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Lao Tzu in Modern Society

“To the mind that is still, the whole universe surrenders.”
– Lao Tzu

This practically implies — NO THOUGHT — NO MIND – The BODY of FLESH is the SELF — and life is born from the Physical as per the Gospel of Thomas

Bernard Poolman






“Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power. If you realize that you have enough, you are truly rich.”

– Lao Tzu

Having enough is to have what is best for all equally from birth to death. To be rich while others are poor by implication is evidence that one do not know yourself and have not mastered yourself. Why should those that have no self mastery have any say in how life on earth is lived?

Bernard Poolman



“The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.”
― Lao Tzu

This is the journey of self correction and to find the truth of what man became as the mind –thus–the journey is step by step – breath by breath –till it is done — nothing more can be done but what is done in one breath at a time — to keep walking till self is in fact one and equal as life and the illusion of consciousness is no more. where to begin is irrelevant as the step right here, the breath right here is the beginning of the Journey To Life.

Bernard Poolman



“Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know.”
― Lao Tzu

This is vital to realize — as to the consequence to words as the living of self in all relationships, and when this is not what is best as life as equal, it is causing consequence that is unnecessary, but those that speak do not know, and thus they speak, lots of absolute crap, till life itself is the crap. Make sure each word is worth living –not for yourself alone, but for all being throughout all time, then one is enlightened and will not stop till all see the light of equality and oneness as that which is best for all life always. The arrogant fools say that Lao here indicate one should be silent — how foolish –you are a word on a living word and if you are no word, you will not exist. Live Words as Worthy in this World! Speak only when you know your words result in what is Best for all Life always!

Bernard Poolman



“When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.”
― Lao Tzu

This is the KEY to self Change –first to let go –to let the Ego go –to stop — to end what you are, then –you may be able to birth yourself as life –this is complete death of the illusionary self, the cultivated self the learned self , the society self, the family self, the money self, the sex self, all must go in every way –and life might be, if one is true to what is best for all life always as equal to life –as naturally life, as Life Normal – the Living Breath breathing the Living Word on the Living World as the Dust made fleSh as the Self, where no mind exist as separated self interest seeking imaginary foolfillment.

Bernard Poolman



“The truth is not always beautiful, nor beautiful words the truth.”
― Lao Tzu

This is IMPORTANT to Grasp — the world as it exist NOW is the TRUTH of the INNER HUMAN as ONE — UNLESS we change who we are to be reflected as THIS WORLD as what is Best for ALL LIFE, the MESS will continue!! — There is NO BETTER LIFE HEREAFTER as HERE creates HEREAFTER –As Below so ABOVE!! the TRUTH HURTS!

Bernard Poolman



“Time is a created thing. To say ‘I don’t have time,’ is like saying, ‘I don’t want to.”
― Lao Tzu

This should solve it for all those that do not find time to change the world to what is best for all life.

Bernard Poolman



“Be content with what you have;
rejoice in the way things are.
When you realize there is nothing lacking,
the whole world belongs to you.”
― Lao Tzu

This must be understood in the time frame it was written –many thousands of years ago – before the age of self interest where inequality is justified. This implies that the earth provide enough for all equally and thus lack only exist because we treat each other unequal and therefore no one has a place in the world unless they have money to buy it– at the moment life is being stolen by clever words that is not alive as it is not equal to life — to be the living word one must live the words in ways that support all life equally breath by breath

Bernard Poolman



“Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.”
― Lao Tzu

Strange enough parents teach children to worry about what other people think and turn the children into prisoners of illusion

Bernard Poolman



“Stop thinking, and end your problems.”
― Lao Tzu

Yes –it has always been the solution, but nowadays thinking is glorified as CONsciousness and Energy and Feeling as part of a CONsumer system that devours all it can and refuse to give life to life

Bernard Poolman



“Do you have the patience to wait until your mud settles and the water is clear?”
― Lao Tzu

Self Forgiveness with Self Honesty is how one clear your water till it is crystal clear. Then even mudslinging will not be muddle your water and the self will reflect life clearly as what is best for all life always

Bernard Poolman

Spirituality – ‘Love and Light’ is a Drug Addiction – Day 43


* this post is a continuation to:

Spirituality – The Bigger Plan – Day 40

Spirituality – the Message – Day 41

Spirituality – Following Gurus and Spiritual Masters – Day 42

Conversation with the Mind as God

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘Love and Light’is the solution that will bring about a peace on earth and I have refused to see that real Love is an act that can be measured only through a physical consequences wherein at the moment, the world exists as pure evil as we allow the majority of this world to daily suffer and be abused and the Establishment of an Equal Money System is the measurement for the act of LOVE where we gather together as humanity and stand up for LIFE where we implement an Equal LIFE System so that ALL could have a dignified, meaningful and fulfilling LIFE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to focus on my individual happiness through the belief in ‘Love and Light’ and I have failed to see that the world is quite Hateful and Dark place for the majority of this world.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see the relationship between Money and ‘Love and Light’ wherein only those who have Money and access to the Earth’s recourses can practice the energy elevation of ‘Love and Light’ while the Majority of this world lives in horrific conditions.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have failed to add 1+1 together and thus see that ‘Love and Light’ is not the solution that will bring about a world that is best for all because this world is a manifested physical world and a solution thus, must be a manifested physical solution; the solution is first to acknowledge the source of the Problem which is the Energy participation in our mind as within, and the Money system as Energy as Without and thus, take responsibility both as within and without – Stopping ourselves as the energy creation of and as the mind and change ourselves to a physical expression in living application as well as changing the world system of Money to a world system of Equality through the Equal Money Systemas the building block for a manifestation of a real and substantial change to a physical world of and as Equality and Oneness in it’s absolute expression.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that Energy of ‘Love and Light’ is a gateway from really changing who and what I have become as an energy that consume my human physical bodyas well as what I have accepted and allowed this world to become as Money/Energy that consume the Earth’s resources and I haven’t allowed myself to realize that if we continue blindly follow the Energy path as within so without, we will consumed ourselves and this world until nothing of this physicality will remain along with ourselves as the energy mind that we’ve defined ourselves as.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that I’m addicted to Energy and without the Good and Positive energyI feel lost and I have not even seen that ‘lostness’ is the Negative Energy within the Law of balance where if I exists as Energy instead of a physical living expression, I will continually bounce from the good to the negative energy wherein for example: my back chat in the nature of gossiping/judging other people reflects the Negative Energy and the ‘Love and Light’ Positive affirmation reflect the Positive Energy.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that the ‘Love and Light’ energy experience is equal to and one to a ‘high’ from consuming drugs and I haven’t realized that the ‘High’ that I experienced was a deliberate self deception so that I won’t have to feel Existence and the pain existence is going through as well as not having to feel the pain that I’m causing to my human physical bodyin absolute separation from myself as myself as my human physical body.

I commit myself to Walk the ultimate expression of LOVE within the principle of Love thy neighbour as thyself where the physical outflows will be the measurement of my action and so, making sure that the effect is equal to the cause because it is not, the cause wasn’t clear, direct and in absolute self honesty.

I commit myself to do what ever it necessary to be done for ALL to be able to experience a full and happy life through taking a way the fear of survival due to our dysfunctional World System and making sure that ALL will have Equal access to the Earth’s recourses, Education and Health through the establishment of an Equal Life/Money System

I commit myself to show and reveal the relationship between Money and the “love and Light” movement through writing. (For example: Conversation with the Mind as God)

I commit myself to show the relationship between the Energy as the mind as within, and the Money as world system as without and to prove that the only change that is valid and can have a substantial measurable effect is a physical change of ourselves as individual and the world system (through the Equal Money System)

I commit myself to stop destroying my body with the consumption of the physical through Energyand I commit myself to stop the destruction the physical reality through the consumption of the Earth’s resources due to the dysfunctional Money System that we are currently existing within and as

I commit myself to stop the Energy addiction, both to the Positive and the Negative and direct myself within a breath by breath process of stopping each and every pattern as this is the only point I can be sure that I’m aware, attentive and Present.

I commit myself to stop the ‘Love and Light’ drug addiction and to reveal that Energy has the same effect of as drugs to one’s mind and body and thus, develop detoxified programs to assist many with their process of stopping the addiction of Spiritual energy and becoming physical living expression in a breath by breath application.

2012 will make some gurus lots of money

Being a well known guru is an awesome job. You get to teach in various cool places around the world, all your expenses are taking care of, you come back to your nice and cozy home with a bonus of a nice paycheck, you get to brainwash your followers to sustain your monthly income and you get to have a passive income from selling your books and videos in multiple languages. What an awesome job! Wouldn’t everyone want it?

It is very beneficial for those who teach/preach about 2012 because you give your followers a day to wait for, a day to prove that your message is real, and close to the deadline, you change your prophecy to another 18 years so that you’ll capture your followers to support you for ever and ever and ever, until you die in wealth, taking nothing of you to your grave.

2012 supports many gurus/chanellers/healers in doing just that – making money out from the thin air, with no actual change that is visible in this world, a change that will make sure that all will have a dignified life, a warm bed and food on their table. And as we come close to this date, we see how the prophecy already altered and changed to 18 years from now as Kryon mentioned in his latest seminar that was done on December 2011.

So you see – the method doesn’t change, the consumerism of prophecies and prediction is a huge Market force where there will always be the ones that follow such prophecies and predictions because how can they not, when ‘hope’ and ‘love’ is promised to them and It’s right here, in the next corner, what does it matter if it’s this year or 18 years from now?

The gurus/chanellers/healers haven’t realized their responsibility and what the outflows of their action are. They haven’t realized that they could use the power that was given to them by the mess, to actually stand up and walk towards a solution that is best for all in practicality. But why should they do so when they have their followers giving them money and they live happily ever after in their inner peace? Do not give a fuck about humanity and justify it with the grand plan that God/white light has designed to get us to the point of oneness and equality while all along, God/white light is the fucker that is responsible for this abusive world. Which is funny actually because they call themselves enlightened beings that are walking in divinity when the matter of the fact is that they sustaining the separation that exists in this world. Irony or total ignorance?

So where am I going with this? 2012 is a consumerism thing and it is all about the money, so I dare you to wake the hell up, look at what is here and spend your money wisely. You do not need anyone to tell you that you are divine, a higher being, a magnificent soul. No. You need to take yourself seriously and support yourself in common sense, to see how you are responsible for yourself and your world, how you can practically change yourself and your world and how we can make sure that no one, ever, will suffer any longer and heaven on earth is Here, as a physical manifestation.

A question to assist and support you  – what does it make you feel when Gurus/chanellers/healers tells you that you are divine? Do you feel special? Do you feel good within yourself? if the answer is yes, I suggest to look in self honesty why and how you have separated yourself from yourself to such an extent that you need external forces to tell you how good you are, instead of walking in each breath in self trust, knowing who and what you are, knowing that you have the possibility to be the change of this reality by standing up and practically assist and support yourself to change through and as principles that are best for all. That is divinity, to see that a solution that is best for all is possible and you are the key. It will be totally ignorant if you won’t act on it and assist with changing this world.

Sitting around, hoping for magnificent forces to change you, isn’t divinity, that is stupidity. Because you have what it takes to change. We have proven that already, check out the Destonians’ time line of self transformation.

Sharing my Process of self transformation from 2010.
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL … e=view_all

Maya Harel’s Process of Transformation – My Time Line 2010-2011
http://harelmaya.wordpress.com/mayas-pr … time-line/

Lindsay Craver’s process of self change


http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL … e=view_all

Andrew Rossow Time line


Niklas Nydahl


Bastian Neumann

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL … re=edit_ok

and many others:

Vlogs: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=51

Blogs: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=52

Alice A Bailey – From Consciousness to Awareness – Part 1

Transcribed and typed by Alice A. Bailey through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 15/11/2007

Structure, what is structure and what is the requirement for structure in any facet or expression within existence or expression of creation? Structure, this entire universe, earth and heaven consist of many forms of structure. Why, I ask? What is the necessity for structure? Are we not able to exist as free moving and flowing beings in our expression and application of ourselves? Why have we trapped and confined ourselves to a limitational structural reality called earth or heaven? Does heaven have some form of structure, to my understanding I’d say yes. For the ability to create a car with all its mechanical parts is possible in heaven and so also on earth. This is only possible through the existence of some form of structure supporting the creation of such manifestation. Earth is in a structural form, nature with all its individual plants and trees, earth with all its buildings and towers, life forms such as insects, animals, human beings and the universe with stars and planets. All are structural manifestations. Then we have heaven with beings merely vibrating on a less dense vibrational expression as on earth, yet, movement and direction and creation exist in the exact same application as on earth, just faster. And they are unseen by beings on earth as the eyes structural vibration are fine tuned to see only that which reflect off the vibrations on earth. How does one see? Seeing is but through the reflection of light through the vibrations and frequencies resonating from a specific amount of molecules or atoms applying/placing themselves in a manifestation of a specific structure. Let’s take a table for example. A table is but a multiple amount of singular molecules and atoms coming together to present themselves in a specific form of manifestation and expression. Through doing so, they vibrate at a specific density level to be able to remain structured in a form of a table. The vibration of the molecules vibrate to such intensity that its intricate structure of the coming together of the molecules is unseen by the human eye, and it’s merely seen as a picture. This is the picture of a table. So, all see in pictures. Everything that’s around you is merely a picture presentation of truth of molecules vibrating at a certain density intensity level. Why? Why are molecules doing this, why establish themselves in a specific structure? Then we look at support. Are they not supporting us in this reality? What is this reality and what we have created within it showing us? Have we begun to miss the reason for the structural creation of all manifestations on earth? Have even heaven forgotten the true reason for the physical manifestation of both heaven and earth. The question to also probably asking is this: When the table starts withering away, is it really the table that is doing so? Or is it a creation of the mind and through what the physical eye see, a belief or an idea that a table is able to exist and last only so long? Molecules exist into eternity; they are infinite forms of structural expressions and yet again, another form of structural manifestation. From the biggest to the smallest form of manifestation, I am clearly able to see structure in all forms of manifestations and expressions, infinitely so. The question remains though…why? What is heaven? What is earth? They are structural manifestations and expressions of infinite amount of molecules coming together in different shapes and forms. Why? Have a clear look – possibly to support us? Then the question remains: Who am I? Am I that which gives life to all that exist? Am I the creator of all that exist? That which moves and direct all that exist? Am I the creator of all that exist? What are the molecules then in their expression of structural manifestation? Could it possibly be me expressing myself in a structural form to support me existing in a different structural form or expression through a process of the manifestation of the creator and created of who I really am? Is all that exist who I am, or is it merely me supporting me to be able to manifest, move, direct and create in structural manifestations and expressions creations and experiences of myself? Why does earth exist in a time space continuum and heaven in a quantum time application of existence? Was it or is it intended to be separate in any way? Why has existence been separated to such an extent that we are not even able to remember who we are and where we come from? Yes, many beliefs may have been created around such a question, regarding the origin of creation of both heaven and earth and all that exist within existence. But clearly, no-one seems to agree with each other regarding the creation of ourselves and existence. Clearly if not all agree or are in agreement regarding the starting point and the how of the creation of existence and ourselves, then none of the ideas and beliefs regarding the creation of existence could possibly be true. Why do I say this? The reason is the following. If all that exist, is molecules merely vibrating at a certain frequency and vibrations. And also resonating a certain frequency and vibration. Then clearly we derive from the exact same essence of construct and structure, which are molecules that manifest in multiple different forms of expression. I am taking this structural application of the molecule even one step further. What does the molecule consist of in essence to be able to create a structure? The molecules manifest in structures just as I have explained the Universe and earth with all that exist within and on it, have been able to manifest in form. The answer is sound. How do we as beings communicate, through sound, through words, which in essence is but a language, a formation of sound for all to understand each other? But look, we have even separated ourselves to the extent of not being able to communicate with each other properly through the creation of multiple different languages. What about the possibility of the one universal sound and language? Yet, the manifestation of different languages and construct of words are also an example of the extent to which we are able to create. Sound, how does sound manifest to create molecules? Then the question is asked but is it a creation, or merely an expression? What is expression, I ask? Does expression go hand in hand with creation? When molecules vibrate, the vibration is linked to the intense resonance of sound. The more intense the sound is directed, the more specific the structural manifestation of form. I am referring to Lily’s experience with the discovery of sound. Where she was able to actually make a sound, coming from within her, and with the vibrations and frequencies of which the sound consist of, she was actually able to create forms and structures infront of her and hold the sound in it’s specific expression (a sound which she created). She’d for instance make a sound and direct the sound to form a free flowing circle of sound for instance. And depending on how long she held the circle of sound in it’s free flowing expression, within the circle, more shapes started forming. Meaning the sound started manifesting in more intense and specific structural manifestations such as diamonds. This was when she made one specific sound. The sounds also manifested in different colour expression, yet the essence of the sound came from one singular sound. So when she’d make a different sound to the first which she placed in a circular structure, create a different free flowing sound shape with structural diamonds forming and place both together as one, another different sound would be created and different structural shapes would come into manifestation. For instance, now there’d be two different unique circular sounds, with the vibration and frequency of the sound manifesting in structural formations such as diamonds. And when these two integrate as one, there’d be another unique sound, and diamonds, and also another shape forming such as spirals for instance. What does this signify? It signifies the following: That with the integration of the two different circular sounds with their diamond structures and the new sound circle that’s created with the new spiral structure, all is still individual in manifestation, yet expressed as one. You are clearly able to see the individual colours of the two original sound circles, also the new colour of the two integrated as one sound circle, also the individual diamond structures and the new spiral structures. All sounding together as one. Then, you are able to take it apart again. To create two singular sound circles with the structural manifestation of the diamonds. Creating yet again, two different unique yet one sound. I say one sound because as I have said before, all sound has a different unique expression in structural manifestation, but yet the essence of all sound is one and the same. What are vibrations and frequencies, but structural creations as for the carriers of sound. Vibrations are but the measurement of the duration of time during which the sound has specifically resonated at the same sound signature. For instance making the same sound for a certain period of time, which then created vibrations and then frequency, is then the measurement of the intensity in which the same sound has been made for a certain period of time. I am saying that all of existence is the structural manifestations and expressions of us as sound. All that exist is structural manifestation of sound. As I have said, look at words, its sound, carriers of sound in structural form. Words are another form of structure. It’s the structure with which we communicate. Is it possible that we have originated from sound, we’ve always only been sound and that we’ve resonated and made one specific sound for eternity, until one moment, the sound as ourselves started vibrating (as I have explained vibration to be the structural expression of sound once a specific sound is made for a certain period of time) and then created frequencies (which as I explained is the measurement of the intensity with which the same sound has been made). Within the creation of vibration and frequency, sound started forming structural manifestations such as molecules and atoms which became the foundational structures of existence. I have then another question to ask. What about colour then? Why do beings on earth see different shapes in specific colours? Is that the real colour of the expression and structural application of sound in manifestation as molecules in specific formation creating a tree? No, it’s not. I see all structural manifestations on earth as the exact same sound colouring, yet with the human eye, it seems as though it’s one singular colour. Why? As I have explained, seeing is but through the reflection of light through the vibrations and frequencies resonating from a specific amount of molecules or atoms applying/placing themselves in a manifestation of a specific structure. What is light? Light is the structural application and manifestation of the intensity of frequency levels. Did you know “darkness” is also light? “Darkness” is but the vibrational frequency application of molecules creating lower frequency intensity, creating the idea of “darkness”. So, what does night and day represent? Both are actually light frequencies, merely resonating and vibrating at different frequencies to create two different light applications and the representation of this application in structural form is the sun and the moon! The question I ask then is how have we structurally created this reality through sound to represent certain creation abilities? But before I answer this question, let me return to colour and seeing. I have explained that the vibration of the molecules vibrate to such intensity that its intricate structure of the coming together of the molecules is unseen by the human eye, and it’s merely seen as a picture. Thus, everything on earth is seen in its simplest form, thus, the human eye see the expression of sound in its simplest form and colour. One colour, one picture. Just like a brown table is seen as one picture, with one colour. I have another question, who decided tree’s to be brown and green? Why are they seen by the human eye as brown and green? Yet, when you have a closer look at the tree, you’ll observe and interesting thing. There are multiple different colours of brown and green on one tree. So, what are we showing ourselves through the structural manifestations of multiple amount of molecules coming together vibrating at a specific density and light frequency intensity to create the structure of a tree? And then also the specific colours seen by the human eye? The molecules are vibrating at such intense frequency vibrational and light levels, all the colours of the sound created through the molecules coming together in a specific structure become what seems like one specific colour like for instance brown and green in the tree, to the human eye. For us to be able to discern between multiple different sound molecule frequencies vibration structures, we see in pictures and specific selected colours. When I look at structural shapes on earth, I see all of existence, beings, sound, words, structural creations etc. as one singular sound, with multiple amounts of different colours. As well as all the molecules vibrating to be able to create such an extraordinary existence.