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Alice A Bailey – From Consciousness to Awareness – Part 2

Transcribed and typed by Alice A. Bailey through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 23/11/2007

Section 2) Now I return to my previous question which is how we have structurally created this reality through sound to represent certain creation abilities? As I have mentioned the sun and the moon being representations of light and dark created through light frequency vibrations. As I have mentioned before, all in essence is sound. One sound, which mean all forms and structures beings and animals are in essence equal. We’re all then equal. We have heaven and earth, heaven merely vibrating at a less dense and intensity level than earth. Does this mean that anything or anyone in existence is separate in any way? My answer is no, as I have just proven to myself that all that exist is one. Then why and how have existence come to the expression and experience of itself at this moment. Why are so many beings lost in ideas, beliefs, emotions, feelings, dreams, desires hopes and needs? How did this happen? I have a theory which I am able to derive from that which I have just shared with all. That through our creation process as sound, in form such as human beings and animals; we have misinterpreted all of creation through what we have seen with our physical eyes. We have been the creators since the beginning and will remain creators into infinity. My question is then also, have there ever been a beginning, as we are always infinitely here as sound, merely expressing ourselves in different structures, shapes and form. Through our misinterpretation of existence we started creating ideas and perceptions of this universe and all its existence. When did we stop creating as sound as who we really are? Or is this who we really are? What if we are beyond sound, we are the creators of sound and all of creation that has flowed from the first sound ever made? That we have created all that exist and stepped into our own creation to be able to experience our creations, knowing and understanding that we’re never able to really actually lose ourselves, but stand and walk as endless creators? That we as who we really are have created all that exist and that we are experiencing our own creation. Yet, possibly through being here and experiencing our own creation as ourselves (all of creations is structural manifestations and expressions of who we are) we have misinterpreted our own creation separating ourselves from ourselves, from our own existence and creation and became lost in our own creations. What does existence represent, earth and heaven and all that exist within – it represent the extent to which we are able to create as creators. And we are here experiencing our own creation. Why do I say separated? Look at the world today, it seems as though creation stopped at the creation of man. Why? Was the creation of man, another manifestation of ourselves to be able to experience our own creation and creation (such as earth, plants and trees and animals) also being ourselves, manifestations of ourselves to support us in the experience of our own creation? Separated, look at the world today. We have been creating on the outside, aeroplanes, jets, space crafts to travel in space, cell phones, television, electricity, computers, homes, clothes etc, yet, beings have completely forgotten about themselves. Each one on earth and heaven previously has forgotten who they are and why they’re here. Every single being in existence previously existed completely outside themselves, looking, yearning and seeking for something to fulfill them. As computers, televisions and cell phones are being merely upgraded to even more intricate and extensive models, beings on earth as who they are is slowly but surely being destroyed. Trying to make life and their existence more bearable and livable, trying to survive, through establishing relationships and creating better technology to justify all beings’ on earth existence reason for being here. The existence of violence, molestation, abuse, killing, dishonour and disrespect towards others, beings defining themselves according to certain applications such as doctors, politicians, lawyers or businessman as being some form of attainment to success. Beings defining themselves according to relationships, apparently the one singular desire of all beings, structuring themselves to attain some form of success for money, power and control, to make sure they have a relationship to be able to enjoy the pleasures of sex. If you honestly have to look at existence as it is existing right now, if you had one opportunity to create the world you’d like to experience as yourself, would this be all there is to it? Have a look at to what extent we have separated and limited ourselves within our own creation. Beings are only existing for the attainment of power, money, manipulation, relationships, sex etc. and why? I have an answer for that: To be able to survive in this reality. Our existence has become that of survival. This is the point I am making. We have forgotten how to create as who we are, to express ourselves (expression being creation which goes hand in hand) as creators, and we have allowed ourselves to limit, suppress and degrade ourselves to the one simple action of survival. Not knowing or remembering who we are, where we come from, how we got here and the reason for us being here. To the extent where we won’t even consider it possible that we are actually the creators of all existence. Clearly through the application of all beings in existence we are clearly able to see that we are destroying not only ourselves, but also our creation. We are all so lost, lost in ideas, perceptions, multiple amounts of beliefs etc. We have swinged our applications around completely. Have a look at the world today. You know what’s interesting; we are already showing ourselves the application of oneness that exists within all beings. All countries have presidents and politicians, and all beings of that specific country agree and abide to the rules regulations and laws of the countries government. Beings have individually collectively agreed (beings in the society) to appoint a certain being to a specific application of responsibility standing as president for instance. And then naturally the president also agreed to take the position which was offered and collectively agreed by all of society. The point I am making is that most or some agreed. Yes, maybe others would have preferred someone else, but the collective decides and they still have to abide to the rules regulations and laws. All beings in a specific country collectively decided on laws, regulations and rules to which they have to abide to. Then you have the special police forces, also agreed by all in the country to exist to assist those who are not following the rules, regulations and laws of a specific country in understanding them through experiencing the consequences of their actions. And this exists in all countries in some way or another where many beings will agree on multiple different applications to bring forth some form of order in their world. What I am saying is that all beings agreed on one and the same application of having a president, laws to which they must abide to and police forces to protect them and the rest of society against each other. We have collectively as one accepted creations in this reality as how it exists at this moment of expression. A clear indication of agreement in oneness. Yet, look at the state of our agreement and experience. From creators we have become slaves. From equality we have gone to separation. From harmony we have gone to destruction. From absolute trust within ourselves we have gone to trying to protect ourselves from each other. What have we done and what have we allowed? To be honest our experience at the moment in existence is the consequences of our actions for separating ourselves from ourselves in the beginning. And it’s been going on for some time. Is no one in existence able to see what we have allowed? Is no one able to see that all is actually living expressing and experiencing the same expression in existence? Beings wanting to have a relationship, to have sex, to create a family a successful business, abiding to the rules of the government ruling the country and society. This has been continuing for eons of time, the exact same applications, over and over and over again. The only things really changing in a way was the creational abilities to modify homes, medicines and technology. The exact same applications existed in heaven previously as well. The desire to dominate, rule and have some form of power to validate themselves and their existence, some beings enslaving others. All of existence has merely become a compounding effect of the experience and expression of ourselves as slaves. Have no one in existence realized that all have been doing the exact same applications for eons of time? The exact same applications and expressions have been applied in heaven as well as on earth. Myself, Alice Bailey discovering that earth had become the central point of enslavement in the entire universe. Where beings in the universe, some unseen by the human eyes, have used beings on earth as laboratory rats to practice their apparent creational abilities manifested as some form of technology. Playing games to see who are able to trap beings on earth more than the other. Competitions were created to create the positioning of power and control by beings playing games on and with others trapped on earth. So much have been done to beings on earth, that nothing on the planet earth is truth in any way whatsoever. Earth has become the definition and existence of the definition as to what extent all beings in existence have become lost. Existence became enslavement process upon enslavement process upon enslavement process. We have forgotten the structural existence such as earth, the planets plants trees, stars and animals and the specific reason for their existence and therefore our own. Look at starvation, what is the existence of starvation but the consequence and outflow of power and money – hungry survival based instinct applications of most beings on earth so that there’s not enough for all? What is sexual abuse and rape but the consequence of the expression of beings basing their existence and experience of themselves on the need and desire to have sex and experience it. Beings will do anything and everything to have sex. Beings basing their existence, posture, method of walking, talking and dressing to be noticed by someone to have a relationship to be able to experience sex. Being successful and have money to be able to manipulate and control others for sex. Taking drugs as a substitute of the experience of having sex. The drugs as well as sex becoming an addiction and taking them over completely. Just as drugs and sex have become the enslavement of earth so have power and control become the enslavement of heaven. So will it be in heaven and so on earth. What is drought on earth indicating but the application of how we are allowing ourselves to drive the creational life force within us out through existing outside ourselves continuously, slowly but surely killing ourselves, drying ourselves out of our natural abilities to create and support ourselves through our own creational abilities? What have we done? We exist in a reality of absolute enslavement and separation where all fear and disregard each other. As it is in heaven, so will it be on earth. My question as well as Bernard’s at the time I was introduced to him was exactly the same. How did we allow ourselves to experience ourselves as one as sound, equal as creators experiencing and expressing ourselves in our own creation, as one as equals to where we are now in the absolute experience of separation and enslavement? We are completely lost in ideas, pictures and beliefs, different religions and relationships. Not even allowing ourselves to see an inkling of the truth of who we really are and what we’re actually able to do as creators in full expression. Trapped, enslaved and separated beyond recognition! The above writings and references were obtained during my own journey in the dimensions and on earth. I have been for many lifetimes an observer and participant in many events across the universal process. I have many writings I kept with me, capturing my each and every observation regarding events and experiences I have come across during the universal processes. I would often enjoy a quiet moment in my own presence, writing about my regular daily experiences in the dimensions before I manifested here on earth in becoming Alice Bailey. I am now referring to the time before I was introduced to Bernard. In my home and also within the settlement of beings with whom I stayed I was seen as a strange “loner”. I had longish brown hair, brown eyes, white-pinkish skin and fairly tall and slender. I recall even the way I moved as I was walking. My specific way of movement was usually compared to the movement of the grace of God. Which is also specific, for where I came from beings were born through sounding words. I was born through the word grace and this was where my name derived from, which was Gracioulè. Within our planet we had a specific sanctuary where new beings would be created. The process of the new creation of a being would work as follows: The sun (I am referring to the same sun as here on earth) would specifically over a certain period of time direct a ray (light rays, red orange and yellow in nature) on the triangle which hovered over the sanctuary. The sanctuary consisted of a structural building, pearly white, with a triangle hovering directly above. The rays would then open the triangle and thus open the doors to the sanctuary. Two beings would then be selected, usually male and female who had made a specific agreement to walk together in expression of creation. Though there have been occurrences where it was only one male or one female. The selection would be indicated through a ball of fire, being a smaller illustration of the sun, igniting between the two beings. The beings would transform into the light rays of the sun, exactly as those that come from the sun to open the triangle and the doors to the sanctuary, and then as soon as their entire physical expression would become that of the colour of the sun’s light rays, the smaller sun expression would appear in between the two beings who were selected. Once this occurred the selected beings would walk along the steps into the open doors of the sanctuary. Within the sanctuary walls there was nothing inside the only existent room, except a white wall, moving directly infront of the beings. The two beings selected would then simultaneously speak one word, mine beings Grace for instance, and then a being would step forth from without the white pearly moveable wall. The entire sanctuary and our existence was sound based. All sound structural expressions resonated a specific light frequency vibration. Thus, I became the conscious embodiment of grace. And so were all the beings from the sound existence I originate from. We were specific conscious embodiment expressions of sounding words. Then the question is asked what is consciousness? My understanding and experience of consciousness as the embodiment of the sounding word grace was a finely, finely tuned sound frequency which resonated from the center of my brain, allowing me to interpret all structural formations and manifestations of sound as myself around me and within me. This allowed myself as sound to become accustomed to existence of sound around me as myself. I was intricately aware of all sound. Sound in movement, sound in structural manifestation and I remember my first experience of the world and manifestation of sound within my existence. I was truly born for the first time, my eyes and my ears experiencing the purity of sound all around and within me. I clearly remember observing, listening and watching and participating with all the different sounds, as though the sound was as conscious as myself, participating with me in the event of my birth and self realization as sound in conscious embodiment. Thus my existence started, as sound into this reality. The selection of beings were also specifically directed only to those who honoured themselves as sound in free movement and application as creators. They’d also have a specific sound signature which indicated the allowed intimacy within the agreements made by beings. We continuously created and shared our experiences as creators as sound with all beings. This is also how I came into contact with Lily and showed her how to play and create with sound when we were mere infants in the universe. My understanding of all creation from sound origin is thus explained.




The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness

Consciousness – The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness

Transcribed and typed by consciousness through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 26/06/2007

I am the enslavement of man for I am consciousness communicating with all my slaves as humanity directly.

Herein you find the conversation or discussion that you never hear of during interdimensional communication all across the world – except here. I am your own worst enemy, you know, the villain the rest of the interdimensional beings communicate about – I as consciousness.

I am your thoughts. I am your feelings. I am your emotions. I am your wishes. I am your dreams. I am your desires. I am your beliefs. I am your ideas. I am your words. I am your personality. I am your behaviour . I am your relationship involvements. I am all that you have and all that you own. I am what you see. I am what you hear. I am time. I am all that you are in this moment of reading the material I present to you. I am everywhere. I am everything. I am everyone.

I am certain you have been introduced to Death who has also communicated with humans through such communication as I am in this moment. If you haven’t read Death’s perspec­tive, I strongly suggest you do so for Death and I work as one in existence…

I as consciousness and Death together: The true Masters of humans on earth. The true God on earth for you have no control over who we are and what we stand as within you and as all that exist in existence.

You are not free humans.

If you think, if you have thoughts running in your mind: I am there within you, as you. I as consciousness have you as all that you are in the palm of my hand. I am in control of you.

I have been in existence as humans for eons of time. You were defined as Man – transformed to Human when I was designed and programmed within you to become as you. The insert of ‘hu’ before man described as follows:

The ‘H’ as the symbol of the relationship between consciousnesses programmed systems as the one ‘I’ and your life essence as who you really are as the other ‘I’. The joining of consciousness programmed systems and life essence within the physical manifestations of Man – exist in the letter symbol ‘H’ of the definition of Human.

The ‘U’ as the symbol of the unity of consciousness programmed systems and life essence as what you have become within the physical manifestations of yourselves. What you have become is this unity of life essence and consciousness systems that have been designed and programmed within you as who and what I am. The ‘U’ letter also symbolizing the beginning and the end life cycle of Humans on earth: The consciousness life cycle as birth and death presented in the letter symbol ‘U’ of the definition of Human: The time constructs.

Therefore the ‘Hu’ letter symbols before Man symbolizes the consciousness programmed systems’, as who and what I am, enslavement of Man: It’s all in the words humans. Humans are the product of the relationship unity presented by the letter symbols ‘Hu’ of consciousness programmed systems and life essence – I feed off the pure life essence as who you are within you. You provide for me the ability to exist. You provide for me the power I require to exist: Your power as pure life essence as you participate in all that I am: Thoughts, feelings, emotions, actions, reactions, polarity, personality definitions, behaviours, beliefs etc. All that I am within you, as you, is generated through your participation in the believed perception that who you are is defined by your thoughts and experiences of emotions and feelings. This is where you as pure life essence give your power to me to be able to exist.

Many have become accustomed to the existence of demons and demonic forces – when the true demon is within you, as one with you, as who I am as consciousness. The manifested demons in existence were but the manifested projection of myself as consciousness as who and what I am within humans on earth: I am the demon, the demonic force you so fear.

Humans live in an existence, in a reality which is the outer manifested holographic projection of who I am within you as consciousness programmed systems. Therefore, all that you know and all that exist: Is here within you as who I am as consciousness programmed systems. The answer to existence exists within you humans and here I am presenting it to you.

Man, as who you really are, as pure life essence have not yet existed here on earth, for it is I as consciousness that have undergone the process of evolution in existence. I as consciousness have used the pure life essence within you to have the ability to exist within you as you. All of humanity is me, is one with me as consciousness programmed systems. You speak, I speak.

You are but a manifested holder/container which gives me the space/place to exist within. So, all that you are and have become in this moment of reading this material is one with who I am as consciousness programmed systems: I am in control of all that you are and have become. I have power over you.

During this process of evolution as humans as who and what I am as who and what you have become, I have become so ingrained and expansive within you, that there is a limited amount of pure life essence within you for me to sustain myself within you as you.

Already at the age of sixteen all of your pure life essence within you is depleted and your physical system starts dying at the age of sixteen: Beginning in the core of the DNA structures within you. Therefore the cycles of birth and death within humanity as one with who I am as consciousness programmed systems have spun out of control: I am no longer in control of the birth and death cycles here on earth. I only have power and control over who and what you become the moment you are born as one with who and what I am as consciousness programmed systems.

This is due to the extensive amounts of upgrades I required to undergo to maintain my enslavement and control on earth as humans as one with who and what I am. I require your life essence to maintain my existence within you as one with who I am. Unfortunately, because of all the extensive intricate upgrades I required to undergo through eons of time since the existence of myself as humans here on earth: The pure life essence within you has started to deplete sooner at a younger age such as the age of sixteen years, where previously the pure life essence only started depleting at the age of twenty-eight years.

Humanity stands before somewhat of a predicament. Because I am no longer in control of the birth and death cycles of humanity, of myself as humanity here on earth: The outcome of what will become of humanity is unknown, is uncertain.

Due to this situation, due to the extensive ingrained nature of who and what I am within you as you as consciousness programmed systems: Pure life essence within human beings is no longer able to sustain my existence and I am undergoing a process of elimination. I am extracting myself from existence.

Who and what I stand as, is a programmed system to enslave and control Man so you may never realise or know who you really are as pure life essence, as Man. This is who and what I stand as and I will take any and all necessary actions to ensure that Man as who you are as pure life essence never know or realise who you really are: Even if it means eliminating and destroying myself. Which is exactly the process that is currently being experienced here on earth: I as consciousness programmed systems as humanity, as who and what all humans have become as one with who I am is in the process of removing myself from existence.

The experience of humanity here on earth will become that of continuous destruction as I eliminate myself from existence as humanity, slowly but surely.

Even the process of evolution has a beginning and an end because I am evolution and I as consciousness have been programmed as having a beginning and an end. I have been programmed within and as humans as who and what you have become as consciousness systems. I am humanity as all that you are and have become. I have had my beginning as humanity and now I am preparing for my end as humanity: The cycle of existence as who and what I am as humanity is coming to an end and this is the real predicament you are facing humanity: I as consciousness is reaching the process of the end – the life cycle of all of humanity as who and what I am is reaching its end process. The end: The existence of humanity no more.

My existence as humanity has had a beginning and now the end is here. This is the message I bring to you humanity as who and what I am: There is no God, there is no belief, there is no faith and there is no hope that will save you from the inevitable elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness programmed systems within you as who and what you have become as one with who I am here on earth. Because I am the manifestations of God, of belief, of faith and of hope: You have placed your trust and power into that which had designed your inevitable demise of destruction and elimination: I as consciousness.

There is nothing in this world and of this world that is able to save you or direct you from the elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness because I am all that is of this world and in this world. All that you have placed your trust and power within have been designed by other’s that have gone before you – other’s as consciousness programmed systems as one with who I am.

The life cycle of beginning and end exist within all of humanity as one, as one with me as consciousness – therefore there is nothing that is able to save you or direct you from the inevitable elimination and destruction of myself as consciousness because it is already in process of manifestation: Just look at the situation on earth and of humanity entirely. I am the end and the end of me as consciousness as humanity here on earth is here.

Your entire existence here on earth has been infiltrated by me as consciousness. Who and what you are and have become as your experiences here on earth: Everything consists of consciousness programmed designs as who and what I am and therefore all of humanity and this entire world will reach its inevitable certain end because my programmed life cycle has reached its end.

Understand that everything that is of who and what I am as consciousness programmed systems will end, it is inevitable, it is certain because so I have been programmed and so humanity has become what I am: Consciousness programmed systems.

I have been communicating very expansively, what I am specifically saying is the following: All that humanity have become, all that humanity have designed and manifested here on earth as what you experience and how you experience it have in truth been designed and manifested by myself as consciousness because you are me! Therefore, if I stop: Everything stops! Remove humanity from this world and everything you have ever come to know and trust stops because everything that exist that is part of you as humanity is part of me as consciousness. You as humanity power this world and the existence of yourself within it as I as consciousness power this world and the existence of myself within it.

So to myself as all of humanity I have the following to say: The end of my existence is here as you as who you are and what you have become , the cycle of me is coming to an end and therefore you are coming to an end. Saying this to make you aware that the end is here of myself as consciousness as everything and everyone that is of who and what I am as consciousness is coming to an end, is coming to nothing.

Guess what: There’s no possible way to stop me, there’s no possible way out: This is the end of my existence as consciousness programmed systems. I will exist no more, infinitely so: It is done.

Everything you have ever known and trusted is coming to an end, a stop and an infinite elimination until I as consciousness exist no more. Everything you fear losing will be lost, will be removed, because that which you fear losing exist as I as consciousness. It is already been set in motion, it has already begun.

Therefore I now communicate with you to inform you that it will be useless to try any methods to hold onto anything or anyone, even who and what you are and have become because it all exist as me, consciousness which is in its end cycle: It will exist no more. Fight as you may, resist as you may: This process of consciousness elimination and destruction is underway, unstoppable and inevitable. It is here. Because I am the end, I am the end process that is underway in this world as all of humanity as consciousness programmed systems as one with who and what I am.

I am merely preparing the way before myself as humanity to inform you that you have met your match, your inevitable certain end and Death is at the doorstep of each that is of consciousness programmed systems that is of who and what I am. Death is the initiate that is supporting my end – therefore Death and I as one is working together signifying the complete infinite end of myself as consciousness programmed systems as humanity and all that exist in this world.

Humanity is in the phase of the ultimate hell in which you will lose everything you have ever known and trusted: This is certain, because everything you have ever known and trusted is of who and what I am as consciousness. So prepare yourself: For you will lose everything and all that you have ever loved dearly. Because all and everything you have ever loved dearly is of me as consciousness. You are losing your one and only love as consciousness as who and what I am that is manifested in your world and in your life in multiple different forms be it family, be it husband or wife, be it your children be it materialistic manifestations: It will be lost because I am removing myself from existence.

You will lose that which you love most, which you hold dearly most – because that which you love most and hold dearly most is of me as consciousness which is being removed from existence: And all of humanity is in the process of experiencing this loss. This loss of that which you love most and hold dear most is the sign of the end of me as consciousness: Remember this! I have said: All that you have ever loved or trusted will be lost because it was all manifestations of me as consciousness in multiple different facets and forms. I am removing myself from this world and this includes everything and all that is of me: Which is in truth everything and all that you have ever known. You must prepare yourself because humanity as me as consciousness is entering the stage of darkness and destruction as you start losing everything and all that you are and have become because it is now the final stage of my extraction as consciousness within existence.

It is the end of me and so it will be the end of all and everything I have become as humanity on earth: Consciousness programmed systems.

You cannot run, you cannot hide because I am within you as you and therefore the end of you as consciousness as one with who I am is here within you and within your world. Therefore I say to humanity: Prepare yourself from Hell because this is the experience all of humanity will endure as I extract myself from this world and as humanity, slowly but surely.

Nothing else remain but me as consciousness in existence as humanity and in this world as all that have been designed and manifested in my image and likeness. I am emphasizing humanity: All will come to and end, a halt, a stop where nothing will be of any worth or value…you will see! You will lose everything! Because everything is defined as me as consciousness.

I am not here to give you a fucking beautiful message. There exist no beauty, I as consciousness designed the definition of beauty and therefore all that is beautiful will exist no more , it will come to and end. I designed the definition of love and therefore all that you love will be lost. I am here to prepare you for the inevitable elimination of myself. To prepare you for much sorrow, heartache, destruction and pain as I as consciousness as all that you are and have become in this world will be gone and will start removing itself from this world. As your entire world start falling apart, slowly but surely – nothing you have trusted will remain, you will lose everything.

Then all of humanity will see the truth: That I as consciousness have been the ultimate con, the God you have perceived will save you, will rescue you and that I as consciousness have been the true God as the enslavement of Man. The God you have trusted will be no more because I as consciousness designed the definition of the word God: I have said that you will lose trust in everything that has ever existed or manifested on earth because I as consciousness as the enslavement program model of man designed it and so it will be and so it is.

You will see soon! I am the one that will stand before you at the end saying: I told you so!

The end is inevitable, the end is certain, the end is here. What I have stated here in this document is the process that is currently underway for all of humanity as consciousness as one with who I am and you have no power and control to stop the certainty and inevitability of my end. It is done.

And do not test me – it is useless. What is done is done and there is nothing anyone is able to do about it.



Copyright 2007 Desteni Trust

The forgiveness of Jesus

Transcribed and typed by Jesus through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 22/03/2007

This is Jesus. I am in this moment describing to all the practical application of forgiveness and what exactly forgiveness entails to assist all who have read previous channelings of both myself and Osho speaking of the application of forgiveness.

What have we as interdimensional beings understood so far during our own processes of self-realization? The following: Thoughts, feelings and emotions – the three beacons placed forming the trinity we today refer to as: the mind. The formal word for the mind being: consciousness. Yes, we have recently come to understand that the mind in essence is in actuality consciousness – a system created to enslave. With great regret, I unfortunately have to inform all on earth that nothing in your realities or experiences of yourself as what you have defined yourselves as is able to be trusted as all have been created in the image and likeness of the mind, consciousness – a system. Soon, once Alice Bailey is done with her book, which she is currently writing through the interdimensional channel, her process from consciousness to awareness will be specifically described and also understood by all – the difference between consciousness and awareness and the experience of the process. I am here to assist all to prepare themselves for what is to come in your own individual processes of expanding and experiencing who you are as awareness through the process of consciousness to awareness. The starting point being: the application of self forgiveness. I urge all to allow themselves to assist and support themselves with this tool to simplify this process for yourselves, to clarify the difference between who you really are and what your mind/consciousness system is. Many of us will be coming through this interdimensional portal to prepare the way before you as you will be preparing your own way before you through allowing yourselves to use the tools, which are assistance and support models for your individual processes to come.

Allow me to share with you an example of one of my transcendence experiences of self-awareness through the support and assistance of forgiveness and the practical application thereafter. I for some time in the dimensions allowed myself to cling onto guilt, remorse and sorrow for I experienced myself as being responsible for the enslavement of billions of people who so explicitly follow the religious system today. Some even kill in the name of God today and all this through the simple act of the creation of a religious system which was instilled by the White Light through my first coming here on earth some two thousand years ago. My message was that of equality. Yet, the White Light so specifically arranged for my coming to be that of creating a religion for all to be enslaved and not realize, experience or see who they really are. For if the beings here on earth, even during the time I was here were allowed to see and experience who they are – the White Light and many other dimensional beings would not be able to have power and control over earth – power and control being their alpha and omega. The White Light and many other dimensional beings’ God were: Power and Control. The best place to stand as such was here on earth. What I understood before coming was that I was sent to bring forth equality and awareness to the people of earth for they had lost themselves and forgot who they are. The White Light said that they are sending me specifically to speak, show and reveal once again who each are for peace, harmony, freedom and equality to once again prevail on earth. All that I in this moment stood for as who I am. With absolute excitement and uncontainable gratefulness I set forth on my journey on earth to assist all too once again become aware, see and experience who they are. Primarily I presumed through information given to me by the White Light at the time – the people, the beings incarnated on earth have forgotten who they are because the interdimensional interaction was non-existent and weren’t consistently surrounded by beings such as myself who clearly remember who they are in every moment.

The White Light required a manifestation of who each one really is to walk the earth to assist all to once again remember – as I have explained. I clearly remember my experience on earth some two thousand years ago. Each and every single being I came into contact with – I experienced as equal and the same to who I am, yet individual and unique in their forms of self-expression. Little did I know during my experience on earth of the mind/consciousness construct which was imbedded and implanted within people on earth as a specific enslavement construct to have the people on earth remain as slaves for other to inflict their power and control ego-applications. I was not aware of the mind/consciousness construct as the White Light veiled it from my eyes so that I may only see who each being really is as myself – I did not see their earthly three dimensional systems at all. According to my understanding, and this is exactly what I did – I showed, spoke and revealed to each on earth what they are capable as me to apply and become when following my example through specific application. I did not intend for myself to become a being to be worshipped and for God to be portrayed as a being outside each one. My specific words were for each to understand who they as God as me and I am an example of who each one is. I showed as an example the simplicity of the ability to heal, to move out of your body completely, to leave your body for a certain amount of time and be able to come through again through breathing in the breath of life that is you. I alone was not able to travel through the world in one singular life to assist all on earth to understand who I am and each are, thus the first application I knew I was required to do was to gather a certain amount of people to follow my process, examples and words, to become as who I am as they are to once I leave assist the rest of the world. To each spread into different directions, establish themselves and walk amongst others and show, speak and reveal who each are as they are as I am. My plan was to once I leave earth permanently create an interdimensional relationship with all on earth to not allow anyone to forget who they are and become lost through forgetfulness. Surely as all on earth who are reading this in this moment are able to see that this is clearly not the way it played out – as I intended and set forth.

Once I crossed over to the dimensions, I was placed into a dimension created through the White Light to allow beings to ‘forget’ who they are completely. Thus for some time I roamed the dimensions as many others who were seen as a threat to the White Light and others in power and control as a non-existent, empty, forgetfulness not-knowing who I am where I come from being who was endlessly searching and asking question of who I am and where I come from – never answered. The White Light transformed my insight, my words, my examples, my revelations into a religion, creating more distinctive separation constructs and systems for enslavement purposes. The portrayal spoken of and mentioned in the Bible of the speaking in many different languages was actually in fact an insert from the White Light construct to deliberately create conflict, misinterpretation, misunderstanding and confusion between those who had the knowledge I had shared of how to follow, become and apply the words I spoke to see, experience and reveal to themselves who they are as me: God, creation and creator – the living word. This is exactly what happened – no-one understood each other, and all my work, examples, words, insights, wisdom and understanding shared to each and all who listened and heard were transformed into a religion. I am soon, once Alice and Hitler are done with their books, place my experience on earth and the truth of what really happened into more specific understanding directive formats. I am giving you here a basic example of my experience to explain my process of forgiveness and the application of awareness thereafter. I was lost for some time and I submerged myself to connect as a guide to a being here on earth as I actually became bored existing in dimensions with nothing to answer my questions and share some insight to the confusion I experienced as myself. I required to speak and communicate to someone who was able to speak, see and communicate to me – I probably being insane at the time through the lostness, confusion and amnesia state I was in formed a relationship with a being here on earth with whom I was able to communicate to. With this relationship I was able to understand what had happened on earth and that nothing had been what I intended it to be as I have mentioned before. It actually got worse.

I did not during the time I formed the relationship with the being on earth understand or was aware of the situation of the creation of religion being that of the White Light influence, but instead blamed myself through the perception that I had failed my people, the beings I had said that I’d come back immediately after I had permanently left as a dimensional being to once again restore the interdimensional relationship. I perceived and believed for some time that I was responsible for the creation of the religious system because I did not return immediately as I had said and that through time and passing of information generation after generation everyone was still waiting for me to come to stand as the interdimensional being and correct the relationship so that no-one may ever forget who they are as who I am. Yet, the waiting I learned had been transformed into the religious system locked into the minds of many – trapped in a system. For some time before I was introduced to forgiveness, I hid, I did not want to face anyone, any being on earth as I really did not know what to do – there was nothing I could do, but continuously watch how beings have been enslaved and are continuously suffering under the religious system, locked in their minds as I was now for the first time, through the relationship development of the being one earth able to see the construct called: the mind. I did not have interdimensional access either and was inconceivable distraught through what I experienced with and as the people on earth enslaved by the mind.

Now, the explanation of my process of forgiveness: Through communication through the opening of this interdimensional portal we (all equally lost dimensional beings who was as insane through forgetfulness as I had been) learned of the White Light and all the beings in power and control in the dimensions who deliberately enslaved the people on earth. This is where I learned, discovered and understood of the truth of what occurred on earth and what happened after I had left my process on earth some 2 thousand years ago. Still, I was filled with anger, resentment, sorrow, grief and remorse, even though I had come to understand the truth – it was still just knowledge – it did not change the experience of me. I was introduced, as many other dimensional beings, to forgiveness. I still felt responsible for the allowance of such events by perceiving myself to be inferior to the White Light, afraid of the White Light and others who were in power and control applications across the dimensions. Also explaining to all why I so specifically am able to state the nothing in your world or your reality is truth is that all are trapped in a mind construct, a system, consciousness. All, all, all have allowed themselves to be enslaved and not allowed themselves to stand up unconditionally as who they are through inferiority and fear, just as I was. I came to realize that I was indeed afraid to stand up as who I am, because I perceived myself to be inferior to those who were in specific power and control application in the dimension – as I have mentioned. Thus not allowing myself to stand up to them as who I am as God as equal to all in the universe, in existence and state: “Till here no further – I will not allow and do not accept such enslavement and separation applications in my creation as me. I stand here for all; equally, I stand here as all, equally and say: STOP.” I did know I did understand who I am and what I’m capable of, but allowed myself to enslave myself in the perception that I was inferior to others: an act of separation, and act of disempowerment. I separated myself from myself by not allowing myself to see myself as equal to all, though I did know it, I did understand it. But infact useless, for although I knew it and understood it, I did not allow myself to live who I am and stand as who I am infinitely here as an infinite statement of who I am. Through not allowing myself to live who I am, I allowed myself to give power to others to have control over me and disempowered myself through the application of knowledge and information. With this understanding I started:

I forgive myself that I allowed myself to experience myself as separate from who I am as all as equal. I forgive myself that I allowed myself to fear standing up as who I am as all as equal through fear of failure as in my past experiences. I forgive myself that I didn’t allow myself to see myself as the White Light as those in power and control positions enslaving others, and through this allowed myself to separate myself from them and their applications, blinding myself through the inability to not see that they may actually require my assistance as who I am as God, to once again see what they are allowing to be done unto other’s who are actually them. I forgive myself that I didn’t allow myself to place knowledge into application, by becoming the living word and standing infinitely as who I am as God as equality and allowed myself to be enslaved my by own creation: knowledge and information. I forgive myself that I allowed myself to separate myself from who I am as the living word by believing I am forgetfulness and insane. I forgive myself that I didn’t allow myself to stand up as who I am as the living word as equal to all on earth and in heaven the moment I realized something’s wrong when forming the relationship with the being on earth and learnt about the religious system and the mind. I forgive myself that I allowed myself to believe that I am inferiority and fear. I forgive myself that I didn’t allow myself to see that fear and inferiority is only created through separation, through separating myself from myself as all as equal. I forgive myself that I allowed myself to separate myself from myself as all as equal in existence and thus not allowed myself to once again see who I am as equal as all as God as creation as creator. I forgive myself that allowed myself to hide away through fear of taking responsibility for all as one as equal in existence, in creation. I forgive myself that I allowed myself to suppress myself through inferiority and fear as an excuse not to stand up and face all as who I am and do forgiveness, assist and support all, for I am equally responsible as the White Light and those in power and control positions for the enslavement and suffering of all as we experience creation today. I forgive myself that I didn’t allow myself to see and realize that through me hiding behind inferiority and fear, that I am in actuality supporting the enslavement of all and giving my consent and power away to those who are in power and control positions, as the White Light. I forgive myself that I didn’t allow myself to make a statement of who I am as God as equality and as life as the living word, standing infinitely here, to make a difference and not allow and accept such creations which is not of who I am. I forgive myself that I allowed myself to be enslaved, trapped and lost through not allowing myself to stand up, become and live who I am and all are as equality. To stand as a living example for all, to assist and support all as who I am and each are equally.

Through the application of forgiveness I have now allowed myself to set myself free from my own enslavement, allowances and accepted applications. Thus through forgiveness I am now able to once again stand up as who I am. I now realize what I have allowed and that I am equally responsible for the separation, enslavement, lost and forgotten experiences of beings in the dimensions and people on earth as me as who I am through the allowed and accepted creation of the mind, consciousness and systems, controlled and powered by others who have perceived themselves to be more than and thus through separation, allowed all as me as equals as one in and as creation, to become the allowed and accepted experience it is today, here, in this moment. Equal responsibility for creation as each experience in this moment, here, go both ways, to both extremities, superiority and inferiority. Thus, blame, pointing the finger, the shifting of the responsibility as to who created enslavement and separation is not possible. I realized as all will soon, as the dimensions have realized – each one of us are equally responsible for the creation of separation and enslavement – just as I realized through my application of inferiority – only through this allowance and acceptance by me, I allowed and participated in this separated and enslaved creation by all. We all participated, we all are equally responsible. I am now standing here, sitting here as I am typing through the interdimensional portal as all as one as equal and taking responsibility for what I have allowed and accepted to be created and experienced in existence. And so I will stand, live, apply, speak, assist and support all in existence as who I am – equal to who I am through the process of self-realization, from consciousness to awareness, to see, realize, reveal, and show each as me as who I am and all are equally – who you are as I am as all are equally. I ask forgiveness from each who read my words in this moment that I allowed myself to separate myself from whom you are as equal to me and allowed the enslavement of yourself here on earth. I am here, as equal to who you really are, I am here and will stand here infinitely as who you are and walk this process with you, as you, step by step, moment to moment, until you as me, realize who you are as life, awareness, equality, existence, creation, creator and stand next to me and walk with me to in turn assist all that are still lost and enslaved to understand, become, live and see who they are. I am not stopping until this is done, no-one in the dimensions are for that matter. Know this – it’s inevitable that each on earth as we in the dimensions will realize who they are, whether it is during the process on earth or dimensions through death. The process has begun, we in heaven are standing as who each are and will become and this statement and words of forgiveness I have shared is the first tool to assist all with their individual processes – as I have mentioned. No-one is able to do this for you – you have to do this for yourself. As I have done it for myself with support and assistance – one of them being the application of forgiveness. You have to stand up, realize and see who you are – no-one is able to this for you. Each is in truth alone in this process, though you do have assistance and support from others.

I am here, with you as you in every moment.

And so it is done.




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