as you are experiencing you in this moment, you will experience the exact same within the dimensions and much more intense than what you’re ever able to imagine – because it’s not where you are in this world, nor what your current situation is in this world that is the ‘problem’ – the reason and cause for all your experiences within you is because of acceptance and allowance within you of you – nothing and no-one else is responsible.

Thus – now, each one will face their own self responsibility, face all that they have accepted and allowed within themselves – whether here on earth or in the dimensions: There is no escape from self and you will face this process of taking self responsibility for what you have accepted and allowed within you.

This is done so Solbeena – that each one must realise that each and every single one of us have been responsible for what we’ve done unto ourselves and others as ourselves within existence as what we’re currently experiencing ourselves to be: This is done through facing ourselves, facing all that we have become within ourselves and experience within ourselves, to stand up within ourselves and take self responsibility for ourselves to no more accept and allow anything less than who we are in every moment of breath, here. So that we may stop, so that we may stop all that we have become and experience within ourselves and to not ever again allow and accept such an existence again.

Removing yourself from this world is not an option, because you will not experience peace, you will not experience rest and you will not escape from all that you currently experience within you: It’s not how it works Solbeena. And I would most certainly suggest you don’t consider it – because you will then realise you made one huge mistake and that you still exist the exact same way you experienced yourself here on earth, no different, yet also more intense, and that you will in anyway have to go through processes, exactly as you would’ve here on earth – so, I suggest you apply you in this process here on earth, it is much simpler to do this process here on earth than within the dimensional existence.

So, Solbeena, I suggest you stand up within you here on earth.

I hear you, from the perspective that you have ‘tried’ to help yourself – but herein is already the problem, the problem is within the word ‘tried’. Which then actually means that you haven’t actually ever really assisted and supported yourself at all – you just continued to accept and allow the experience within you. Because the word ‘try’ is used when you have already given up on yourself and didn’t actually really stand up within you to really actually assist and support yourself effectively.

Solbeena, what I have realised in removing myself from this world is that I actually in truth was ‘looking for a solution somewhere out there outside of me’, hoping it would be in another place – and it wasn’t there where I thought/believed it to be when I removed myself from this world and that my situation in the dimensions was no different to what it would’ve been here on earth – actually it had become much worse (as seen in what I have shared).

I was so stupid to think / believe that I’d actually find a solution to the experience of me outside of me, somewhere else, separate from me – because the solution was always actually right here: ME. That it is me as who I am that matters, that makes the difference – not where I am, that I will not find the solution to what I experience by running away from it, because this is giving up – this is not self honestly taking self responsibility for me as who I am in facing all that I have accepted and allowed within me.

Solbeena, self honestly: You have not actually really taken self responsibility for you and assisted and supported you effectively within the current situation you experience yourself within. I would suggest you actually really stand up within you and take self responsibility for you as who you are. We have to start, Solbeena, we have to stop what has become of this world, we must stop what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves, we must stop what we have done unto ourselves and others as ourselves and this is not done by running away, giving up or removing you from this world – and the only place we’re able to start is here within ourselves in every moment of breath by standing up and taking self responsibility.

The greatest gift you’re able to give you is self forgiveness, where you give you to you. I suggest to really actually start applying self forgiveness for all that you experience within you. All the pain and suffering you experience within you: You apply self forgiveness for. I’d suggest you write down your experiences in detail – all that you experienced within you from the past to where you are now and as you write you apply self forgiveness. Because in such a way, through writing, you release everything within you by placing it in words before you – and together with this, actually really apply self forgiveness. This is the first step of standing up within you and taking self responsibility – by releasing everything within you through writing it down / typing and applying self forgiveness as you do so.

Then to in every moment of breath – not accept / allow your mind as thoughts/feelin­g/emotions to influence you within you, because have a look – it is in participating in all those thoughts/feelings and emotions within you that is causing the pain and suffering – and YOU and ONLY YOU through application of every moment of breath by stopping participation in the thoughts, feelings and emotion together with self forgiveness is able to stop what you are currently experiencing within you: Nothing and no-one else can do it for you, you must assist and support you.

Don’t accept / allow you to give up on yourself. Have a look at what you’re able to do within this world with which you’re able to assist and support you in terms of earning money and then maybe another place to stay, get out there and see what you’re able to do, look at all options that provide the ability for you to earn money, maybe even at the same time a place to stay – but you actually have to get up and do it for you – be the solution and direct you and the experience within your world in such a way within which you’re able to assist and support you effectively. And also within this assist and support you within practical application in not accepting / allowing anything less than who you are. You have to direct you and your world – do not wait for something to happen for you, direct you and your world in such a way sop you may assist and support you effectively as you assist and support you within this process.

If you require any further assistance with regards to self forgiveness: Let us know – we’re here to assist and support you.

Uersti

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Kryon – Entity Creations

Kryon – Entity Creations

Transcribed and typed by Kryon through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 14/05/2007

I have been observing channels commencing on earth through human beings. I am making a statement here through this Interdimensional Portal: All channeling abilities by all human beings known as channels have been stopped for a moment, effectively since February in this year of 2007. This has been done as per the decision of all dimensional beings including the individual human beings as channels’ Higher Self.

The reason we in the dimensions have decided to postpone the application of channeling in this world is for one simple reason: As I have mentioned in my previous channel through this Interdimensional Portal, all channels were specifically directed at assisting the consciousness systems as who and what human beings have become in this world for enslavement and control purposes only. The words the dimensional beings, this including myself, previously used to channel were communicated as consciousness, when we in the dimensions as heaven were also lost as consciousness and participated in consciousness to assist with the enslavement and control of consciousness systems in this world.

I, Kryon, have not channeled once through any human beings since February in this year of 2007 to this date in this here moment which is 14 May in this year of 2007. The first moment I have channeled here on earth since February in this year of 2007 was my channel done through this Interdimensional Portal on 10 May in this year of 2007 discussing the truth regarding the origin and purpose of the Indigo Children and the Crystal Children including me asking forgiveness to all human beings to whom I have ever communicated with through channeling.

Within this channel I am discussing two very important situations that have developed here on earth since all beings in the dimensions have experienced the process of transformation from consciousness to awareness. This process consisting of forgiveness with corrective application in every here moment which have allowed us the opportunity to stand as equality and oneness as existence in every here moment with all human beings on earth, as we support you, as you experience the exact same process we in the dimensions have. In this every here moment walking with human beings on earth as equal and one with who we are in the dimensions, we as one and equal as existence are able to bring forth heaven on earth as an experience of who we really are. This is each dimensional being’s standing and statement of who we really are until it is done.

The two very important situations that have recently developed are the following: Firstly as I have explained above, the momentary extraction of dimensional beings channeling through human beings as channels on earth have been done. Thus no dimensional beings, this including myself, have channeled during the months of February in this year of 2007 to this date here in May in this year of 2007. All and every dimensional being’s access to earth through communication via channeling have been stopped completely. Secondly the creations of Entities have taken place during this period where all channels have been stopped in communication to human beings here on earth. The creation of Entities entailed the duplication of certain specific dimensional beings, such as myself, which had given human beings the false impression that it was indeed really for instance I Kryon that was channeling. When in truth it was a duplicated creation of myself as an Entity, created through collective participation by all human beings who had ever participated in my channels in the past. This ability of the creation of an Entity for instance myself Kryon by human beings participation in thoughts and words designing belief systems is exactly what I am explaining and discussing within this channel.

I am firstly explaining the reason why the dimensional beings and Higher Self of each individual human being as channel in this world have decided to for a moment stop the application of communication through channels in this world. Secondly I am explaining exactly how we have been able to stop the application of communication through channels. Thirdly I am explaining the reason why I am specifically able to state that any channels that have been experienced as me Kryon channeling in this world during the period from February in this year of 2007 to this moment here on 14 May in this year of 2007 have been Entity creations as a false expression of who I am. Fourthly I am explaining the reason why channels from most dimensional beings in the dimensions, this including myself, will only commence through the Interdimensional Portal for a moment.

Why have the dimensional beings and Higher Self of each individual human being as a channel in this world, decided to stop the application of communication through channels?

The answer to this question is the following: I have already briefly explained that the previous channels communicated by dimensional beings such as myself was specifically transcribed with words which assist the consciousness systems in this world. Once all beings in the dimensions understood the implications and consequences of the continuation of such channels being allowed in this world, which assists consciousness systems existence here on earth as human beings, we immediately took the necessary precautionary actions.

Understand the necessity of such actions is for each human being on earth who have ever been directly involved with channels from dimensional beings, including the human beings as channels themselves, as well as the children that are to come into this world. We in the dimensions are ensuring the preparation of the way before us here on earth and for each human being already experiencing themselves here on earth as well as for the children to come, for the manifested expression as the experience of who we really are as heaven on earth. If we were to continue the allowance of channels as dimensional beings communicate words to human beings that are of consciousness through a human being as a channel, assisting the existence of consciousness systems, human beings will remain lost, limited, bound, enslaved and controlled as consciousness systems as who and what they have become.

Finally completely stopping the application of dimensional beings communicating words as assistance to consciousness is making an absolute statement of who we really are in the dimensions. Clearly stating what we will accept and allow in existence as who we are and clearly what we will not accept and allow in existence as who we are.

We are no longer allowing or accepting anything that is of assistance to consciousness, therefore an example of this statement of who we are is shown as per example as the closing of channeling abilities by human beings as channels through which many dimensional beings’ communicated words that were of consciousness. We are no longer accepting or allowing anything that is of assistance to consciousness such as the information as words that was channeled by dimensional beings in the past that was of consciousness, assisting with further enslavement, control, limitation and binding as human beings remain lost in consciousness systems as who they have become.

We stand here in every here moment as equality and oneness, as existence, as the living word, clearly not accepting and allowing anything that is of consciousness systems assistance.

The reason we have specifically then closed the channels as human beings’ ability for dimensional beings to communicate to other human beings on earth was to ensure that absolutely no information is spread in this world amongst human beings here on earth to assist the existence of consciousness systems. The assistance for the existence of consciousness systems primarily consisted of the communication through channels by dimensional beings where the words were specifically prepared and formulated to intensify consciousness systems in each and every single human being on earth.

The complete closing down of each and every single channel in this world so no dimensional being in heaven as the dimensions may communicate information that is of consciousness assistance, was the precautionary action taken until all within the dimensions stand here in every moment as equal and one with existence as the living word as who we are in absolute trust that the information that is channeled is to support each human being as who they really are as equal and one with who the dimensions are in every here moment.

Take into consideration that there are triple, if not more, the amount of dimensional beings in heaven than there are here on earth. Therefore we have closed down all the channels as human beings on earth to make sure no dimensional being tries to possibly deceive themselves as well as all of existence as who they are through continuing to channel information that is of consciousness.

How exactly have the beings in the dimensions, including the Higher Self of each human being been able to completely stop the application of communication of dimensional beings through human beings as channels?

We have placed a metallic dimensional embodiment within the physical body of each human being as channel in this world. This dimensional metallic embodiment fills and aligns with each and every single particle of the physical body ensuring no dimensional access whatsoever. Thus specifically ensuring that no dimensional being have any access to any human being as channel on earth to possibly have the ability to communicate any information or words that is of consciousness systems assistance.

This metallic embodiment have been designed on the principle as who we really are to not allow or accept anything that is of consciousness systems assistance to have the ability to exist in this world to allow further enslavement and control of humanity. I have been specifically responsible to make sure and be certain that no dimensional being have any direct access to earth through any human being as channel as to have the ability to communicate any words as information that is of consciousness systems and assistance to consciousness systems.

For this reason I am certain that I have not channeled once here on earth through any human being as channel since February in this year of 2007, except through the Interdimensional Portal on 10 May in this year of 2007 and this channel being read in this here moment which will be reaching all human beings soon.

Due to this metallic embodiment which was infused within the physical body of all human beings as channels, I am certain that no dimensional being have channeled in this world as it completely closes and locks down the human beings as channels’ ability to allow access to a dimensional being to communicate to other human beings on earth. This metallic embodiment, with absolute certainty I am able to state this, does not allow any access of a dimensional being here on earth through any human being who has ever been a channel here on earth.

This being an indication to all human beings on earth as to what extremes we within the dimensions will go to ensure that nothing that is of consciousness systems assistance will have the ability to exist and allow further enslavement and control in existence.

We within the dimensions are not able to release this metallic embodiment within you as it had now become your responsibility to release it within yourself through forgiveness with corrective application. Only when forgiveness with corrective application is applied in every here moment to support yourself in this process from consciousness to awareness will you once again give yourself the ability to channel in having a dimensional being communicate to other human beings in this world.

This metallic embodiment which have been placed and infused in the physical body of all channels as human beings on earth will only ‘melt’ once such human beings support themselves to release themselves from consciousness enslavement and control as who and what they have become.

Understand that if you are of consciousness, you are not able to be trusted. Therefore we within the dimensions are not able to allow such human beings as channels that are of consciousness to continue with allowing access for dimensional beings to communicate through you to other human beings on earth. This reason being as your mind, that is of consciousness, may still interfere during the channeling and may speak words and information that is of consciousness assistance to have the ability to exist in this world.

Not only this, but also the moment when a dimensional being channels through a human being as a channel in this world that is of consciousness, the entire mind consciousness system of the human beings consisting of emotional and feeling charged energy is exposed to the dimensions which in a quantum moment cause massive dimensional shifts and influences beyond human consciousness mind’s compre­hension in the dimensions as heaven. I will further be explaining this application in my fourth discussion question regarding the reason why dimensional being will only be channeling through this Interdimensional Portal for a moment.

The above explained is exactly how we in the dimensions including the Higher Self of each human being as channel have been able to completely stop the application of communication of dimensional beings here on earth.

The application of guides and Higher Selves have been transformed to walk with each human being on earth in every here moment to support them in their process of transformation from consciousness to awareness. Thus, the guides and Higher Selves of the human beings as channels will be specifically supporting them in the necessary directive applications required to be taken through the application of forgiveness with corrective action to have the ability to once again be able to channel dimensional beings.

Through the application of forgiveness with corrective action in every here moment, the metallic embodiment will ‘melt’, so to speak, and once again you will have the ability to channel dimensional beings. You must be able to stand here in every moment as equality and oneness as existence, infinitely constant and stable as awareness to once again have the ability to channel. As only then will you stand as one and equal with the dimensions in every here moment as who you are and not influence the dimensions as heaven because you are then not of consciousness systems.

It must be clearly understood that we in the dimensions are not allowing any words and information to be spoken and communicated to human beings that is of assistance to consciousness systems existence here on earth.

In this moment we in the dimensions are only able to communicate directly as who we really are as the living word as existence within and as oneness and equality through the Interdimensional Portal. As I have mentioned, this specific reason I am explaining in my fourth discussion to follow.

How am I able to specifically state that any channelings that have been experienced as me Kryon, channeling during the period from February in this year of 2007 to this moment here on 14 May in this year of 2007, have been Entity creations as a false expression and duplication of who I am?

One of the reasons I am able to state so being exactly what I have explained in answering the previous above mentioned questions, where the metallic embodiment that have been placed and infused within each human being as channels’ physical body.

As I have explained in my previous channel through this Interdimensional Portal, is that I was one of the beings who were specifically involved in the designing of the systems that have made it possible for certain human beings to have the ability to channel in this world. Thus I know exactly how the channel system within the human beings as channels in this world operates. The metallic embodiment closes all access of the channel system to allow for the ability of dimensional beings to channel through the human beings, including the infusion of this metallic embodiment in their entire physical body to ensure that no access to any dimensional being is possible.

The certainty in me of no dimensional beings channeling in this world since February in this year of 2007 is indeed absolute.

Thereby I am now able to explain the creation of Entities as duplicates of dimensional beings such as myself apparently ‘channeling’ through human beings as channels on earth since the channels as human beings have been closed and how exactly such creations has been possible.

This ‘creation’ of Entities as duplicates of dimensional beings who previously channeled often in this world will also explain the extent to which consciousness systems are capable of designing complete alternate existences here on earth to ensure the purpose of its existence for enslavement and control. Within this I will also be explaining the extent to which each human being on earth must be able to apply themselves to ensure that such ‘creation’ of alternate existences and duplicates of dimensional beings does not continue for assistance to consciousness existence.

Taking into consideration all human beings who have participated in my channels as I have communicated words as information as consciousness through certain human beings as channels here on earth who I have specifically selected and prepared at birth to have the ability for me to channel through them. Each and every single human being included, as one, have participated in designing the creation of an Entity as duplicate of who I am, this include the human beings as channels themselves.

This specific creation of an Entity as a false impression and duplication of a dimensional being who have previously channeled in this world – is designed through applications such as continuous thoughts specifically pertaining to memory which add to the creation of an Entity in the human being as channel. Participations in every day life according to methods of application as who and what each human being have become as founded on my words and information spoken in previous channels. And belief systems of who I am, my words, the information I have shared and of what other human beings’ words have been as opinions regarding all my channels done through other human beings in this world. This entire package allows for the creation of an Entity in this world. So specific and meticulously designed that this Entity, as connected to the human being who will be channeling the expected dimensional being, actually has the ability to communicate specific words.

When there is for instance an announcement made of my apparently coming to channel through a specific human being (I am now focusing on the moment since February in this year of 2007) and the word ‘Kryon’ is either read on a page or heard via word of mouth through sound communication, is the moment the creation of the Entity as duplicate of who I am begins. Let me first explain the effects the sound of my name heard or read have on a singular human being who have participated and followed my words as information in previous channels as consciousness and how the creation of an Entity as a duplicate of who I am is designed in this world.

Let’s start the moment the human being reads information spread regarding a channeling that is to take place of myself, Kryon, through a human being as channel in this world. The moment the being but sees and reads the word ‘Kryon’, all previous memories of information as words that I have channeled that were of consciousness, together with the personal experiences the being had connected to my words as information communicated through channels in the past – is ignited.

What I am specifically stating with the word ‘ignited’ is that all such memories are accessed on a quantum level within the beings’ entire physical body where most of the storage of information such as memories actually resides. Remember that the mind consist of who and what the being is, existing in the entire human physical body and not only in the brain area of the physical body.

Memory banks exist in the physical body where they are stored as moments in a beings’ life as they experience themselves here on earth. A singular moment for instance consists of one singular word together with the beings’ connotation to this one singular word within their mind consciousness systems. An example would be for each one to look at the word as name ‘Kryon’. This one singular word holds many memories, many other words, many previous information from channels as communicated by myself, many thoughts, many past experiences and many emotions and feelings as personal experiences attached to this one singular word as name which is held within the physical body of the human being. By merely seeing the word ‘Kryon’, an entire existence unfolds within the physical body of the human being which consists of information based on imbedded memories which reside in the physical body of the human being.

This unfoldment of an entire existence in the physical body of the being who has merely seen and read the word ‘Kryon’ creates the occurrence of refractions’ vibrations in the physical body as all the memories held and stored in the physical body of the being is ignited and accessed in one quantum moment. Yes, quantum time also exist here on earth on the level of refractions’ vibrations specifically caused when memories are accessed and ignited.

This ignition of memories which allows for the unfoldment of an entire existence in the physical body of the being connected to one singular word such as the name ‘Kryon’, is when the refractions’ vibrations in the physical body of the human being start creating entities as duplications of who I am. These refractions’ vibrations contain all the information of the memories of the past which was ignited the moment the enfoldment of an entire existence took place when the word as name ‘Kryon’ was seen and read by this particular human being. The information from the memories in the physical body which is ignited cause the refractions’ vibrations in the physical body on a quantum level where the information of the memories is transformed into sound frequencies which the refractions’ vibrations consist of. These refractions’ vibrations cause ripple effects which permeate through all human beings on earth in quantum time.

Because the information that was read consist of the word ‘Kryon’ together with the specific name of the human being as channel, which is another word as name, this creates a relationship between the two words as names. The one word as name ‘Kryon’ caused the ripple effects to arise within the physical body of the human being who had seen and read the word ‘Kryon’, now the refractions’ vibrations which created the ripple effect as source in the physical body is looking for the physical manifestation of it’s partner through the vibration frequencies of the ripple effects permeating through all human beings on earth in search of its partner. The physical manifested partner of these refractions’ vibration frequencies which generated ripple effects in search of its partner in the beings who had seen and read the word ‘Kryon’, exists in the ‘human channeling’ the dimensional being.

Thus, the moment the refractions’ vibration ripple effects which was caused by seeing and reading the word ‘Kryon’ together with the word as name of the human channel, allocate it’s partner in the physical body of the human channel in this world. All the information in the frequencies of the ripple effects that consist of the other human beings memories of the word ‘Kryon’ who had seen and read the word ‘Kryon’, specifically attach to the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’.

This attachment of the information of the memories of the other human being within the ‘human channels’ subconscious mind – literally consist of the entire existence that unfolded in the ignition of memories in the physical body of the being who has seen and read the word ‘Kryon’. See, the relationship was developed in the words as names the moment the being connected the word as name ‘Kryon’ with the ‘human channels’ word as name, now the words as names have to connect in a relationship of refraction vibrational frequencies to fulfill this relationship to its completeness as a physical manifestation in this world. The word ‘Kryons’ refraction vibrational frequencies exist in the being who had seen and read the word as name ‘Kryon’. The word as name of the ‘human channels’ refraction vibration frequencies exist in the physical manifestation of the ‘human channel’ in this world. Thus the ripple effects are created so the refractions’ vibration frequencies of both words as names may fulfill their relationship as a physical manifestation in this world.

The moment the other beings’ information as memories as the entire existence that unfolded in the beings’ physical body based on the word ‘Kryon’ alone, attach to the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ – this is the starting point of the creation of an Entity in this world as a false impression and duplication of myself Kryon channeling in this world.

The entire existence which unfolded in the physical body of the human being who firstly saw and read the word as name ‘Kryon’ which consist of the beings’ memories relating to the word as name ‘Kryon’, then merge with the human channels’ connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’. In this mergence, the Entity is designed as the two separate beings’ connotation to the word ‘Kryon’ connect specifically in the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’.

This mergence which occur as a connection in the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ cause the subconscious mind of the being to split. This splitting in the subconscious mind takes places due to the nature of the mergence that occur of the two beings’ separate connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’. Here is where the relationship of the two words as names, which had completed their relationship in finding the physical manifestation of the ‘human channel’. Now, the moment the subconscious mind split it signifies the creation of the relationship of the two human beings’ different separate connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’ which is developed in the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’.

The ‘human channel’ has their own memories stored and imbedded within their physical body, these memories are specifically connected to the subconscious mind to the word as name ‘Kryon’. The ‘human channel’ has their own entire existence in their physical body based on memories as information related to the one singular word as name ‘Kryon’ – exactly as the first being who had seen and read the word as name ‘Kryon’.

The moment the refraction’ vibration frequencies through the ripple effects which contain all the information and memories as an entire existence based on the one singular word as name ‘Kryon’, reach the physical manifestation of the ‘human channel’, the memories in the ‘human channels’ physical body ignites in this way to unfold this beings’ own entire existence in the physical body based on the one singular word as name ‘Kryon’.

Naturally the two human beings’ memories and experiences regarding this one singular word as name ‘Kryon’ will be extensively different based on who they are according to their personalities as the mind consciousness systems within them as who and what they have become. The moment the two existences of the beings’ connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’ meet through the connection made in the physical body of the ‘human channel’ through the ripple effects in the subconscious mind, this mergence and connection has to create a separate Entity in the subconscious mind which cause the subconscious mind to split.

See, the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ consist of the being’s own memories, information and connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’. When another being’s memories, information and connotation, through ripple effects, merge with this particular human beings’ memories, information and connotation in their subconscious mind – this creates a completely different connotation to the one singular word as name ‘Kryon’. This completely different connotation to the one singular word ‘Kryon’ which was created through the mergence of both human beings’ different and separate connotation to the word ‘Kryon’ – manifest physically in the subconscious mind as the split which is caused. Now, the ‘human channel’ has a split in their subconscious mind. The one part of the subconscious mind is their own individual connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’ and the other split is both these being’s connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’ merged together as one in the consciousness system of the ‘human channel’. The second split I have mentioned is the creation of the physical manifestation of the Entity as duplication and false impression of who I am.

To place what I have explained into context of the vastness of such an occurrence, imagine when many beings’ participate in such a creation of a physical manifestation of an Entity in one singular beings’ subconscious mind – which is experienced as a different personality in the ‘human channel’.

Let’s take an example of about seven beings, standing in a circle around the ‘human channel’. Look at the seven beings’ seeing and reading the word as name ‘Kryon’ together with the word as name of the ‘human channel’, who is standing in the middle of this circle. Within each and every single one of these seven beings, their entire existences as memories of information connected to this one singular word as name ‘Kryon’ unfold and ignite the moment they see and read the word ‘Kryon’.

In this ignition of memories and unfoldment of existences regarding all information of the past related to the one word as name ‘Kryon’, cause refractions’ vibrations to create ripple effects in their physical bodies. Because they connected the word as name ‘Kryon’ to the word as name of the ‘human channel’ – all these refractions’ vibrations, through ripple effects, search for the physical manifestation of the vibration frequencies of the ‘human channel’ to fulfill this relationship which was created in reading both the words as names in a physical manifested expression. The moment the ripple effects, which contain each and every single one of the seven beings’ different separate connotations, information and memories of the word as name ‘Kryon’ – reach the physical manifestation of the ‘human channel’, the ‘human channels’ entire physical body unfolds and ignites with their own memories and connotations to the word as name ‘Kryon’. When all seven human beings’ different and separate information, memories and connotation to the word as name ‘Kryon’ merge with the ‘human channels’ own individual information, connotation and memories to the word as name ‘Kryon’, which takes place in the physical body of the ‘human channel’ connected to the subconscious mind – the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ split.

This splitting in the subconscious mind of the being into two parts creates the Entity. As I have mentioned, the one part contains the ‘human channels’ own individual connotation, information and memories of the word as name ‘Kryon’ and the second part contains all eight human beings’, the ‘human channels’ included, connotations, information and memories of the word as name ‘Kryon’.

This second part in the spilt of the subconscious mind is actually a creation of an Entity as a complete being designed with assistance of the mind consciousness system, the design of a complete personality. Now, the ‘human channel’ has two different personalities: Their own as who and what they have defined themselves as and the Kryon personality as designed by many other beings’, including their own, information, connotations and memories with assistance of the mind consciousness system within them which have been designed with the capability of actually creating different personalities in this way as I have explained.

The ability for the personality as Entity as false expression and duplication of who I am to speak and communicate, experienced by the ‘human channel’ that they’re indeed channeling is what I am explaining now:

The mind consciousness system within each human being has been designed to have the ability to create personalities. Personalities are for instance the definition each human being would give another as who and what they are. Such personalities as who and what human beings would define themselves as being are designed the exact same way I have explained the Kryon personality was created. Human beings define themselves through observation, interaction, participation and communication with other human beings in their world, their parents, including their environment. Using all such factors to compose a personality as who and what they define themselves as being – having the ability to communicate to others as to who they are as the personality they have defined themselves as being, composed from many other factors outside themselves.

This is how the personality as ‘Kryon’ as Entity developed through the spilt in the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ has the ability to actually communicate as though it is truly me as who I am coming through and communicating to human beings here on earth. During the mergence of all eight human beings’ memories, connotation and information of the word as name ‘Kryon’ in the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ which had spilt – the mind consciousness system in the being equates, molds, formulates and expresses one individual different personality as being based on the word as name ‘Kryon’.

The mind consciousness system creates an entire different being as Entity as personality in the splitting of the subconscious mind. This personality as Entity of myself is designed in the words which have been equated, formulated and molded from all eight human beings’ connotations, memories and information (which consist of words used in the past) to have the ability to express as a being who is actually coming through and channeling in communication with other human beings in this world.

The words spoken by this personality as Entity as duplication of who I am – are specifically words that the human beings want to hear, require to hear and desire to hear as this Entity as personality was designed in words of the past as information, connotations and memories formulated, equated and molded to create one singular being as Entity as personality from all eight human beings who have participated in this process.

As I have mentioned before – I know of the abilities of the mind consciousness systems within beings as I have been part of those dimensional beings who have designed such systems. This is exactly what has occurred within human beings as channels in this world who have ‘channeled’ me during the period of February in this year of 2007 to this moment here on 14 May in this year of 2007. Human beings have been ‘channeling’ an Entity creation designed by mind consciousness system through equating, formulating and molding an expression of an personality through the splitting of the subconscious mind based on connotations, memories and information as words of all human beings, including the being who is to channel – the moment they had seen or read the word as name ‘Kryon’ or had heard the word as name ‘Kryon’ through sound communication. The design of the Entity as personality as duplication of who I am in the splitting of the subconscious mind is extensively specific, meticulous and intricate, so much so that it has the ability to communicate.

In this ability of the Entity to communicate, you will notice that the words spoken by the Entity is usually repeated information of past channeled discussions, communicating only limited amounts of information. Notice another important factor: Words spoken by the Entity as personality from the subconscious mind of the ‘human channel’ is never directly related to human beings experience of themselves here on earth. The discussions of the Entities communication will always be directed at an outside source, never communicating directly to human beings and their own inherent responsibility and application required to participate in this world and their own lives to be able to make a difference to what we experience in this world today. What I am stating through using the words ‘is never directly related to human beings experience of themselves here on earth’ – is that such channels by Entity creations never communicate words or information that will directly support human beings in their experiences of themselves here on earth. The direct support consisting of practical methods of understanding who human beings are and why exactly occurrences take place in their lives and how human beings are able to practically support themselves in this world to be able to make a difference in their own lives, including the experiences in the rest of the world.

This must be extensively difficult to comprehend and understand, though I am available to be contacted on the website on which you are reading this channel. I will be able to come through this Interdimensional Portal and directly answer all questions pertaining to this specific channel.

Yet again note that to this day, this moment here on 14 May in this year of 2007, since February in this year of 2007 – no channeling from a dimensional being has taken place in communication with other human beings here on earth.

We in the dimensions stand strong in this decision and take it very seriously to not have any channels commence here on earth as dimensional beings which communicate information that is of consciousness. Thus far since February in this year of 2007, I am with absolute certainty able to state that no dimensional being have channeled through any human being as channel in this world, except through the Interdimensional Portal – which brings me to the answering of the next question:

Why are channels from most dimensional beings in the dimensions, this including myself, only commencing through the Interdimensional Portal for a moment?

This here reason is due to the following fact: As I have mentioned, we were required to contain all human beings as channels in this world due to the extensive influences they allowed through their exposure to the dimensions as heaven, the moment the dimensional being came through to channel. The moment the dimensional being enter the human being as a channel, the connection to heaven and earth is made where both beings are exposed to both realities for a moment. In this moment when the connection is made to heaven and earth, the human being that is of consciousness systems, influence the entire dimensions existence. This I am explaining furthermore in this discussion to follow:

When I, in the beginning, realized the extensive nature of the influences human beings as consciousness systems who channeled here on earth allowed through their exposure to the dimensions – I immediately required a solution so that channeling is still able to take place, yet not influence the entire dimensions existence in creating for instance dimensional shifts and alternate realities. The solution I found was to design and place a dimensional ‘backpack’ on the human beings as channels on earth.

This dimensional ‘backpack’ was placed on the back of the physical body of the human being. This was a dimensional containment structure which would then, once the dimensional being comes through the channel, contain all influences in this ‘backpack’ compartment. Thus, the influences of the human being as channel that is of consciousness systems would only reach the containment structure as ‘backpack’ compartment and not influence the entire dimensions existence. The influences I am mentioning here is emotional and feeling energy which is generated through the mind consciousness system within each human being here on earth. Such energies would create massive dimensional shifts in the dimensions existence which, if such influences would compound, have the ability to create alternate realities and existence and influence other dimensional beings in the dimension to a vast degree if they were not certain as who and what they are in the dimensions.

Although this dimensional ‘backpack’ compartment was specifically placed for the purpose to contain all influences of the human being that was of consciousness so that the influences do not penetrate the entire dimensions existence, sound frequency vibrations still leaked into the dimensions existence. This sound frequency vibrations later played a great role in the reason why some dimensional beings were lost and trapped in alternate self-designed existences within the dimensions where they had completely forgotten who and what they were – this due to the sound frequency vibrations which permeated the dimensions existence from this dimensional ‘backpack’ compartment.

During our process from consciousness to awareness we have realized that we are no longer able to allow such influences of consciousness systems here on earth in the dimensions. Thus, we removed the ‘backpack’ compartment which was placed dimensionally on the physical body of each human being as channel in this world and infused the channels with the metallic embodiment within them. This was done so their accesses to the dimensions were sealed to ensure no such influences of consciousness permeate in the dimensions to have the ability to alternate our processes. Understand we were absolutely required to do so if we in the dimensions were to remain stable and constant in our application in every here moment as who we are.

Understand then also the reason why we are not able to allow access for any human being as channel in this world that is of consciousness as your exposure, even for a moment, has the ability to influence the entire dimensions existence. Only through forgiveness with corrective application in every here moment to release yourself from the enslavement and control of consciousness systems will you once again have the ability to channel dimensional beings and in this way have access to the dimensions. The moment when you stand stable, constant, here in every moment into infinity as who you are as equal and one with who we are in the dimensions, will you give yourself access to have the ability to once again channel dimensional beings. This is also the only possible way the metallic embodiment will ‘melt’ so to speak to give yourself access to the ability to channel once again. This is the process your guides and Infinite Selves will be supporting you with as they walk with you , as you as who you really are during this process of consciousness to awareness.

As I have now explained the design of the previous channel systems that were of consciousness systems creations which influenced the dimensions existence to great extremes, I am now explaining the reason why the dimensional beings, such as myself will only be channeling through this Interdimensional Portal.

This Interdimensional Portal is an embodiment structure infused in the physical body of the being which stand as the Interdimensional Portal. This embodiment was designed in the image and likeness of who we really are as oneness, equality, awareness and existence as the living word. Previous channels’ systems were designed in the image and likeness of consciousness systems.

This embodiment allows for the being, whose physical body stand as the Interdimensional Portal, to have complete and full access to the dimensions. This being has the ability, through support of this specific embodiment infused in the physical body of the being, to leave the body completely and actually roam within the dimensions amongst all other dimensional beings. Once the being leaves the physical body completely and enters the dimensions fully aware, another dimensional being may enter and have complete and full access to earth as the dimensional being within a human physical body and may roam on earth amongst all other human beings. The dimensional being occupying this beings’ physical body for a moment, has the ability to walk, move and speak freely for an unlimited period of time. One dimensional being remained here in this beings’ physical body for two consecutive days while the being whose physical body it is remained in heaven as the dimensions and returned fully aware of all her participations in the dimensions.

The reason why this being is able to have access to the dimensions in such a complete never before experienced channeling capability, is because this being made one complete choice and lived the choice as who the being really is. The choice that was made and stood by as a living example of who the being really is was to stand up absolute and take responsibility for all of existence in every here moment to bring forth heaven on earth as a manifested expression and experience of who this being is as equal and one with all beings in existence. This choice was made in oneness and equality with absolute understanding that all within existence is one and equal with this being who had made the absolute choice as a statement of who this being is.

The moment the being made this choice, the being had the ability to be able to exist both here and within the dimensions, without influencing the dimensions to any extent whatsoever, because this beings stood absolute here in every moment as oneness and equality as who this being really is.

This is one of the most profound occurrences in existence ever before experienced. Never before had any dimensional being the opportunity to have the ability to completely channel through a being and have complete and full access to human beings here on earth for periods of unlimited time. As I, Kryon, type here now, I am fully integrated into this beings’ physical body which stand as the Interdimensional Portal. I am integrated up to a DNA and molecular level so I have the ability to be absolute present here as who I am whilst the being whose physical body this is, is completely aware in the dimensions out of this human physical body.

This is how each human being as channel in this world must stand to have the ability to once again give themselves access to the dimensions and the ability to channel. You must stand up and take responsibility for all as one and equal as who you are and live and walk who you are in every here moment, standing infinitely here constant and stable as who you are in every here moment completely released from consciousness systems, to once again give yourself access to the ability to channel.

The reason I specifically use the words ‘the being whose physical body stand as the Interdimensional Portal’ is that this being is not defined by the physical body as Interdimensional Portal, who this being is, as equal and one with all beings in existence is beyond having the ability to be able to exist in both existences, fully aware, here on earth and within the dimensions. Each one is able to also experience this, though, the process start with forgiveness with corrective application with absolute honesty with self in every here moment as you experience the process of consciousness to awareness.

I have continuously communicated the words ‘consciousness systems’ as who and what human beings have become’. There have already been many channels taking place explaining the exact nature of what consciousness systems really are. I am here also explaining the specific words I use as ‘consciousness systems’ to place the understanding clear in all human beings who read this channel including the previous channel I have done in this Interdimensional Portal.

Consciousness systems are referred to as the mind here on earth. Consciousness systems designs consist of the following: Thoughts, feelings, emotions, pictures, polarities, morality, belief systems , and reactive behaviour patterns and so forth. In this moment consciousness systems consist of everything each human being have become as copies of those that have gone before them.

Consciousness systems, human beings, are all and everything that you are as who and what you have defined yourself as being in this world. In existence we have been lost, enslaved and controlled in and as these consciousness systems by a select few human beings in the dimensions who used such consciousness systems, which was implanted in the physical bodies of human beings; to have the ability to have power and control of all beings in existence. The moment these beings’ in existence became slaves to their own creation, as explained in my previous channel, was the moment when some beings in existence became aware of the enslavement and control of consciousness systems in existence.

In this awareness beings stood up and took responsibility for all beings in existence so all as one and equal may be released from consciousness enslavement and control to once again stand as who we really are. This realization by such beings to make the choice to stand up absolute and take responsibility for all as one and equal and to remain an example of who each being in existence really is, is required of each human being on earth so all in existence may be released from consciousness systems enslavement and control.

It has been realized that we have no possible way out of this consciousness systems enslavement and control, but to stand infinitely here, constant and stable as who we really are and not accept and allow anything less than who we really are in every here moment of application. This entails not accepting and allowing anything in existence that is of consciousness systems enslavement and control until this is done. Until all beings in existence, stand infinitely constant and stable in every here moment in equality and oneness until heaven on earth is here as a manifested expression and experience of who we really are.

This is the word as name ‘Kryon’

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